Sad shit

Hey my listeners! 
Please check some of my original tracks on SoundCloud: 
https://soundcloud.com/yotam-baruchyan/the-hiccups-beat
https://soundcloud.com/yotam-baruchyan/rhythm-nebula
https://soundcloud.com/yotam-baruchyan/away-from-earth
https://soundcloud.com/yotam-baruchyan/braid
https://soundcloud.com/yotam-baruchyan/the-pastoral-village
https://soundcloud.com/yotam-baruchyan/slide-quest-music
https://soundcloud.com/yotam-baruchyan/risky-bridge
https://soundcloud.com/yotam-baruchyan/lazy-sunrise
https://soundcloud.com/yotam-baruchyan/paul-soundtrack
The current track is a mockup of Stan, the known song of Eminem and Dido. In order to create this mockup, I used acapellas of the original performers - Eminem and Dido. The rest elements were made by MIDI.

Eminem ft. Dido - Stan

Beat Produced By Kaelyn. Vocals By ℒund
VVV LYRICS VVV
my bones are cold. feel my body die
(feel my body die)
alls left is whats in my mind
(is whats in my mind)
the way you move girl your so divine
(girl your so divine)
i feel the chills running down my spine
(running down my spine)

she said I’m sorry that i lied i never loved you
(never loved you no i never loved you)
she was there when u werent so fuck you
(fuck u girl u were never there. never there)
she said I’m sorry that i lied i never loved you
(say bye now its time to say goodbye)
she was there when u werent so fuck you
(say bye now its time to say goodbye)

killin im drillin the beat again 
reminding these bitches I’m not their friend
i don’t pretend the coldest kid that you ever met
come fuck with me and u won’t forget, won’t regret
got you so high now you feel like a jet
smoking and laughing while we lay in bed
but you got me caught up in the words that you said


Cold Bones [Prod. Kaelyn]

thank you little cloud , 

                                        heartbreak hotel

Skin

skin

Beat & Vocals By ℒund.
Damn you guys..what can i say. 6K follows!! You guys make me cry. I never thought i would be where I am with my music. Im so overwhelmed with joy. I check my soundcloud and often can't comprehend how things are moving and growing so fast but its all thanks to you. So thank you guys for all the love and support you give me, It keeps me going. <3 More music soon. Luv u all!

Lyrics

I feel the cold again
i feel alone again
(x4)

my heart is so cold
i feel so alone
stayed up all night girl
i wish you were home
ill take a hold of you
i want to grow old with you
where did you go
oh where did you go
you got me feeling like 
I’m six feet below the ground 
don’t tell me its over now 
i won’t live this way 
i can’t live this life without you
cause all i fucking do is think about you
all night and day 
baby girl believe the words that i say

addicted to love and your my supplier
but you and i we burn like a fire
and your words they cut like barb wire
but thats how it feels when you love a liar
(x2)

I feel the cold again
i feel alone again
(x4)

so pour the salt on my wound babe
i just wanna feel something
remove the blood from my veins 
so this heart will stop pumping
on the edge and I’m jumping
give me something thats numbing
cause if i don’t have your love 
then this life means nothing
(x2)

I feel the cold again
(i feel the cold)
i feel alone again
(i feel alone)
(x4)

(i feel alone)
i feel the cold again
(i feel the cold)
i feel alone again
(i feel alone)
(x2) 


Alone

Sampled - Nick Leng - "inside your mind"
Beat & Vocals By ℒund
I luv u all, enjoy.

Lyrics

she looked in my eyes
said where does it hurt
buried alive she’s pulling my body 
straight from the dirt
am i still alive
is this what its worth
how could you ever feel love
if you’ve never been hurt
(x2)

baby its a late night 
blowing up my phone
don’t ask me where i came from
just tell me where to go
got that look in your eyes 
i just wanna take you home
dim the lights baby
drop it down low

I keep my eyes wide open
never fall, never fall
I keep my eyes wide open
never fall, never fall

all my life
I’ve been waiting for you
(waiting for you)
(x2)

whenever your next to me
girl its just ecstasy
you feel the energy
girl its our chemistry
lets make a memory
moving so steadily 
girl its my specialty
you feel so heavenly
this is our destiny
the perfect recipe
our secret remedy
lying here breathlessly
(x2)

chemistry 
you and me
all i want is you
next to me
hear you breath
hold your body
close to mine
take your time
when were making love
(cause we got)
(x2)

Chemistry

Limp Bizkit - Behind Blue Eyes

Production & Vocals By ℒund.
Lyrics

what do you do want
what do you see
baby i can give you 
all that you need
all that you are 
baby stay with me
everyday and every night
all i wanna do is hold you tight
in my arms and never let you go
(x2) 
  
show me what its like to have a love like that
show me what its worth and i will never turn back
(x2)

cause your the only one i want 
the only one i really need 
you take my breath away girl
you make it hard to breath
baby I’m just tying 
to get away 
and I’m so damn tired 
of all the things we say 
although its opportune 
somehow we never do
we should just get a clue
i wanna runaway with you

see all these other guys
know its easy to treat you like shit
and i know that its hard to admit
cause some girls like that 
but its time that you call it quits
I’m not that type of guy
be your ride or die
anywhere u want to go
you’ll know that I’m 
right here beside you

baby girl 
won’t you tell me 
are you ready now
i can show you 
i can show you
let me lay you down  
babe if you only knew 
all of these things
that i could teach you
i already know
what you want to do
so baby 
use your words 
and tell me 

what do you do want
what do you see
baby i can give you 
all that you need
all that you are 
baby stay with me
everyday and every night
all i wanna do is hold you tight
in my arms and never let you go
(x2)


Nature

When I'm Gone

Beat & Vocals By ℒund
Buy: https://lundbeatz.bandcamp.com/track/only-for-you
Lyrics:
spend all my time with you 
i feel so alive with you 
baby you know that its true 
cause my eyes are only for you 
(x2) 

no i can’t bear to see you go 
no i don’t want to let you go 
the way i feel when were alone 
oh girl you keep me on my toes

and you would never even know 
its kinda hard for me to show 
but baby girl i love you so 
i want to call you all my own 

my eyes are only for 
my eyes are only for you 
only for you 
(x2) 

my heart is only for 
my heart is only for you 
only for you 
(x2) 

spend all my time with you 
i feel so alive with you 
baby know that its true 
my eyes are only for you 
(x2)

Only For You

I Can't Fold Feat. $uicideboy$ (Prod By Grimm Doza)

LYRICS
----
VERSE 1

It feels like a dream, haunted in my memory
My Older sister made me feel like I was the enemy
Never knew why, I think I was too young to fathom it
If it was all a dream my dreamcatcher never captured it
But, My mom lookin a little stressed now
I look a lot like my pops, so my sisters hate my smile
But can I blame em? Even tho they hated me could I hate em?
Nah, the punches, I’ll just take em
I was 8, never knew my pain then would last forever
My Mom never knew why I’d say I’d leave for good 
but I hated myself for reasons that I never understood
but now I know it stemmed down from my shitty father
He did things unforgivable
And to my sisters I forgive it all, just know that I still struggle  
I was so young but I still have it memorized
Just know when mom kicked his ass out I never cried
-----
VERSE 2

We had to move to another city, shit was weird
Trying to collect my thoughts cuz mom never made it clear
I don’t blame her, I wouldn’t of said shit neither
We hit the shelter, shared a home with a bunch of strangers
The school was crazy, teachers used to hit my brother
They hated us, I know they hated our skin color
Used to get bullied, punches to my stomach in a dark hall
Used to eat my lunch hidin in bathroom stall
My cousin Nathan lived close, oh shit its on
We’d talk about things like being millionaires and
Howd we change the world and how things aint fair and
We just wanna chase girls, ha
But we moved away, and I guess things got crazy
My mom pulled me aside n said sit down maybe
she just got a call and she said Nathan's gone 
I said like where, whered he go?
She had that look in her eyes then my eyes started watering
Wish I could change it all, and just make it all calm again
Thinkin back on everything, man I’ll never forget it
You re my brother forever and I know you’ll see me when I get it 
-----
VERSE 3

That first day we met you wouldn’t even look my way
I was thinking you didn’t even like what you saw so I got a little brave
Hit you up after like what was all the fuss about?
You told me you were shy and that you weren’t used to being out
Little did I know you were dealing with your mom’s passing
I had my own issues it felt like some fucking bombs crashing
I just lost my friend and my grandpa in the span of a few months
Looking in the mirror thinking I was too drunk
Trying to piece together my life in a dusty attic
Trying to separate myself so I wouldn’t become an addict
I would drive to the perimeter to just sit and cry
Then you’d hit me up like ‘what sup? how come? Really? Why?’
Then we’d get closer than ever before
Tell me things that would comfort me that I could never ignore
I sobered up and got my life back on the road again
I told you things that I never even told a friend
You were like a piece that I was missing and you knew it
but again, addiction came up but it wasn’t me goin through it
I didn’t even know, there were things I had to discover 
You’d start getting mad we need to support each other
That’s when the lies started comin, then I couldn’t take it
I mean my sisters addicted themselves I mean I wanna shake it
I thought I told you this, look at my past I thought I showed you this
Looking in the mirror like I thought I was over this
Then you told me about how this guy hit you and raped you
Thoughts flying in my head like why would I hate you?
You kept it a secret but, I wanted to save you
I tried to hold on tight but the drugs came to take you
Now you lookin in the mirror and you getting so thin
Disappearing from the world I can see it within
I chain smoke now just to ease the pain 
cuz I know that you’re headed on a road that’s a one way

Just know, that I dont blame you.. for anything
You always said that.... even if you leave, not to worry cuz
Everything will be OK

G-Eazy - Everything Will Be OK (feat. Kehlani) (COVER)

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

*:･ﾟ✧ ✧ﾟ･: * being alive's just a phase we're all going thru *:･ﾟ✧ ✧ﾟ･: *

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ktrGms0CT1E

spotify

i dont feel anything (prod. trxpicvl) *video in description*

Dark Space

produced by, xxxtentacion
garette's revenge

I've dug two graves for us my dear, cant pretend that I was perfect, leaving you in fear, oh man, what a world the things I hear..

If i could act on my revenge, than oh would I..

some kill, some steal, some break your heart, and you had thought that I would let it go and let you walk,

well broken hearts break bones, so break up fast, and I dont wanna let it go, so in my grave i'll rot (repeat)

I love you garette
rest in peace, jocelyn, I will have my revenge upon the world

written and produced by Jahseh Onfroy, "xxxtentacion"

GARRETTS REVENGE

Vocals By @emilyraymondd & Lund
Production & Lyric By Lund.

Lyrics:

Emily:

I brought you light 
But You'd rather live in the dark
We always fight 
Don't even know what is the cause 
Still asking why 
Fuck it babe What is the point 
your feeding me lies
And im tired of playing the part

You broke me down 
I'm nothing but marrow and bone
Rott to the core
Chewed up and spit on the floor
I'm leaving now
Can't take this shit anymore 
And if your holding me down
Then why am I outta control

(Verse written by Emily)

Why cant you see 
the heart on my sleeve 
your tearing me apart babe 
loosing my sleep
why cant you see 
your everything i need
I'm loosing my mind babe 
i cant compete



Lund:

You brought me light 
But I'd rather live in the dark
It's my own fault 
that everything's falling apart
I know it been hard
I'm sorry for what i have done
but baby please don’t leave 
cause then i won’t have anyone 

you gave me love 
but i  just threw it away
i promise that I’m gonna change 
cause baby i need you to stay
I’m feeling hollowed out
tied of living this way
you have my heart
so baby 
please dont walk away

Hallowed Ft. Emily Raymond

Song Title - By My Side
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Thank you all for 50K follows and for the enormous amount of support you continue to give me. It really means the world to me <3

By My Side

Fuck Love

@xam @lilhappylilsad @pastnight

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5F0CjNQii37YUkykNiElVl
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/less-than-three-feat-lil-happy-lil-sad-single/1464242497
YouTube: https://youtu.be/Ul6ZhefinsE

[Verse 1: XAM]
I really thought that I found what they call real love
I really thought that you were the chosen one for me
But I was wrong and now you are gone
So many girls on my mind, but I dont see you anymore

I’m going crazy, I can’t take this no more
I’ve been feeling so low for so long
Ever since you walked out the front door
I’ve been sleeping solo on the cold floor

I can’t sleep when I’m alone
I can’t breath when you are gone
You’re on my mind everytime that I’m on my own
Wish you were here right now but you are gone

[Chorus: XAM] x2
I love you less then three, baby dance with me
We are meant to be, can’t you see It’s real?
I love you less then three, It is destiny
Tell me how you feel, do you even love me?

[Verse 2: Lil Happy Lil Sad]
I always thought you were the one
I can’t believe I’m nothing to you
Bless my body with your hands
It was a world that I was new to

Now I’m on my knees
You broke my less than three
And girl It’s killing me
I miss you kissing me

I wish you needed me
But now you’re leaving me
I need to smoke some weed
I need promethazine

Now I’m on my knees
You broke my less than three
And girl It’s killing me
I miss you kissing me

[Chorus: XAM] x2
I love you less then three, baby dance with me
We are meant to be, can’t you see It’s real?
I love you less then three, It is destiny
Tell me how you feel, do you even love me?

Sad shit

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