Mac u did it .. fire track especially self made

Excellent job man incredibly impressive how you produced it yourself as well

This is hard for a self prod , your too good man

Damn, this one i sa pretty personal banger!

I never would have thought such an ugly experience could lead to something so beautiful. I hold this song very dear to my heart. The beat production process took me months to create. I had to have my heart and mind smashed into countless pieces in order for this to come to fruition. 15 vocal tracks and 6 different takes stacked in the chorus. © Copyright April 24 2024. All rights reserved to Malcolm Alexander Leinberger A.K.A. Maco's Shadow A.K.A. Grim Jones Musical Enterprises.® Lyrics: 
i told myself
i need no one
musta been drunk
why am i so dumb?
why do i run
from all the love?
why can't i trust anyone?
when all said and done 
everyone goes
everyone must
nobody knows
how to break up
ya ya i know
i lost my mind
so long ago
so sick of this fight 
please let it go
i lost my life
in a glass bowl
i lost my light
down a dark road
lost track of time
where did it go?
don't think i'm fine
where is my hope?
am i in hell?
nobody knows
tell me some lies
tell me i'm dope
tell me i'm fine
tell me i felt
what was just mine
obsessed with self
darkness in my mind
no one to tell
nobody minds
i won't as well
feel so alone
peace is a joke
leave with my bones
crushed in my heart,
it's torn apart
doing these drugs,
till peace is far
and i just shrug
Malcolm please come down off that stuff
please can you trust
we need you with us
don't turn up dead please don't doubt
i need god and a priest for now
let these demons drown i need Jesus now
they eatin' me alive kill these leaches how
i'd seen myself in a dream about
3 years ago gotta leave this town
gotta quit these drugs get clean somehow
let the love in let these demons out
i'm by myself
i need some help
i got my love
but that ain't enough now
forget all these drugs
i am too numb now
never even felt
i lost myself 
forgot who i was
is this just hell?
who are you to tell?
could you just help?
never even felt
lied to myself
said i needed no one
how could i be so dumb?
....................
i told myself
i need no one
musta been drunk
why'm i so dumb?
why do i run
from all the love?
why can't i trust
anyone
when all said and done 
everyone goes
everyone must
nobody knows
how to break up
ya ya i know
i lost my mind
so long ago

I Need Help [self produced]

why throw shade at a shadow? Rapper&Producer https://open.spotify.com/artist/3jkJ3WzuGG2qiTUFg2b2ks  https://grimjones.bandcamp.com *Limited time⏱Extra low prices!💸😮on...*Features🎤Many styles!(Not just 'rap rap')Singing-rnb,pop&alt rock.Screaming-Metal&Grunge.*Beats🎹🎸🎻🥁🎼©®™(Any Genre-Unique Custom HQ WAV file made in Ableton)*Cover Art🖼💻🎑(Vibrant One of A Kind JPEG,GIF,PNG)*Vocal Mixing/EQing🎛🎧The same VSTs/Pre-sets I use on my vocals on my 
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genres...TRY2 STAY GRATEFUL THO NO MATTER WHAT! 100%  Videos@ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQxFbjPIK1A Music is everything. It's the main thing keeping me going. Most of my songs are dark, personal and emotional. I don't like complaining or bringing people down with me in everyday life so most of it ends up in my songs. No one will ever fully understand us because we won't experience the same blessings/misfortunes. In that sense we're alone although ironically also together in our shared pain.(I like to think we're always connected to something more) Hopefully we can feel less alone by relating to music. I've been writing poetry since I was around age 9, freestyling rap since 14, making beats since 2014 and marrying all 3 into full songs since 2015. I'm a recovering addict. Growing up, Mom was on drugs. My parents split up when I was six. Luckily I have the best Father ever. He raised me and my brother for the most part. Bro is doing great! <3 But we all have our struggles... I've known pain all too well since the beginning. I had 2 major surgeries as a kid. There was other trauma and abuse as a child which probably partly led to some self destructive/medicating behavior. I was an outcast/loner in highschool. It's all in the music. I rap, sing and scream over instrumentals that usually I made - or someone else in the rarer case - If the latter I always give credit and use strictly for non profit... MUCH more frequently released & NEW songs on Youtube & Instagram & Facebook in album&single form. Need to get more albums on all streaming platforms soon again. Hold me to that please! 5 Full self made albums on all streaming platforms totaling 55 songs.(15+ albums on mains) If you enjoy/relate/laugh at/cry to/feel my music at all please follow me on Band Camp / Spotify / Facebook / Instagram and subscribe to my Youtube channel - GRIM JONES MUSIC a.k.a. MACO'S SHADOW (LINKS BELOW) Stay strong and safe out there! Peace

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