Wrote and recorded this in anticipation that there may be peace agreement ? Hopefully that’s today ! 

Dust in the air whispers the fight
Broken streets bathe in twilight
The walls don’t talk but they hold the pain
Every shadow here knows the name

Oh where is peace in Gaza tonight
Under the stars
Under the fight
Oh where is hope
Where is the light
Peace in Gaza
Oh hold it tight

A mother hums though her heart is torn
Cradling dreams that were never born
Children draw skies where the doves won’t fly
They colour  the truth but they live the lie

The ground shakes but the spirit stands
Empty hands still demand

Oh where is peace in Gaza tonight
Under the stars
Under the fight
Oh where is hope
Where is the light
Peace in Gaza
Oh hold it tight

Peace in Gaza .mp3

The Rain Remembers

[Verse 1]
The air is thick with sorrow
your scent still stains the sky
drops fall on my shoulders
like a beat asking me to forget
through alleys thick with secrets
I chase the ghost of you—
the rain becomes my confession
and every breath feels new

[Pre-Chorus]
I built you out of memory
from the ash and the bloom 
Now every storm that finds me
smells faintly like your bedroom

[Chorus]
The rain remembers—
sighs and perfume
It falls in patterns
where your shadow hid
each drop a heartbeat
each touch a sin—
the rain remembers
where we’ve been

[Verse 2]
The night drips off the lamplight
the streets vacant soft and low
your influence drifts on the water
where lost desires go
I bottle what’s left of hope
the scent of rain and grief—
a fragile fleeting potion
that never brings relief

[Pre-Chorus]
You fade like vapour through jasmine
I breathe but not enough—
to lose you is to loiter
in the violence of love

[Chorus]
The rain remembers—
sighs and perfume
It falls in patterns
where your shadow hid
each drop a heartbeat
each touch a sin—
the rain remembers
where we’ve been

[Bridge]
I tried to keep you
in a whiff of air—
a breath of forever
a worship I couldn’t wear

[Final Chorus]
The rain remembers—
and so do I
you fade soft and cruel
each drop a heartbeat
each fall a cry—
the rain remembers
and pulls me in each time—
the rain remembers

The Rain Remembers

How to Hold Her

[Verse 1]
She doesn’t always speak
when her world turns upside down—
sometimes she leaves the room
without taking her body with her

I want to follow frantic
like a child who broke something inside
but I’ve learned some storms
are meant to be watched from the doorway

[Pre-Chorus]
She’s got a past that knocks at my heart
wearing my voice my face my blame—
it’s unfair but fear doesn’t care
it just wants her to stay alive

[Chorus]
So I stay soft
like a blanket left on the couch
like a song low enough
to calm her heart down
She doesn’t have to speak
doesn’t have to explain—
my love will wait
my love will remain

[Verse 2]
When her breath starts to break
I whisper how to count again
Some days my love’s a lighthouse
some days just an open hand

And when she returns
fragile apologetic slow—
I tell her this isn’t her fault
she never has to glow

[Bridge]
Healing doesn’t always look like peace
sometimes it’s just staying
just not wanting
to be alone tonight

[Chorus]
So I stay soft
like a blanket left on the couch
like a song low enough
to calm her heart down
she doesn’t have to speak
doesn’t have to explain—
my love will wait
my love will remain

[Outro]
And when she breathes again
I’ll be right there—
quiet still
showing her how to hold the air

How to Hold Her

The song “FOREVER” celebrates lifelong love and devotion. It tells the story of two people who have shared life’s ups and downs, finding strength and joy in each other. Time may pass and appearances may change, but their bond remains unbreakable — a timeless promise of forever, built on trust, warmth, and shared dreams.


LYRIC

Intro

Morning light upon your face,
Every moment feels like grace.
Hand in hand, we chase the days,
Time can’t steal what we’ve embraced.

Verse

We’ve been laughing through the years,
Turning troubles into cheers.
Every step has brought us near,
To the love that keeps us here.

Pre-Chorus

If the world should fade away,
I’d still want you every day.

Chorus

Forever, I’ll stay with you,
Every dream we chase comes true.
We’ll grow old but never tired,
Hearts on fire, hearts inspired.
Forever, it’s you and me,
That’s the way it’s meant to be.

Verse 

Every wrinkle tells a tale,
Every storm we’ve set the sail.
Through the highs and through the lows,
Love’s the only truth we know.

Pre-Chorus

Even when the night is long,
We’ll keep singing our own song.

Chorus

Forever, I’ll stay with you,
Every dream we chase comes true.
We’ll grow old but never tired,
Hearts on fire, hearts inspired.
Forever, it’s you and me,
That’s the way it’s meant to be.

Bridge

Love’s the anchor, love’s the flame,
Through the years it stays the same.
If I had one vow to make,
It’s forever, no mistake.

Chorus

Forever, I’ll stay with you,
Every dream we chase comes true.
We’ll grow old but never tired,
Hearts on fire, hearts inspired.
Forever, it’s you and me,
That’s the way it’s meant to be.

outro

Forever

Remix by D4NA https://soundcloud.com/d4n4

Rhino (D4N4 Remix)

This song was created and written by: 
J J Samuel
The production, music and vocals were done by: 
J J Samuel 

#Glam/Art pop #Rock #Cello #Introspective #Vulnerability #Dreamy #Theatrical #AnxietyAwareness #MentalHealth 

 “Misunderstood” – my new track,

🌑💔 Feel the raw vulnerability as this story unfolds…
A journey of someone battling severe anxiety 😰🖤 – their daily fight to break free from its suffocating grip.
Fear spirals until they can’t leave the house, trapped in a bottomless black hole 🕳️.
They ache to step out, to show the world what they’ve GOT 🔥✨ – but judgment and overthinking every stare hold them back.
🎧

The coverart 🖼️ is meant to look like “David Bowie”  This song is dedicated to him, I tried to recreate his vocals using AI, he is national treasure and legend. I wasn’t his biggest fan but that doesn’t mean he wasn’t a great artist.  He was baritone singer able to register in the vocal range of B1 to Eb6, he was able to hit high falsetto’s using Tenor agility. He had a Very rare and unique singing style. 🎤 🎶 


Lyrics, 

[Verse 1]
I’m a humble man
with simple intentions,
I’m not perfect
And I find it Hard to fit in! 

[verse2]

Ooh, I’ll shake the sleep dust from my eyes
As a starlit dreamer, I’ll pierce the skies
Shouting my words — I’ll break free!
Let the real me shine for all to..see!

[Pre-Chorus]

Ooh, this modern circus —  
Blinding me!  
My mind’s lost —  
Can’t catch the astral tide!

[Chorus]

Ooh, I’m so misunderstood!
I feel like a stranger in starlight [Pause]
I wish they would hear the shout in my soul,
as inside I’m trying to break free!
Behind this mask — is the real me!

[Verse 3]
They’re staring again, with eyes like eager vultures
They think I’m strange, an embered pulse in a lonesome post
No, no, no, it’s not as it seems!

[verse4]

Ooh, I retreat to my home,  
Away from their harm and circus schemes.  
I won’t walk through oil-covered fields,  
Alone in my sorrow, where fear feeds,  
Swallowed by a black hole’s cosmic scream!

[Pre-Chorus]

Ooh, this modern circus —  
Blinding me!  
My mind’s lost —  
Can’t catch the astral tide!

[Chorus]

Ooh, I’m so misunderstood!
I feel like a stranger in starlight, [Pause]
I wish they would hear the shout in my soul,
as inside I’m trying to break free!
Behind this mask — is the real me!

[Bridge]

Anxiety — let me go!  
I’ll break your hold!  
Dancing to the comet’s call —  
Astral flame, set free!

[ Final Chorus]

Ooh, I’m so misunderstood!
I feel like a stranger in starlight, [Pause]
I wish they would hear the shout in my soul,
as inside I’m trying to break free!
Behind this mask — is the real me!

[End]

MISUNDERSTOOD

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Improvizaţie

We Got Music, Outsider Music.wav

There’s a thin frost on Alexanderplatz 
Where we once hid from the rain 
I walked past the Dschungel last night    
Under a lavender sky
You’d have laughed at the sight of me 
In this long gray overcoat 
Counting marks and memories 
Till my breath became a ghost

Down along Karl-Marx-Allee
The cafés are half-alive
I lingered over bitter coffee
Just to feel the time go by
There’s a girl with a clarinet
Playing “Silent Night” off-key
And I think of the way you’d tune your strings
Before you played for me

I crossed the Oberbaumbrücke
As the snow began to fall
The lights along the water
Felt like a slow winter waltz
I left a note at KaDeWe 
Where the lights fall soft and blue
It just said “I almost stayed”
But I knew this too would pass

Now the trains run through midnight
Like an old and faithful friend
And I’m trying not to miss you
But it’s the season I guess
It feels like an afterthought
Like a letter never sent
So I pull up my collar
And let another season in
Christmas in Berlin

Christmas In Berlin (with Joliz)

Compositeur, musicien (guitare basse piano, xiao (chinese vertical flute), erhu, percussions, drum machines).

Musique instrumentale, musique de film, jingles pub/radio etc...

Funk jazz soul rock folk psychedelic reggae dub electro ou classique.

Production vintage & old school

Sacem identification :

Code IPI : 00542 25 75 61

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