heffy - Offender (feat. deathbyromy)

We still fade away
I know we tried
But that feeling never stayed 
Even in silence 
I’m fighting for a place
I know we tried to
I know we tried to
But the feeling never fades

Say the world won’t turn
Say the worst we think
Say they hold that gun
And it points to me
Said I rest my case
What’s left to say
If I hold my heart
What’s it worth to me

Break my self out
Pick my self up
Break my self out
Pick my self up
Break my self out
Pick my self up
Break my self out
Pick my self up

on my worst nights
I’m by your side
Please hold tight
Alls alright

We still fade away
I know we tried
But that feeling never stayed 
Even in silence 
I’m fighting for a place
I know we tried to
I know we tried to
But the feeling never fades

feeling never stays

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aL6gaW1Fq_I

U MUST NOT KNOW ME PROD. BLCKK

LYRICS:

With eyes wide shut did you expect much
A kid 16 stolen car burnt clutch
30 of the limit, yeah losing traction to the sludge
My car goes up the boundary yeah that's the first time that I lost touch

In my brain or something it's still a stain on my name
Try to reach out to someone but all that's left pain
Are we truly on our own in this life
You bring a kid out who can't walk and put his neck to the scythe and you

Ask how he's doing, does he have a job yet
You’re always locked in your room, yeah are you upset
It's not like you would even understand if I explained
A father's expression is numb when you just bring shame
 
I had a conversation with the devil in the undertow
No matter how hard you work you will still someone that you loathe
Yeah I know I will be always someone that I just hate
At least I can admit so I put up with the weight

I'm just a burden, just a burden
Everything’s too much I’m still hurting
Im uncertain, im uncertain
If I stay can I still say im alive

It’s disturbing, it’s disturbing
Every time I leave it’s not working
I'm just lurking, I’m just lurking
I'm sick of always living a lie

A life tied to the noose yeah always bad news
Do I stay do I go, yeah I never can choose
Making friends with the pills it's the same
See another psych who has to see a paper note to know my name

Give too much empathy, you'll be tread on
If I'm not careful I'll end up gone
Can't stand up for myself when I tell them I just need a break
Keep on pushing on my mental state I'll end up in a shallow grave

And I’ll sink, sink into somewhere I don't know
See my life down here and I'll say please go
I don't want to know about something that I will never be
There's a heavy weight on my chest and I think I've met defeat, alone

Feel the hate peel the skin, just a heretic within
Or at least your god would say
What's the problem yeah what's wrong thought I made this one strong
Chuck him down to the side, see what's messed up inside

I'm just a burden, just a burden
Everything’s too much I’m still hurting
Im uncertain, im uncertain
If I stay can I still say im alive

It’s disturbing, it’s disturbing
Every time I leave it’s not working
I'm just lurking, I’m just lurking
I'm sick of always living a lie

All I Bring Is Shame

Fuck Everything I Want (Prod. by TAKIZAVA)

STUPID - V13 - Slightly Compressed, Buffed, And Aligned Vocal Interlude

STUPID

I'm trying
To not feel like the problem
It's better at the bottom
'Cause where else would I be?
So I block them
'Cause I'm all outta options
And fuck, nobody's calling
Unless no one else is free

God looks for me
He doesn't know what the score is
I'm about as fucking bad as it gets
I'm so close to folding
I don't know how I'm coping
And the ground feels like it's ready to give

Bury me so I'll blossom
I'm comfortable in a coffin
I'm sick of the sound of the wind, it tears into me
I dream of skies blue and falling
Awaken hearts too forgotten
I let the rats in, they're crawling
Burn the world, it's too rotten
I thought that I'd be seen different
Kill the body I live in
I don't want your forgiveness
I just want you to listen

God looks for me
He doesn't know what the score is
I'm about as fucking bad as it gets
I'm so close to folding
I don't know how I'm coping
And the ground feels like it's ready to give

Sink your teeth deeper into me
One day I'll be gone
I'll be
Gone
I'll sink
Building a home at the bottom
Two graves
Throw all the flowers on top of them

God looks for me
He doesn't know what the score is
I'm about as fucking bad as it gets
I'm so close to folding
I don't know how I'm coping
And the ground feels like it's ready to give

IT'S BETTER AT THE BOTTOM (PROD. GJ)

Produced By. Erlax
Artwork By. Sick Again
Engineered By. Baby Gos

You just gotta face it
If I stay here imma break shit
You ain’t fucking with no basic
Throw it, imma chase it
She treats me like a dog
I love her that’s my fault
Need to love her from afar
Fuck around and crash my car

Mercy on my body
IDHANB on the jeans
Fuck around and pop a shotty
I realized everything ain’t what it seem

I’m screaming come and stop me
I’m screaming kamikaze
I swing at paparazzi
So, fuck you and your posse

Pour the salt up into my wounds and let me burn
To a crisp, I admit it’s probably what i deserve

Kill me fast
Make it hurt
Hotboxing up in the hearse
Found a gun inside her purse
Blow my brains out clear my nerves

It always stings when i’m thinking about it
I’ve climbed every mountain
To stop myself drowning

Stop the nonsense, bring it back
Hate my mind it’s fucking wack
Everything seems fucking black
That’s why I can’t fucking slack

I’ve always kept it on the inside
I would never trust a soul, it never felt right
I wasted time
Walking through the valley with my limbs tied
I’ve waited for someone to come recover me
What do you see?

Drowning in my head
I need some therapy
I could never live up to what they all want me to be
Promise the world
But it’s something I cannot guarantee
Picking off the scabs on my bloody knees

I got some problems in my brain
Got em all scared of me
You ain’t shit compared to me
Problem kid, bad parenting
Fuck you and your heritage
Want war? I ain’t scared of it
Sad as hell like your marriage is
All these rappers embarrassing
MOB cant bear the bitch
FOV of when i’m staring in
PIT till the I die
Elevated when I fly

Pour the salt up into my wounds and let me burn
To a crisp, I admit it’s probably what i deserve

Kill me fast
Make it hurt
Hotboxing up in the hearse
Found a gun inside her purse
Blow my brains out clear my nerves

It always stings when i’m thinking about it
I’ve climbed every mountain
To stop myself drowning

Stop the nonsense, bring it back
Hate my mind it’s fucking wack
Everything seems fucking black
That’s why I can’t fucking slack

Spotify

THERAPY w/ NAMES NOT ANDY & acheveil

https://soundcloud.com/xorochii
prod soprettyanxiety

Knock Knock

[Music Video ↓]

$LOTHBOI x Xorochi - Knock Knock

Produced By. Erlax
Artwork By. Sick Again
Engineered By. Baby Gos

Blade sit on my hip, boy don’t slip it gon get you slit
Hop up out the whip, mercy fit, filthy cult the clique
Only fuck with tens, not no fives see right through my lens i gotta make it happen to survive, get it how i live
Only wanna skate, i can’t hate, that’s why i feel so great
Light skin that’s my taste, she look great, baby what’s your name
Is you tryna be my wife, girl don’t lie let me in your life
Ain’t gone lie i’m stuck in drive
Barley alive
Do you want in this ride?

Can’t shoot
How you gonna tell me that I can’t hoop?
I be making shots that they won’t do
I been moving pack that they can’t move, can’t move
Can’t miss, bitch I feel Katniss
Please don’t make me blast this
Zooted off some catnip, catnip
Silence, can’t open my eyelids
Someone call the pilot
Shawty I been fighting and fighting

Blade sit on my hip, boy don’t slip it gon get you slit
Hop up out the whip, mercy fit, filthy cult the clique
Only fuck with tens, not no fives see right through my lens i gotta make it happen to survive, get it how i live
Only wanna skate, i can’t hate, that’s why i feel so great
Light skin that’s my taste, she look great, baby what’s your name
Is you tryna be my wife, girl don’t lie let me in your life
Ain’t gone lie i’m stuck in drive
Barley alive
Do you want in this ride?

Music Video

SLIT

1999

First album "Digital Disorder" OUT NOW

“What I Need” video here: https://youtu.be/pQ8ml0mCI70

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MOTHERFUCKER video: https://youtu.be/-EjSZtEfjCk

feeling never stays

Billy Sane

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