Lyrics:

I'm sick of all the fighting
The fire is igniting, so what's the point of trying to go another night
I'm sick of all the lying and thoughts about me dying
Like what's the point of crying, just wanna end my life

Cause I'm lost and nauseous, living is exhausting
Tried to end a couple times but never really offed it
Caution, shocking, sick of all the talking
Wish I wouldn't die alone but I don't have the option
I had a lot fun in this life but it's misery
Thought that it'd get better with time but I'm incomplete
Built you up you fed me with lies now I'm distancing
For right now I think I'm alright but I guess we'll see

So I'll die a fucking burden, a piece of shit and worthless
Could never put the work in, my life is a disguise
I'm numb but also fragile, my love is more than astral
They tell me I'm an asshole but all I am is nice

Cause I'm lost and nauseous, living is exhausting
Tried to end a couple times but never really offed it
Caution, shocking, sick of all the talking
Wish I wouldn't die alone but I don't have the option
I had a lot fun in this life but it's misery
Thought that it'd get better with time but I'm incomplete
Built you up you fed me with lies now I'm distancing
For right now I think I'm alright but I guess we'll see

I been giving it my all to get by
I really wish I didn't wanna die
I Keep trying to get better
I still don't understand why my chest hurts
I guess this what I signed up for
But really I could never be sure
I'm really feeling under the weather
It's raining in my head I feel I pressure

Cause I'm lost and nauseous, living is exhausting
Tried to end a couple times but never really offed it
Caution, shocking, sick of all the talking
Wish I wouldn't die alone but I don't have the option
I had a lot fun in this life but it's misery
Thought that it'd get better with time but I'm incomplete
Built you up you fed me with lies now I'm distancing
For right now I think I'm alright but I guess we'll see

Lost and Nauseous

main account: @realkidcole
produced by SHRED BEATS
sample from "snowfall" by  øneheart x reidenshi

Kid Cole - Snowfall

ALL BY MYSELF

how do i grasp something that no longer exists?

an unfilled space or interval; a gap.

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thank you for your patience, this is only one of more
prod. ahnboi & kid cole
s.o julia for the vocals

promises in december

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