Some new some old
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9/22

XTC FINAL (SG BUFFALOBANG EERA)

tell me what you think about me
cause i been losing sleep im getting restless
i look around to such a sad scene
i dont know how to tell you that im jealous
i wish it could be just one thing
i wish it was as simple as a message
but no one gets it wrong as much as me
and i dont wanna keep you second guessing

Insecure

𝓁𝓎𝓇𝒾𝒸𝓈
ever thine ever mine ever ours
nevermind, no its fine ill get lost
the third time spoke loud
learnt the lesson now

i swear you dont make it easy for me
you look cute but you act really mean
i used to f❥۵♥ you its really hard to believe
cus now its f!%& you and everything you believe

it could have been diffrent

★ I messaged bufflobang about working on some music, and he handed me the song's stems, telling me to do whatever I wanted with it. I ultimately decided to flip it. This is what we came up with after exchanging it back and forth and adding more components to the song.

Ever Ours (O0O + BUFFALOBANG)

3:58 @kggn
5:14 @prodsoma
6:25 @0rch_id

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5/23 (@kggn @prodsoma @0rch_id)

I'm wasting my days listening to nothings
it's hard to think you were looking for something
I don't have a choice you'll do what you want to
I'm shedding a tear but saying I loved you

but it's nothing i could give or take
and I don't wanna leave but you don't wanna stay
is it just me? is it just my face?
and i want you to hold my heart when it breaks
and it's nothing i could give or take
and I don't wanna leave but you don't wanna stay
is it just me? is it just my face?
and i want you to hold my heart when it breaks again

and i don't understand what i did wrong
like did i hold i hold you hand for far too long?
and every day's the same since you've been gone
i just wish i could i could hold you in my arms
and i don't understand what i do right
i cry myself to sleep like every night
i wish it wasn't hard to let you go
i wish you cared enough to stay but

but it's nothing i could give or take
and I don't wanna leave but you don't wanna stay
is it just me? is it just my face?
and i want you to hold my heart when it breaks
and it's nothing i could give or take
and I don't wanna leave but you don't wanna stay
is it just me? is it just my face?
and i want you to hold my heart when it breaks again

but it's nothing i could give or take
and I don't wanna leave but you don't wanna stay
is it just me? is it just my face?
and i want you to hold my heart when it breaks
and it's nothing i could give or take
and I don't wanna leave but you don't wanna stay
is it just me? is it just my face?
and i want you to hold my heart when it breaks again

Give or Take

pop out +tahertg

personal opinion +bigdog30k +dj cathexis

btmi - future 86

Can I stop my life so I could just be with you?
Let's hightail to Hawaii on a plane
I'll embezzle what's left of my band fund
To take necessary action to destroy what I have made
You and I, we'll move to New York City
Where i'll get a temp job, and you'll start your career
I'm not being fickle, just realistic
The air is moist but it never gets too cold this time of year


So tell me, was it worth it?
Answer before I get in my van
To drive into the Pacific
Where I'll probably never see your face again


Say the word and I'll put my guitar down
I'll be sad but at least we'll both get laid
We'll start to fight when I start to resent you
And we'll both agree the thought was nice but I should not have stayed
Take the I-whatever to desolation
And now fast food's reminding me of you
So I'll write postcards and I'll forget to send them
Thanks a lot, I lost my mind, and now I'm losing you


So tell me something awesome
That can last my whole life sentence in the van 
'Cause I'm on the S.S. Stupid goals to nowhere
And I'll probably never see your face again

And I'll probably never see your face again

future86 cover

Originally written in 2017 and featuring on the Winter Solstice EP.  The track was inspired by the children's novel - Box of Delights by John Macefield.  The track features on the 2019 compilation Electric Visions Volume 1.

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