first time made me a lil nervous, sorry
did it for me anyways

"whoever you are && wherever you are &&  however you feel,
i’m starting to think we’re still a lot alike
I’ve danced around in circles trying to get you back in my sight
I’ve spun our roads singing our favorite songs at night 
I’ve driven myself towards death trying to set things right

In the last year or 2 i’ve grown in ways
you wouldn’t ever imagine 
I’ve cheered for you on the other side of walls 
That you can’t listen or see through 
 
I’ve realized i was speaking to you in a language I had yet to understand 
And despite it all your unwavering patience let you sit and listen
I’ve realized it all too late

I shy away from apologies because for every sorry i hear from you we’d be up all night listening to 99 more from me
Sometimes when it’s time to rest I close my eyes to be greeted by dreams of rebuilding the world I once lived in 

In life sometimes a door is closed and is never to be opened again 
But what is one to do when the door leads to home?
who knows.."

- d

album dedicated to P

BIG P FLOW (prod. santana + nightdd)

big P