IF YOU LIKE THIS SONG PLEASE CHECK OUT MY MAIN / ORIGINAL  SOUNDCLOUD CHANNEL! :) <3 XD @ https://soundcloud.com/grimjonesin/tracks       Lyrics:

I don't even wanna see you anymore.
I just wanna know why you'd leave me on the floor
i wouldn't even answer my door
i wouldn't even call you a whore
i don't even wanna see you anymore
i just wanna know why you'd leave me on the floor
i wouldn't even answer my door
i wouldn't even call you a whore

i wanna know why even you fucked wit me in the first place

and were in such a hurry to pass third base

and why you're playing those games wit my brain

now i think that i'm really going insane

i've never been this mad

i've never been this sad

i've never been this bad

all these drugs all these drugs that i have

i don't even halve them anymore

don't break up take the full thing whole

full tang blade don't, wanna take it to my veins

but i keep on seein visions, demons in my face

i'm all up in your phone and i'm spillin out my heart

but you don't give a fuck and you don't want no part

i see through you i see all these spirits in the dark

i don't even think you're real anymore

my minds playing tricks on me

i can kind of see why you're sick of me

shit even i got sick of me

shit i guess i'm just a bitch low key

keep that switch blade on me
and i feel that pain oh so dearly 
and i know you don't feel a thing
cause you're cold and that's the only way i've every known you
Bet I never even knew you. 

I don't even wanna see you anymore.
I just wanna know why you'd leave me on the floor
i wouldn't even answer my door
i wouldn't even call you a whore
i don't even wanna see you anymore
i just wanna know why you'd leave me on the floor
i wouldn't even answer my door
i wouldn't even call ... You're a whore.

1st choice ? Why would you leave me on the floor? new song check for weird stereo noises cause of cutting audio tracks for breaths

SO OVER YOU BOO [PROD. MACO'S SHADOW]

STILL FIGHTING (PROD. GRIM JONES)

STILL FIGHTING [PROD. MACO'S SHADOW]

I CAN'T TRUST ANYONE  (PROD. GRIM JONES)

I CAN'T TRUST ANYBODY [NOT EVEN MYSELF] [PROD. MACO'S SHADOW]

Music made by me copyright 2022. Lyrics:

i don't wanna die but i like doin drugs
when i get high i don't give a fuck
bitch on my mind she don't believe in love
i don't believe in who i bean who i was
pop a whole bean n i feel like a giant
i'm so defiant, drugs in my sinus
snow it's minus, forty minus
cause i down the bottle
push the dope push you off push the throttle
as a baby i was never coddled
as a felon i was never caught'll
just do my thang,
she don't wanna hang
i don't wanna bang
this dope into my veins
guess i'm insane
rollin up papes, fuck what they say
they think i'm gay, i just be lonely
don't got no homies
don't talk to police
in blood and rain i be soaking
just want the brain, act like a zowmbie
act like the plug, i got it own me
no one could own me
i'm feelin so free
sucrose, mud in the sobe
thinkin they owe me
don't even know me
i don't wanna die but i like doin drugs
when i get high i don't give a fuck
bitch on my mind she don't believe in love
i don't believe who i was

first upload to BG or gj?.....4: idk what2name it yet (PROD. GRIM JONES) she doesn't believe in love ?  or can't believe i was like that

SHE DOESN'T BELIEVE IN LOVE [PROD. MACO'S SHADOW]

Music made by me copyright 2022. Lyrics:

help me quit, help me quit these drugs
i could quit, if i have your love 
feel like shit, and all of these bugs
eat away my brain
think i'm goin sane
i just wanna change
i just want the rain
to fall on my face
make me feel okay
drop the roses
so many overdoses 
reversed by the coke sniffs
still you think i'm just a joke bitch
feel so alone in, a crowded mall
like nothins true man i doubt it all
n i gave my all n i sacrificed
n you still you couldn't even act half as nice
so i'm out here smokin down crack n ice
but i can't blame it on you, that's just life
i knew i shoulda stayed by myself
woulda been so much better for my health
knew i shoulda lied like everyone else
then maybe i coulda escaped my hell
for a second, i was bettin it was heaven
i was gettin upset n, goin back to bed n
n i'm wettin the sheets, cause you all up in my dreams
n you very scary n i'm very sure that i can't even bleed
you're a vampire, 
help me quit, help me quit these drugs
i could quit, if i have your love 
feel like shit, and all of these bugs
eat away my brain.

3 I COULD (OR COULDA) QUIT THESE DRUGS IF I HAD YOUR LOVE (PROD. GRIM JONES)

I CAN QUIT THESE DRUGS IF I HAVE YOUR LOVE [PROD. MACO'S SHADOW]

I'MANOMALYBB [PROD. MACO'S SHADOW]

BLUR ..? prob  billie gutta sc mayyybe GRIM JONES SC PROD. GRIM JONES synth pop song 1

LAST NIGHT'S A BLUR [PROD. MACO'S SHADOW]

Music & cover photo made by me. Copyright. much love <3 stay strong & safe fammo!Big kudos to y'all for showing love, i can't reply to every comment lately idk why :( Lyrics:
You promised to stay if you'd be with me
called it quits painfully leaving me
you're on your way way too easily
coulda at least been teaching me
eating me, slowly suck the blood like the leaches be
like mosquitos feed, i should just leave you bleeding
n try to find some peace in me
times supposed to make me stronger not weaken me
the beast in me wants to screw you up completely
you little slut
givin up, forgivin what 
knew it from the start you're sick
don't wanna be a part of this
psychopathic narcisist
you try to make it hard to live
for no reason you arguing
you belong in a garbage bin
lied to me you aren't a friend
my reputation u tarnished it's
lookin real dirty n i'm still hurting
cause i'm thirsty for affection is it worthy
almost turning thirty
with the reaper flirting
getting high absurdly
drug habits concerning
all that dope he burning
vision gettin blurry
mind slippin with the fury
tell me can you cure me
i don't think i need what i get
i don't think i'm bleedin i'm dead
and everything i see is so red
as it drops on the page
i realize i gotta rage
lemme let it out, take you out still i crave
no i'll never be ya slave
i just do my own thing, but my heart stays the same
i can never change, thought i'd go numb, 
from bein a slut just like you was
and still are, i be off them pills bars
i'm messed up and it's still hard
lies will scar the relationships you thought you had
but it was all just inside your mind you thought you bad
looking through the mirror breaking saying stop all that 
if you wanna quit you gotta really want it bad
and you can't do it for anyone else
you gotta love yourself. do it to trust yourself
do it for somethin' else, cannot be stuck in hell
get them feelings felt. they bin stored away
you need to melt, and get torn in eighths
and find a new shape that takes form, you break through the rain storm
little parts of me holding onto the thorns
little parts of me that you thought you'd ignore
little parts of me that you thought that you wore
down to the bone,waged war with a whore
you promised to stay if you'd be with me
called it quits painfully leavin me
you on your way way too easily
coulda at least been teaching me
eating me, slowly suck the blood like the leaches be
like mosquitos feed, 
I should just leave you bleeding...

LEAVE 'EM NOW BLEEDIN'OUT ../ AT INTAKE ?/  [ON?__/AT?__] MY FORTUNE  ....... OR ? P. GJ AJA SBM

SELF INFLICTED WOUNDS WITH YOU (PROD. MACO'S SHADOW)

BLACKED OUT mix better?/diff? reupload without the last bar . so ends '  no one hitting me back? (PROD. GRIM JONES)

BLACKED OUT PHANTOM (prod. by me)

TRON?? THE SMOKE? /dtd?have only as single or a project that is aggressive take out breaths / in between static?/record other lyrics to?DUSK TIL DAWN AKA TRON recrd other lyrics2? (PROD. GRIM JONES)

PUT YOU ONTO GAME LIKE TRON (prod. by me)

NO NAME [produced by me]

billie gutta sc ? REACH OUT (AS I DISSOLVE?OR back together?.. or??(turn up master volume slightly? maybe a little but its harder to understand words the higher the vol the higher total distortion ends up being - REMEMBER THAT!!! PROD. GRIM JONES

REACH OUT AS I DISSOLVE [PROD. ME]

BREAKING DOWN (produced by me)

TEACH ME TO FORGET ? OR? PROD. GRIM JONES

TEACH ME TO FORGET (SELF PRODUCED)

TOO NICE [PRODUCED BY ME] (ALL MY MUSIC'S FREE 2 DOWNLOAD DIRECTLY : HIT BUTTON BELOW)

I made this beat then recorded the lyrics I wrote to it - you can listen to it and many more of my original songs @  https://open.spotify.com/track/1ibSNLDoKi7c5nQBkag0NS  Please follow my Spotify and pre save my new album out on January 4th! Thank you all :) <3

turn down verses lvls?[prod just a lil]DOPE EDM TRAP COOL SONG

LOST YOU & FOUND MYSELF (SELF PRODUCED)

by myself? self produced yeyeaa

All By Myself? (Self produced)

Me and the man, the myth, the legend @sounddtracee freestyled on this wavy beat that was originally a Chetta song called Jazzland prod. Dirty_Vans | SOUNDTR@CE is a legit master of his craft - his delivery styles go harder than anyone i've ever heard without reaching screaming levels though he def can too and this is very tame compared to his new stuff. Go check him out @ https://soundcloud.com/sounddtracee/tracks

TWEAKING FREESTYLE FEAT. SoundTr@ce (Chetta - Jazzland Remix prod. Dirty_Vans)

SOUNDTR@CE & MACO'S SHADOW "CAUGHT 'EM TWEAKING" [FREESTYLE] (prod. Dirty_Vans)

[YOUTUBE LINK @ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E_CUN9aA0X8 ] New song me and the bro 𝔥 𝔢 𝔩 𝔭 𝔩 𝔢 𝔰 𝔰 made with producers xenshel & nihil2free. Check out helpless [he makes amazing beats too] @ https://soundcloud.com/helplesss/tracks 
Enjoy y'alls weekends. Peace.

die tonight feat. helpless prod. xenshel x nihil2free

𝔥 𝔢 𝔩 𝔭 𝔩 𝔢 𝔰 𝔰 & maco's shadow "DON'T WANNA DIE 2NITE" [prod. xenshel & nihil2free]

[YOUTUBE LINK @ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3n_hJ73OwEQ ] I made this beat and sent it over to Tate and he did his thing as always! Bro has soo many different unique styles to choose from. Check him out @ https://linkin.bio/tatepouncey/ 
More features coming soon!

TATE POUNCEY & SIC BOI MACO'S SHADOW [PROD. SIC BOI MACO'S SHADOW AKA GRIM JONES]

TATE POUNCEY & MACO'S SHADOW 'THESE SOULS AIN'T FOR SALE' [PROD. MACO'S SHADOW]

[YOUTUBE LINK - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9fqQ33yyNpU ] Back with another feature and it's super chill. Bro @Lomzi Gabela did his thing & we have more on the way that I made the beat for! Listen to more of the young veteran @ https://soundcloud.com/lomzi-gabela/tracks - Lomzi Gabela & Sic Boi Maco's Shadow (A.K.A. Grim Jones) - "So What." [prod. @Huston Beats] Lyrics:(Lomzi:) 
And if I put 100 rands in a Grammy cup
Holla back to my lames like wussup to ya'll
If I told Ma we on the lane to go make some bucks
And I'm like so what? So what?

Small kid with a big dream
Fall deep into these schemes 
Night feeding my energy 
I remember at KFC
Radio, playing some Snoop Dogg
Knew I felt like I'm Rudolph 
Who knew that was my true calling
Writing these bars for the troop squads
You must live under Rocks
Looking to get me a shot 
Out of the window I saw
Somebody sit with a cup
Barely could even stand up
I sit in the car, 
Feeling the music go hard
Thinking how can I get up
When everyone down
Tell em to look at me now 
I'm thanking the people I know
I'm thanking them now
Back when I felt like I'm dope
Back when it felt like it's hard
To turn it around
To something that is worth gold
Diamond emerge from the ground
To move all the hope
Into all the people in town
And bring it around 
Like they never ever did know
They never ever did know
We changing the sound
We changing it like, now

(maco's shadow AKA grim jones)
Me & Lomzi we changin it up
how do you not see satan? it's suss
but it's all good i pray that i'm up
i was dead broke now we makin them bucks
comin weigh up ya we offa bean
couple a them gettin tossed in my drink
f*cked in the head i'm like fawk what you think
i was getting clean had the drugs in the sink
what do you think? shawty come over
my cat came up with the doja
me and my cats all puff on the corner [puffin a coner]
i can't feel you like i was stuck in a coma
i been stuck in my zone uh, ya i just be a loner
so what we gonna do? gettin sick of this shit
gonna hop on a plane take a trip off a hit
baby be fuégø she lit as a Bic
Yellow Brick Road i been sniffin a brick
bricked up yah she feelin me now
steal the show i steal the crowd
living a life that you dreaming about
drop a lil quick rhyme scheme then i'm out
(Lomzi)
And if I put 100 rands in a Grammy cup
Holla back to my lames like wussup to ya'll
If I told Ma we on the lane to go make some bucks
And I'm like so what? So what? X2

LOMZI GABELA & MACO'S SHADOW "SO WHAT" [prod. Huston Beats]

One of four new songs that we made! I produced another one and markushmane made the other two beats. You can check out his music at https://open.spotify.com/artist/5nCW2VnXOcd3fJGyjOHSEm & https://www.youtube.com/@markushmane/featured

MARKUSHMANE & MACO'S SHADOW "FRESH 2 DEATH" [PROD. MACO'S SHADOW]

Me and my slime blessed this beat I made! Y'all can check out the lowkey legend's songs @ https://soundcloud.com/6king-allotic/tracks

LIL ALLOTIC & MACO'S SHADOW "DON'T BREAK MY HEART" [PROD. MACO'S SHADOW]

I never would have thought such an ugly experience could lead to something so beautiful. I hold this song very dear to my heart. The beat production process took me months to create. I had to have my heart and mind smashed into countless pieces in order for this to come to fruition. 15 vocal tracks and 6 different takes stacked in the chorus. © Copyright April 24 2024. All rights reserved to Malcolm Alexander Leinberger A.K.A. Maco's Shadow A.K.A. Grim Jones Musical Enterprises.® Lyrics: 
i told myself
i need no one
musta been drunk
why am i so dumb?
why do i run
from all the love?
why can't i trust anyone?
when all said and done 
everyone goes
everyone must
nobody knows
how to break up
ya ya i know
i lost my mind
so long ago
so sick of this fight 
please let it go
i lost my life
in a glass bowl
i lost my light
down a dark road
lost track of time
where did it go?
don't think i'm fine
where is my hope?
am i in hell?
nobody knows
tell me some lies
tell me i'm dope
tell me i'm fine
tell me i felt
what was just mine
obsessed with self
darkness in my mind
no one to tell
nobody minds
i won't as well
feel so alone
peace is a joke
leave with my bones
crushed in my heart,
it's torn apart
doing these drugs,
till peace is far
and i just shrug
Malcolm please come down off that stuff
please can you trust
we need you with us
don't turn up dead please don't doubt
i need god and a priest for now
let these demons drown i need Jesus now
they eatin' me alive kill these leaches how
i'd seen myself in a dream about
3 years ago gotta leave this town
gotta quit these drugs get clean somehow
let the love in let these demons out
i'm by myself
i need some help
i got my love
but that ain't enough now
forget all these drugs
i am too numb now
never even felt
i lost myself 
forgot who i was
is this just hell?
who are you to tell?
could you just help?
never even felt
lied to myself
said i needed no one
how could i be so dumb?
....................
i told myself
i need no one
musta been drunk
why'm i so dumb?
why do i run
from all the love?
why can't i trust
anyone
when all said and done 
everyone goes
everyone must
nobody knows
how to break up
ya ya i know
i lost my mind
so long ago

I Need Help [self produced]

sry this is what Lucy does to me sometimes lol

wacko maco (Self produced)

"Maple Syrup" billie gutta Yung Lean Ginseng Strip Remix - 4:18:20, 10.56 PM

Yung Lean Ginseng Strip Remix "My Money Smells Like Maple Syrup"

Asap Rocky lvl remix make video4 slim jonez? make video4? prod. Clams Casino  - 4:20:20, 6.35 PM

"CHEF GUTTA" Asap Rocky lvl Remix (prod. by Clams Casino)

Lyrics:
I ain’t got much but i give it my all.
I get back up when i trip and i fall.
most of these rappers ain’t different at all.
i spit so dope that they lickin' the walls.
you like a junkie you sniffin' those balls
i take yo eggs n yo chick n i’m gone
i just want cartons to sound proof the boof
you ain’t got proof, she boof it we coo 
everything that i say it might go boom
get stuck wit the scissors or maybe the glue
rocks and paper in my bag for my dude
bars in the paper wrapped up on the shrooms
they grew and they grew and they grew and they grew
go super saiyan knew it’s the truth
switch it up sick a stuff like this 
you could never be on a drug like this
cause my life is the best ya i love mine bitch
still be a live when the sun die bitch
I dedicated my entire life to this
when they was partying i was here writin this
stories they make up but i know what’s right in this
version of me is the nicest with 
the penetentary mention me
how they wanna cuff me up have sex wit me
but im too damn sly wit the weaponry
got limited money so bitches don’t love me
i’m quick wit the gunny so gimme the money
i’m trippin it’s funny like everything else
call me rick james wit my feet on yo couch
i might just decide to skeet in her mouth 
next thing i know ill be eatin her out
consent first of course then intercourse with the beat
beat my meat freak a leak on princess peach
like a real rapper repeat myself before i leave 
like a real rapper repeat myself before i leave 
i ain’t got much but i give it my all
i get back up when i trip n i fall
most of these rappers ain’t different at all
i spit so dope that they lickin the walls
you like a junkie you sniffin those balls
i take yo chick n i’m gone.

prod. Godzay Katana again "I Don't use egg cartons anymore "BG?- 5:6:20, 9.21 AM

I Ain't Got Much But I Give It My All (prod. by Godzay Katana)

Pineapple Punch (prod. by Nikos)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r7FkKql03dk

IN THE BOOF [PROD. MACO'S SHADOW] {VIDEO LINK IN DESCRIPTION}

If our vibes match let's make a fire feature! *[NO CHARGE!* I make a beat&we share rights/vice versa]*NEW ALBUMS on all platforms @ https://push.fm/fl/ea9b0nvd *&@ https://push.fm/fl/yybngyb6 NEW VIDEO@ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7zO0D6Zz08 THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH I APPRECIATE EVERY ONE OF YOU! STAY SAFE&BLESSED!<3Thanks for showing love<3 Rapper.Beat Maker.Singer.Songwriter.Engineer.Graphic Designer.Performer. You can download my music4free or donate. If you enjoy please follow and share with friends/family. I experiment with making beats and mixing my vocals.I blend 
genres&emotions4diff.songs.Chill/Energetic&/or Balanced-Sad/Happy/Mad&/or mixed like melancholy so you could just vibe to some chill feel good music&/or relate on a deeper level to the struggles life likes to throw at us...I TRY2 STAY GRATEFUL THO NO MATTER WHAT! 100% <3 Videos@ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQxFbjPIK1A Music is everything. It's the main thing keeping me going. Most of my songs are dark, personal and emotional. I don't like complaining or bringing people down with me in everyday life so most of it ends up in my songs. No one will ever fully understand us because we won't experience the same blessings/misfortunes. In that sense we're alone although ironically also together in our shared pain.(I like to think we're always connected to something more) Hopefully we can feel less alone by relating to music. I've been writing poetry since I was around age 9, freestyling rap since 14, making beats since 2014 and marrying all 3 into full songs since 2015. I'm a recovering addict. Growing up, Mom was on dope&welfare. My parents split up when I was six. Luckily I have the best Father ever. He raised me and my brother for the vast majority but I've known pain all too well since the beginning. I had 2 major surgeries as a young child. There was also other trauma and abuse as a kid which probably partly led to some self sabotage/medicating behaviour. I was mostly an outcast/loner in highschool. It's in the songs. I rap, sing, whisper and scream over instrumentals that usually I made - or someone else in the rarer case - If the latter I always give credit and use strictly for non profit. (Theirs will be deleted here gradually as I run out of upload time - it's why I'm ONLY uploading HERE every 2 months now :/) MUCH MORE frequently released & NEW SONGS to Youtube & Instagram & Facebook in album&single form. Need to get more albums on all streaming platforms soon again. Hold me to that please! 5 Full self made albums on all streaming platforms totaling 55 songs.(15+ albums on mains) If you enjoy/relate/laugh at/cry to/feel my music at all please follow my Spotify / Facebook / Instagram and subscribe to my Youtube channel - GRIM JONES MUSIC a.k.a. MACO'S SHADOW (First&Second links below) Peace and love y'all - stay safe, strong and blessed. <3

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