BLUE NOISE - Parade Nuptiale

papa meelo:
https://soundcloud.com/theycallmemeelo
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5oIMJottkowGnLHSC2tkch
https://twitter.com/papa_meelo
https://www.instagram.com/papa.meelo

Heaven Sight:
https://soundcloud.com/heavensight
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7GMpIoiHLn88ZFLSiGyqHB
https://www.instagram.com/heavensightbass
https://twitter.com/heavensight_

Alparr (1/2 of Heaven Sight):
https://soundcloud.com/alparrmusic
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2KrUhOfsz8hJEwXkS7hXdk
https://twitter.com/AlparrMusic
https://www.instagram.com/alparrmusic

Neir (1/2 of Heaven Sight):
https://soundcloud.com/neirrr
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2LghC42VJVmrDCpqYYuaM7
https://twitter.com/NeirOnline
https://www.instagram.com/neirbass

SILKENWOOD:
Soundcloud: @wearesilkenwood
Twitter: twitter.com/WEARESILKENWOOD
Instagram: www.instagram.com/wearesilkenwood
Web: www.silkenwood.us

papa meelo & Heaven Sight - DATAMOSHH

howitgormx

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Hi, happy 2025! With this project coming to an end, I felt it was necessary to talk about how it affected me throughout the entire year - what it meant for me as an artist, a person, all that. The thinkpiece unfortunately exceeded Soundcloud's 4000 character limit so I decided to post it here (drive link):

https://drive.google.com/file/d/191cq0BcQt494HuPDJ1PRT27U1Uzp62TZ/view?usp=sharing

Give it a read if you want to! I'm honestly really scared of sharing it - it's really personal and the stuff I wrote there, I was straight up ashamed to talk about out loud. Still, I think it's worth to share - I wrote it for myself first and foremost but I think that's a value in and of itself, and if someone else connects with it - that's cool too!! 

If you followed this series, thank you seriously. If you worked on those tracks with me, thank you, seriously. On March 17, I will release "ofania" - an album that I started in 2023 and consider my most complete work so far. I'll drop the big finale to Poketracks a few months after that probably... 

Besides that, I will take a much needed break from releasing music and sort out what to do next lol

Hope U like this track, it's kinda a digital audio graveyard. Collage of processed/fucked up sounds from some previous tracks and some that I didn't get to use but wanted to. Thank you so much

bye4now<3

SITTING CUTIES

GIMMIGHOUL

watch the music video here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MKVl7Q91rH8

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Drive link to writing accompanying the pieces :
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1yQB4Ne39iQjZi8bykPPNrneU0Yj9FZbg/view?usp=sharing 

Artwork & additional vocals by @flagrastama

Bandcamp release includes bonus tracks & artworks! 

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“ofania” is an album inspired by a very hard period in my life. During 2021-2022 I struggled with an intense case of body dysmorphia. Hours spent in front of the mirror compulsively checking my appearance every single day, completely rewired, obsessive thought patterns, compulsions that partially stayed with me until now - and so on. It even got so bad I almost broke a part of my face while trying to “fix” a self-perceived flaw. It felt like my brain turned into a puddle. I couldn’t think of anything else, the compulsions felt like worshipping a god that gets off on watching you decay.

I made ofania throughout 2023, as soon as I started getting out of that shit. Of course it’s still not perfect and some days can be hard, but I am in such a healthier & happier place now - and I'm really proud of that. I learned to deal with intrusive thoughts better and not let them bleed into my identity anymore.

Making the album was really therapeutic for me. It tells my personal experiences through a grandiose, kinda gaudy fictional narrative. I’m an overdramatic bitch sometimes. Building a grand fantasy setting around a very intimate experience was an intuitive way for me to let my emotions out & express myself.

It tells the story of Veels - proud creatures brought to their knees by an infection breaking their minds into a submissive, drone-like state and submerging them in black tar. It tells that story from two perspectives - a protagonist named Finn trying their best to not give in to the virus - and an environmental view of the valley in which it’s taking place.
It ends with Finn and the rest of their kind fully giving into the corruption. Thick black slime spewing out of their mouths, empty stares and quiet moans is all that’s left. Story-wise, it felt fun to end the album on a dark note, but on a personal level it serves as a bit of a warning. The twisted view you had of yourself was never real and you needed to separate yourself from this parasitic symbiote if you didn’t want to end up like this.

The project obviously has a very kinky undertone. The hypno/drone elements have been implemented consciously - I noticed that the way I think about dysmorphia somewhat crosses with what entices me about those. I tried to lean into it and explore the line between the two. Can I make something therapeutic by expressing those heavy topics through a kinky fantasy lens? How do these two mesh in my brain and can I explore the connection safely & carefully for myself? It’s a really interesting dynamic - I find the album as dark as I find it hot lol

Sonically, I wanted to represent the corruption settling in the valley. Initially it’s rejected - the noise is brutally polluting the instrumentation around it, which sounds erratic & anxious in response. As the infection settles in, so does the instrumentation which starts to harmonize with the noise the more it lets it in.
Structurally, it’s definitely program music. I tried to represent the story events in the actual audio very methodically - to the point of me knowing which sounds are diegetic vs non diegetic to the universe inside.

With the release of ofania, I'm closing a chapter in my art and I am ready to enter a new one. I’m really fucking proud of this piece and my journey to get here. It’s honestly what I wished I could create when I started making music - and then some! I hope you can find something in it too.

-Raz


Special thanks to Mom, Flagrastama, Shevvy, Vidvana, Fen, Nadpher and Mei for supporting the project thru-out the process <3

ofania

ofania (full album)

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a post modern look on how Jesus can save our distracted sprit 

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