thrOUgh.thE.trEEs

Rise.up (give me some more)

i wanna kill ya

rough improv edit. maybe youll like it...

i want to see you and me
memory of you falling into the grave daisy line, yeah
youll own the days
hills covered with the last of the assholes
you wont matter anymore

i wanna kill ya
dont wanna take anymore
i wanna kill ya
hey
kill ya
so many more

standing on the corner
ballers are about to dive 
a mirror away from me
two hands and on and older
see them with x ray eyes
youre not longer going to steal this

i wanna kill ya
morning noon and night

you own the drift, motorcades
ignorant and rainy eyes
want it all your own
waiting on the diamonds
the summer sees through you weighty ride
dont want it anymore


i want to see you and me
memory of you digging into the grave daisy line, yeah
youll own the days
hills covered with blood of the lasstholes
you wont matter anymore

dont wanna take anymore
i wanna kill ya
hey
kill ya
so many more

KIll.yA

some piece of mind
would surely be welcome
haven't seen the sun in so long
passed out cold
done broke the mold
letting it out in song

have you seen her?
have you heard the news?
where have you been, oh, my old friend?
sit down with me and sing the blues.

frostbite toes
eyeballs are closed
cant really tell what's real
ill just sit here and wait for a sign
trying to remember to feel

ice outside
all cold in their sockets
running with my best me
the sun is hiding
hasn't been here for days
and the night is coming for me

some piece of mind would surely be welcome
haven't seen the sun in so long
passed out cold
done broke the mold
letting it out in song

have you seen her?
have you heard the news?
where have you been, oh, my old friend?
sit down with me and sing the blues!

frostbite toes
eyeballs are closed
cant really tell what's real
ill just sit here and wait for a sign
trying to remember to feel...

cOvId_sEssIOns

frOstbItE_tOES

morning phase
blazin prodigal sun raisin his head to the sky
eyes closed
mind blown
spiritual walk flow 
gods speak words forgotten
like slaves pickin cotton
and the fires that burn into the night
black and white
raise they guns to the sky

mOrnIng.phAsE

Lost souls have moms too. Some more than others.

Lyrics: 

hello mom its me
can i watch your tv?
i know
this is the last time
i feel
different this time

i promise ill feel better
when you see me again
lock the door
and wait for me
ill be right back 
with my medicine

i know its early
but i really
appreciate
the ride downtown
and thanks again
for the brand new tennis shoes

i promise ill feel better
when you see me again
lock the door
and wait for me
ill be right back 
with my medicine

i could be twenty three
i could be forty seven
if anyone calls for me
mom

you'll know where i'll be
you'll know where i'll be 
you'll know where i'll be

Mother (Written by Dave Navarro & Eric Avery) Performed by sOUlrEflEktOr

i feel 
trapped inside so alone locked in myself
skin and bones is all thats left in this shell
now you see me cold and ugly
got your fist so deep inside me 
looking up at you out of hell

complications
black abrasions
face i want in suffocation
harboring my feelings
reeling
passed the point
my life your stealing

flat on my back on the ground
my palms twitch at the sound of your voice
i have no choice, all is fading...

hush, my child.
cant you feel your horses running wild?
sit with me for a while, 
i am your light in disguise.
all the sorrow touching your world will pass come 'morrow
to join with the swirl of our tongues as we kiss.
there's nothing sweeter than this.
until all the love turns to pain.

just as i reach out for you,
your beauty touching my soul roots,
you run away into your hole
why do you fear me?
dont you like me?
does the taste of my blood entice thee?
it wont be long til you are losing control

fighting instinct
you're getting weak
turn away when i try to speak
sometimes i feel like i am dead
time grows nearer
getting clearer 
when i look into the mirror,
i see your face instead

it all started as a child in my home
watching the t.v.
and the violence was full blown
war machines, magazines, money mad sex machines
its no wonder
i became one of their zombies
she come in the night
she take me away from it all
at a time when i was feeling so small
she taught me to see
to perceive
not to believe the lies of the conspiracy
until one day they found she was helping
her life ended instantly
blood fell like the rain

thats when my love
when my love
turned to pain

...pain
you think you know pain?
ill show you pain
love
you gave me your love 
well ill eat your love 
and spit out your love
crazy!
crazy!
you think you know crazy?
ill fucking show you
crazy

deep below the chilling surface of the land tomorrow
lost between the tattered pages of concrete and sorrow
i have always been afraid its nothing that new to me
i will not allow this fate to fall upon my offspring

and i feel
trapped inside so alone locked in myself
skin and bones is all thats left in this shell
now you see me cold and ugly
got your fist so deep inside me 
looking up at you out of hell

skIn.And.bOnEs [sqUEAky.frOmmE) from the the LP "Fish"

the the new foundations
take it as it comes
lost and found
now turn around 
the damage has been done
im a new creation
i have found my soul
with some hard work and some patience
i will take control
of my soul

lately you're feelin
you got your hope disappearin'
they got you locked down
to where the never shines, yeah
the lines on your face
they got you livin in the rat race
they got you knocked down
to where all life begins and ends

feelin' those feelings of woe

groovy god Godzilla
feel the pressure in ya
im suffering like succotash
i wanna feel the real
wanna break on through
to the real you 
wanna break on through
to the real

lookin for something that you never find
cuz everytime you find its always under your nose
i know

sometimes i freak 
its like being weak
and weak is not what i need
what i need is free
what i need is to be free

free of these feelings of woe

walk away
in many pieces
the lives we make
are lies are for stealing
and all this time
is much like bleeding
and all this precious time 
is like needles

they talk that shit in your face
and you take it
keep talking that shit in my face 
and you'll taste it
and then you look to the eye
then you look to the eyes
then when you see it
hard to believe that we die
but i believe it 

walk away
in many pieces
the lives we make
are lies are for stealing
and coming home
is much like bleeding
and all this precious time 
is like needles

they talk that shit in your face
and you take it
keep talking that shit in my face 
and you'll taste it
and then you look to the eye
then you look to the eyes
that's when you see it
hard to believe that we die
but i believe it 

walk away
in many pieces
the lives we make
are lies are for stealing
and coming home
is much like bleeding
and all this precious time 
is like needles

OrcA.[pUssY.Of.pOwEr]

you want to believe
you want to be loved
you feel nothingness
as if it wasn't an idea
state of mind 
state of soul
cant take no more of their blows
dont wanna feel like im locked in
locked in

let us love
let us live
take away 
all this shit
i wont try
to believe
anymore
the things you say

do you feel like youve been pushed to the edge?
do you feel a lack in your self confidence?
do you feel like you've been locked out of your own head?

hush now, my son
judgement's begun
you'll have your way
but only when i say
give me some more
of that drink you love to pour
you say i look like a wreck
but i feel at my best yet

and then you bring me down

better off dead
yeah thats waht i think
but what be the use?
i dont wanna leave no one behind
better off dead
thats what i want you all to see
but what the use
youre afraid of what you cant see
better off dead
yeah, man
thats what i keep tellin myself
but the more i keep on livin'
the more i kill myself

bloodstains
on the mirror 
all my life's milk
lay on the floor
tiny droplets of sick humor
looks like my life
is nothing but a joke
bloodstains
on the pillow
all my soul pain
wide open to the rain
and the gods are laughing
at me again

let us love
let us live
take away 
all this shit
i wont try
to believe
anymore
the things you say

lOckEd.In [From the Full Length LP "FISH"]

straight of the belly of men
into the mouth of the spirit world
great walls of ignorance divide us
banks of blood drink from our souls
waiting for another bite of you

a tiny little fish in an eternal sea
so many others here much stronger than me
im just a soul struggling to be free
i am the tree of life
my branches reach for the sky
i'd probably be happier this way
for every life there is a death someday

coming home
i've been away for too long, no
coming home
i can smell the fire's still burning
i can feel your heart is beating
the animal begins yearning
are you surprised to see me alive after all these years?
don't turn away
just look at me
your eyes betray
the demon in me
i am the everything
believing everything
i am the all

mass decay now as time passes
spread disease among the masses
all along the same old story
nothing to tell

there's no future
here burns your future in my hands

fIsh [From the LP "FISH"]

i say the problem with the children today
is the vision is lost in the increase in the moral decay
and if you look hard enough you see
that the true root of the problem comes down to you and me
many times in the past
we thought what we built was built to last
much to our surprise
your most prized possessions always crumble before your eyes

(chorus)
resurrection
we need resurrection
free your mind your soul will soon be reborn

lying telepathic
confusing the masses
just who is speaking the truth?
the t.v. promises to you
building walls of racism
when we're all the same orgasm
are you prepared to die in the skism?

resurrection
we need resurrection
free your mind your soul will soon be reborn

(bridge)
let us make love in the shade of the flowers
cemetary funeral love midnight empowered
getting deeper, deeper into you'll i'll go
into your soul

rap part pseudo verses

receiving images of a positive plane
im conjuring the demons from the far reaches of my brain
you only get one life to live
and the hell that you get?
will be the hell that you give

chorus 2:
you've been wasting time
your heart, your mind
on an obsession
it'll never set you free
now you're all alone
with your head upon that telephone, yea
you really think that that fucker will ring?

hate is a waste
dont be a disgrace
damn this place
pick up the pace
its time for action
a distraction
in the  foundations of the revolution

acts of violence
and united defiance
brings you closer to the goal
which is gaining control
of your mind
and in due time,
to define
and to redefine
your essential mind

you've been wasting time
your heart, your mind
on an obsession
it'll never set you free
now you're all alone
with your head upon the telephone, yea
you really think that that fucker will ring?

brace yourself for the future about to be
the country you see becomes the disease
insanity breeds disease
the facts, the truth
its what controlling time
its whats controlling you

round and round you see
no one's gonna doubt me
you gotta fight your way
or the blood will stain your pride

what is the reason for this lack?
a form of government attack
they pushin that message of apathy among the youth
they take away your right to choose

youth of today
enter the fray
control your mind
they fuck you up anyway
are you wasting your decisions
on the slough of network vision
youre just a number placed
in the crowd disgraced
you got nuthin now
nothing left to lose

receiving images of a positive plane
im conjuring the demons from the far reaches of my brain
you only get one life to live
and the hell that you get?
will be the hell that you give 

dont let em put a price on your soul

revolution

evolution

rEsUrrEctIOn [From the LP "FISH"]

callus canker in what i have : none
in time my mind's eye will come undone
open the Nile to wash away
the whoreshippers at the god's grave

at the mouth beneath the sea
a silent mind is trouble free
sometimes i wish that fish was me
but now it seems my life's book of matches
is getting nearly empty

divide
we're getting close to the edge
divided
decide
so fucking close to the edge
decided

ooh, will you still be alive?
ooh, will you learn to survive?
when you rise from the beehive
hand over hand you will climb
when you rise from the bee hive
hand over hand a vine a you will climb

divide
we're getting close to the edge
divided
decide 
so fucking close to the edge
decided
our tribe
so fucking close to the shore
divided

freaks
we're gonna show you the way


05 frEAks [From the LF "FISH"]

kiss me 
one more time 
before the the stars align

this song represents the struggle.. the rising, the burning away, the drift and the flight into transcendence.. how each of us can fly away to the source, to the love, to the light we all see when our eyes are closed.

t00.dArk.fOr.A.dAYdrEAm_

we're here
just a little while, then we're gone
took me not long to realize
i was nothing more than flesh and blood

breathe inside, you cannot breathe the air outside

seedlings
warming in the ground
becoming part of life without a sound
i wake to the morning sun
kiss across the top my summer eyes
and i wait for the day where we no longer suffer
because of someone else's lies

dreamy neon lights 
got a plan, make it last:
get a beautiful girl
with some slick talk, she's yours for the kill
with a couple of bucks
got a plan, make it last,
act fast, think faster
in a rage 
in a cage

hard to believe im not my master
sex intrigue
i need to feed
but cannot
feel what is real
feel what is real

grave days for the future
locked in the minds of the users
electrostatic carbon confuser
the lay awake at night intruder

GIVE ME YOUR VIRGINITY
YOUR SACRED CHASTITY
I NEED TO FEED
IN THIS LAND OF ENDLESS SLEEP 
I LAY AWAKE
I WAIT TO FEED

surprise
by the look in your eyes
you were expecting something
now that something has gone and died
ive never crossed the line
never tried
now its getting to the point
where its eating me up inside

took so much courage to kill
thought you could do it at will?
look at you now
see what you've got
cold steely eyes burn
as you sit in your cell and rot

so..
you thought you succeeded
at the task to be completed, ha

i think
i think, i thought i reckognized you
as an angel that night up in my room

day comes for the deciever
look in the heart of torn believers

i love to watch it, babe
i love to watch it
fall
down

kicking away the dull days
just to make it to another day
which never is going to come again
(and every day turns out the same)
and every day is the same

two zero zero one

they're taking the last of us
they're taking the last of you

real..so real
so real to me

rEAl.sO.rEAl

rEAl.sO.rEAl  [FBR2001/DEnYnE]

sometimes you have to just accept it
we're connected
fighting is only makes it worse
i cant even be in the same room with you without wanting to rip your clothes off
bite your skin
am i dead?

OcEAn_

break away . spend not another day
runnin away from yerself and tha plans u made 
u made it this far . but now u dont know who u are
yer feelin smothered and betrayin yer brothers so
now yer on the ground
how do you like me now
i once was a pacifist . i resisted the urge but now i stands with a fist!

fuck this! ive had enough of this !
>i got a new solution why not start a revoulution ?
>im gonna tear it off this time .

youre the only person on my mind when im thinkin about a gettin my revenge

woke up with this feeling . somebody was stealing my soul, man
no control . . i was a sucka from tha get - GO .
then my retina went >click> when i dropped that hit to a beat and a guitar riff .
inspiration! so tired of the segregation ! cannot live in this state of the nation SO
bring me his head on a platter 
done starvin in my cell while the fat get fatter

fuck this! ive had enough of this !
>i got a new solution why not start a revolution ?
>im gonna tear it off this time .

youre the only person on my mind when im thinkin about a gettin my revenge

its so cold . thirty two degreez .

your creepy crawly everlasting gobstopping lullaby is reeking . 
if im not mistaken , it was a plan that you devised ?

soulreflektor . microphone checka . fbr to become the mighty homewrekka .

youre the only person on my mind when im thinkin about a gettin my revenge .

on who can you rely ?
trippin on my senses makes my fences cold and die .
i see your soul is shakin . baby , on who can you rely ?
trippin on my senses makes my fences cold and die . 

never again will i put my melon on the chopping block. never . ever . again .

soulreflektor . microphone checka . fbr to become the mighty homewrekka .
soulreflektor . microphone check . dont stand too close when i erect .. .  

youre the only person on my mind when im thinkin about a gettin my revenge .

rEAL.sO.rEAl

bIllY.dEyE.Is.On.thA.twO.yArd [FBR2001/dEnYnE]

blast off
to tha psycho tip
12 guage to the brain
but the bullet comes from from my lip
fuck tha automatic systematic tv addict
climb the corporate ladder 
each step anotha ass kiss
bang
put you in your place
your lip starta flappin
you disappear without a trace
the system uh
a loaded gun to it
pickin up tha pieces
of those before us who blew it 
uh

you know the trouble wit' you?

first you wake with that number in your head 
said yer doin the things again
just what they told you
and you wondering when this will end
(and you do it again)

now you fake it even to the mirror
the ignorance instigated by fear
wonder how to end this sufferin
(and you'll do it again)

ALL DEPENDING ON THE WILL TO BE I FEEL THE DEEPER GRIN INSIDE OF ME

goddamn!
ya got me sinkin in your quicksand ya got me sinkin in your sand
better think of something quick now tell me what it takes to be a man
only fools they drink cold blood

sinking
shuffling the hate cards
all alone 
it seems im here all of the time
waiting just to hear your footsteps
bang my head against the wall all night

i know all the pain you harborin' and i
i know your game
i seen
all the backs yer stabbin and i
im never turning mine on you again
never

if i was a bigger person 
i would find the will to let you into my head
too much sex i am such a wreck
i dont care much right now if i were dead

holy roller hey
its a fake grave
reel you in 
fuck you up anyway
where will you be when it all caves down

groovy movie star 
i know who you are
look where you been
you come real far
look where you where 
when it all came down

back where you started
uh

12.2.dAbrAIn sqUEAky.frOmmE

I see the trees full of locust
after I painted the walls black
now all the leaves are in focus
I put the pieces all back
you know I had a dream
inside the dusty hues
in some other age
we made light that moved
you know I had that dream
the image was of you
a mirage
or so it seemed
the clouds surround the moon

l0cUst

march 10 is still a holiday
---
I'm cold and hungry
you are the prey again
you are the stars & day
steadily chokin' the people that made it
10 oclock you gonna call?
no not al all 
you feelin' just a little blue?
empty seats seen my holy break with you

suddenly another storm comes
finally you broke loose from
this place you've been sitting all these years
is now a memory
that dock on the shore

over and over again

stArs.and.dAy

all my life i've searched for this moment
maybe dreaming this feeling

mAybE.drEAmIng

first round of experimental sampling/remixing/arranging/producing

lIly.whItE

i never thought id see the day
i would have to let you go
after all the nights we spent
romantic
entangled just like a sea of branches
fantasy

now im left wondering
what my life would be without you
as if there ever was a doubt you
could take me to the source
leaving me wanting more
like a drug thats pure
and addicting

and all these wounds i have im self inflicting
and all i wanted was you and me
we dont have to leave this bliss we
can leave it all behind
stretch our branches to the sky

red
the colour of the sun when you said
goodbye



sEA.Of.brAnchEs

lIfE_fUckEr

OnE_shOt

im afraid its lost to me,
this life.

i say this life.

if ya dont believe im gonna
drink the rum an smokin da  weed in the morning sun
im leaning on  the game 
im not  thinking about it
im gettin the party goin  
it depends on if we can keep the covid 19
in tha bed
got dem fiend
get them chains down
licking them clean
i know we're doing something strange
i know we doin o.k.
try it all
imma dose
smoke tha splif
monster king
free the lion from the cage

im afraid its lost to me,
this old life.
im afraid its lost to me,
this whole time.

in the gear
im the damned
roll tha splif
let me get in on it
the kingdom on these wheels
and we came up
all the same
better arm yourself 
to save the world
we are ordained jah's soldja

then a pause
from the temptation
keep your jelly on a keychain mama
im a comin 
with the a likin light
lace in summa
you not supposed ta play me
just a fake
that coin rastafari
you caught
now go and find yer mama
we tell you the time with tha bang-bang
we got the dago thang go insane
come on and uh

im afraid its lost to me,
this old life.
im afraid its lost to me,
this whole life
Im afraid its lost to me,
this old life
im afraid its lost to me,
the whole life, this whole life..

sunlight all around meh
aiming tall and golden
saving it all for the weekend
and nothing means the same thing yeah
anymore

hey you come along and meet them
well make it your business
keep in mind when the world is ending
you cant take it with you

im afraid its lost to me,
this old life.
well meet again one sunny day,  jah soldier
im afraid its just lost to me,
this whole time..

keep your head up
keep your head in the game

keep your love up front

lOst.to.mE

its all right if you love me
its all right if you dont
im not afraid of you running away, honey
i get the feeling you
wont

theres no use in pretending
your eyes give you away
something inside you
is feeling like i do
we've said all theres to say

breakdown
go ahead and give it to me
breakdown
its all right

Written by Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers
Performed/Mixed by sOUlrEflEktOr

BrEAkdOwn [Tom Petty Cover]

open my eyes to the morning sun
in the air is a change
i got a feeling that its time to run
yellow jacket came
took a seat on my belt
youre the hero on my canvas
say that you felt the same way
radio in my shame on my demo tracks
the gale's in my sail
i wanna get my pride back
maybe the virus will run a chain 
down the center of me
and blow the flame out
and all this faith ill send to you
although it makes no sense
I hope we reach the rain
any way,
lets go

dont be afraid of what is right before your eyes
dont be the one who doesnt go because youll deny
whats right before your face
whats right already programmed in your mind
maybe this doesnt sound like logic
still -- feel this spinning
i wont shut it down and leave you behind
its time
to go
its time
to go home

its gonna blow
sun is gonna shine its way
sometimes we forget
its just a star in the sky
its gonna burn its way
we'll die anyway

its just our physical form 

cant see beyond the flesh
cant see beyond the flesh

bEyOnd.thE.flEsh

rhythm. pattern. frequency.
ketchup. mustard.
relish.

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