i never asked to be understood.

Produced by @drkkspine & @sillowfate
Mixed by @drkkspine
Mastered by @drkkspine & Me
Lyrics: https://genius.com/Undxxd-rissa-lyrics
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/70xMX9MQvss2Fguu9cCfXS?si=aaa9ae1791c04ae5
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/rissa/1785550929?i=1785550932

RISSA (PROD. $ILLOW FATE & DOMINO!!)

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an·i·mus
/anəməs/
-hostility or ill feeling.

a message to my excuse of a biological father
remix of "blackrain" by citizen kane

lyrics:
wish you would've rotted in that damn cell
hope you have fun in hell
could've had a wife but you cheated when you was freed
wish you really would've grasped how much I needed you in my life
cried every damn time you accepted my calls, should've figured that it didn't mean anything to you
can't believe momma stuck with a demon for so long
used to be sad that you were gone, now I couldn't be happier

i'd rather stick alone than carry the burden of a father
shouldn't have bothered wasting those months if I knew you was gonna leave like the cunt that you are
was it ever your intent to be a father knowing you take shit for granted?
momma told me cut contact?
I already planned it.
never was fond of a deadbeat being a part of me
would've been a dream for you to see my growth but all you are to me is distance memory, history.

i'll always have respect for my momma for staying committed (to me)
that excuse of a father probably wondered how you did it
it ain't worth wasting my anger on someone that's a stranger to my life
why should I give a fuck about you if you didn't wanna show up to my birth
I thank god everyday I didn't become a worse version of you
I knew from the damn start that you weren't innocent
there's a permanent dent in my heart cus of you
there ain't an excuse to not father your son
the damage you've done to me is the work of the devil
i'm glad that you're gone, been slowly moving on
one last message, fuck you.

animus

DRACULA

Creme soda ( prod . guapo)

prod. rxkz // https://youtu.be/qyob7-HFHBc?si=vlWW1HuOo6lhzHNf

call if you with it
write me if you long for it i’ve been gone a minute
i’m in montreal with the dogs and the bitches
pull the stitches out the palm wrap the gauze on the digits 
ticking like a bomb no squad by the minute
kicking out the wall no swat but we discriminate 
imitate, if you wanna fight better be heavyweight  
roadkill tapped in you could never emulate 

baby ima crash out 
oz out the {pack}
miami where im at she fuck my rebound
who she think she is i know she know that he shop discount
rolex on my wrist even my piss get sum to freak now
freak out
always ima geek out
everytime they hear us always wondering how we sound
ion need to recount 
e30 be impound 
justdxnt get the door in the pic you know it’s brxken this shit leak out

crash out

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crucify (prod.drugslutt)

TUT // #HBH

"my ching chong roots are lowkey being embraced w this beat" - stars

Prod. Aozora
sample: ???

The Monk Temple

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