this is so god damn hard y'all snapped on this

you know

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personal (zoweli, thankujonah, tyxonsmith)

too late (fucckira, thankujonah)

be there [iceboi] lost ver.

been in my bandlab for ages and i havent posted in ages. could be a throw away may delete later idk yet

[lyrics]

i get u think ur right
“ur privileged man ur fucking white.
u must not have a fuking problem
n if u do, man ur money can solve em”

is that what u rly think?
knife to my wrist and i bleed on the sink
take out a shot glass i sip a drink
forget all my problems and think its a dream

“stop whining , stop complain
u been screaming and crying and praying aaayhaheosjahb”
no where to run i cant go home
fuck my parents for leaving me alone

i cant cope by myself
pills in my nightstand and guns on my shelf (not a stolen lyric i wrote that fr)
wishing for death but i cant kill myself
please let me out god i am begging 
god i am begging

happiness, i dont, fucking deserve it
anger inside but it stays below surface 
cant get over my shit but its not worth i-

it is not worth it to try
fuck all my issues im dying inside
i show a smile w tears in my eyes
i get it im wrong but i didnt wanna be right 

fuk u , i cant go outside
wont try to cope and i wont try to hide
but fuk all of my friends they are all pricks
i could use love and i could use a kiss

i am a pawn on a chessboard
i send a text and i get fucking ignored
all my friends don wan be w my they get bored
searching for purpose , something to live for

“cope”

weird how time goes by

lyrics:

yeah
will you come back to me
(owhh)
you were my everything I want
now I live arguably
undefeated in my room
break me down
break my heart
(my heart)
lemme know when you're in the dark
(in the dark)
I wont go 
no way home
(noo)
gotta let me know
can we get higher?

Back To Me <<guda>>

this is my new song :)

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