𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮𝓼 𝓲 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓷𝓪 𝓯𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓲𝓷 𝓵𝓾𝓿 𝓪𝓰𝓪𝓲𝓷...

she has a deathwish
ft. @sammy7even
prod. @ltj1

lyrics:
it was last week since she had a mental fight
and her skin's white cus she hasn't been outside
she said she's alright but i don't believe in that
and im scared for her life

cus she has a deathwish
i don't care if you don't call just leave a message
he has an ego cus he thinks that hes a savage
but i can't help her because im part of the damage
she might not make it cus she has a deathwish
i don't care if you don't call just leave a message
he has an ego cus he thinks that hes a savage
but i can't help her because im part of the damage

@sammy7even
I had a death wish,
And Then I met u,
I'm sorry if I'm selfish,
I cannot make u, 
Trust me if u don't, 
But I'm the same dude, 
Can't believe ur mine, 
Felt like I just fucking met u, 

But I can't believe u don't,
U never hit my phone,
I'm always waiting round and I feel like I'm a joke,
Max hit me up,
We in the stu turnin' up,
And I cannot care cause u never gave a fuck

deathwish ft. sammyseven

ft. @user-879496205 @neoprada54
Produced by Pacific

LYRICS:
(me)
When it's dark outside I think too much (I think too much now)
It's like nothing's ever enough (u keep on wanting more)
Was it all just fake or was it love? ('cus I'm so insecure)
Thought it was all okay but it was lost

She wants to party but I think too much nah
Jealousy's coming out the rooftop
Bankruptcy 'cus I spent too much on her make up and a dozen fuck ups

You make my heart beat for you
But it means nothin to you
But u were laughing I wish it weren't true
(mmm mmm mmm m-m-m x4)

(@user-879496205)
Having parties on the roof tops
She likes it when the beat goes drop
I don’t want you to hit my line no more

Complaining and whining like fuck do you mean
Yo girl so annoying that bih for the team
they really be plotting they making a scheme
I know we crossfaded but we can still lean

(are you feeling me) (are you feeling me)

Like how you be, imma bout to spazz on this beat
I know I’m broken but I will never sip on codeine
She wanna move it, move it, chilling wit me
Yeah we dancing we grooving to some Billie Jean

I know it hurts yo heart, when we separate go far
Sing my chorus bar for bar, play it from the beginning we go to the start

(me)
But I think too much nah
Jealousy's coming out the rooftop
Bankruptcy 'cus I spent too much on her make up and a dozen fuck ups

You make my heart beat for you
But it means nothin to you
But u were laughing I wish it weren't true

(@neoprada54)
Girl you know you're not perfect
You want me to tell the truth?
But you know I'm not worth it
I just wanted something new
And you call I don't answer
Guess you wanted something too?
But this is not what I want
And girl you know I'm not wrong

Yeah I could see through your lies yeah this whole time
Could you pick up the phone? I can't wait
It used to be love, feeling the same now
Feeling like a game how I've been played

And I don't know how to save your heart
Tell me a thousand ways
Cause I don't want you as a best friend anymore
(Anymore yeah)

(me)
And I know, she looks cute but she's a devil in a dress
Disregard her for a sec, she'll turn your life in to a mess
And I know oh-oh-oh I'm barely ever myself
But baby what would you expect if you can't even be yourself

You're someone else (I don't know you anymore nah)
Your mind is somewhere else (but you said that it's my fault again)
You said it's over 'cus you thought I lied (hear me out)
Believe me when I wanna say that I'm fine

But it's dark outside I think too much
Nah because baby it's like nothing's ever enough
You made me feel like it was all just fake or was it love?
Believed you so I thought it was all okay but it was lost (but it was lost)

She wants to party but I think too much nah
Jealousy's coming out the rooftop
Bankruptcy 'cus I spent too much on her make up and a dozen fuck ups

You make my heart beat for you
But it means nothin to you
But u were laughing I wish it weren't true
(mmm mmm mmm m-m-m x4)

think2much

think2much (ft. fwtxay & neoprada)

soundcloud exclusive :) 

cover art by best friend

summertime i dont have a thought in my brain
think i lost my mind after all the things that i say
think that im okay tho, thats what they say tho
but imma just roll with it
lemme tell a story 'bout a girl i met
she don't live too far love her silhouette
the thought of her inside my head
while im lying down, in my bed

thinkin
sometimes i wanna fall in love again
sometimes i wonder what i should have said
sometimes i miss the taste of her cigarettes
sometimes i wish you stopped playin hard to get

i think its easy to let my feelings go and never go back
and maybe its hard for me to show the things that im feeling
while im staring at the ceiling thinkin

sometimes i wanna fall in love again
sometimes i wonder what i should have said
sometimes i miss the taste of her cigarettes
sometimes i wish you stopped playin hard to get

summertime/girl i met

Produced by: Prod.byCian & ayoleybeat

She just wants attention for the night
And it's a bad start like it's 1929

Yea but I don't want her back, sick of being sidetracked
I told you a 1000 times but you always wann' fight back
You tell me this a nice track, i'm calling that bullshit
'ppreciate the thought of it but I really had enough of it

And it goes like "what did I do?" and it was never 'bout me
It always had to be you in the spotlight, bitch you know it's my time
Always end up pullin' me down
Feel like inside I died (I'll be)

Going too fast don't give fucks 'bout the dash
Ya bois getting paid I be getting that cash
Movin' like flash
Yea your whole career is trash
I don't wanna hear you talkin'
Fuck your music yea it's floppin'
Ayy drop kick
Pop another pill 'cus I ain't off it

1929

1929 (Prod.byCian x ayoleybeats)

COOL PERSON IN COVER ART: @huoqwq
i made this song like half a year ago and just never released it

so done

so done (joshwa)

Prod. BigBadBeats

LYRICS:
[Vyzer]
Say goodbye to my feelings
I can't cope with what im dealin'
And I feel its too much, too much, too much
Lately feel like I'm going crazy
Takin' pills on the daily, all my thoughts gettin' hazy

And I know, you like to be in control
You never ask, you make decisions on your own
She likes to party to sunrise
But I cannot let her go because she's sippin' bacardi the whole night
But I lost track of time

(It feels like everything is gone, we used to have our favorite song)
(I guess I did it all wrong, oh)

Fuck this situation
Another fucking thing mistaken
Can't handle much more devastation
Feel like my feelings are forsaken
I said fuck this situation
Another fucking thing mistaken
Can't handle much more devastation
Feel like my feelings are forsaken

[@pdktp]
Backtrack,
This shit so funny need a laughtrack
Oh boy got another fucking backstab
You a crackadd(ict)
I don't know what is wrong with you
I got no damn patience
Oh fuck this situation,
It's obvious oh
This shit is so damn blatant

Tryna lie straight to my face oh
I don't fuck with the hate no
She a good girl, yeah got a halo
Yeah got a halo
She fuck me up in my mind
I don't really got the time
For all the bullshit and lies

(oh fuck, fuck this situation, this situation)

Say goodbye to my feelings
I can't cope with what I'm dealing
And I feel it's too much, too much, too much
(oh noo)
Lately, feel like I'm goin crazy
Taking pills on the daily,
All my thoughts goin hazy, hazyyy

Walkin yeah talkin
(bro what?)
Straight to myself,
and I'm locked in
But I know it's not good for my health
Runnin in circles around my mind
Your just so hard to find
I get so complacent
(I do)
But I know this shit takes time.

[Vyzer]
(I know this shit takes time)
Don't want to spend it with you because
You like to push me down
You know it hurts me bad (no oh no)

It feels like everything is gone, we used to have our favorite song (no oh no)
I guess I did it all wrong, no oh

Fuck this situation
Another fucking thing mistaken
Can't handle much more devastation
Feel like my feelings are forsaken
I said fuck this situation
Another fucking thing mistaken
Can't handle much more devastation
Feel like my feelings are forsaken

(I said fuck this situation
Another fucking thing mistaken
Can't handle much more devastation
Feel like my feelings are forsaken
I said fuck this situation
Another fucking thing mistaken
Can't handle much more devastation
Feel like my feelings are forsaken
I said fuck this situation)

fuck this situation (ft. pdktp)

fuck this situation (ft. pdktp) [BigBadBeats]

lyrics:

you said you hated me but that was a lie
15 missed calls i think i ran out of time
but baby tell me whats the point of this if you dont reply
its time to say our goodbyes
mood swings like the clouds in the sky
i said

don't talk to me now
i hate to press decline
you wont see me out there
phone on dnd
i know that i used to party
but now it's nothing for me

i just wanna sit back relax
no background chatter dont need shit like that
roll a cigarette and reminisce about our past
if thats possible
cus you know in bad times like this
it's always a swing and a miss
i know that you can't handle me and that's why ur getting pissed

so just
don't talk to me now
i hate to press decline
you wont see me out there
phone on dnd
i know that i used to party
but now it's nothing for me

you said you hated me but that was a lie
15 missed calls i think i ran out of time
but baby tell me whats the point of this if you dont reply
its time to say our goodbyes
mood swings like the clouds in the sky
x2

lies lies lies (siemspark x 1heyrick)

Truce

Pictures

prod. bleachcraft + augury

lyrics:
i know i've fallen down
i've fallen down
i can't do it x6
no more

i said fuck this town and like everyone in it
but i get homesick soon and i don't wanna admit it

i said fuck this town and like everyone in it
but i get homesick soon and i don't wanna admit it
i told me "time for a change" but i cannot commit it
no i can't do it, no i can't do it

i know it's stupid
i fucking hate it
like what am i doing
i wish i knew it
cus i could improve it
call me a loser, didn't know i'd lose her

feel like a broken record for how many times i've been played
and it keeps on happening again and again
i wanna stop it
sto- ugh, wanna stop it
hold a gun to my head i wanna pop it

fuck you mean?? you've never seen the personalities i wanna be
you think it's easy to fake who i wanna be
said you wanna guide me, i think that is unlikely
run away, hoping you won't find me

got my attention but i will never listen
i guess its easier to blame myself for this position
i brought myself in, oh no i did it again
i lost another friend, i want it to end

i wanna stop it
sto- ugh, wanna stop it
hold a gun to my head i wanna pop it
thought i found peace in my head but i lost it
i learned a lesson, but i forgot it

POP IT!

i wish you could save me (prod. IMMORTAL)

Prod. by: everestdidthis

LYRICS:
wish i could say ur mine
cus to be honest i dont wanna waste my time
and maybe its for the better that we cut the line
cus to be honest i dont wanna waste my time
(don't wanna waste my time)

wish i could say ur mine (SAY!)
cus to be honest i dont wanna waste my time (TIME!)
and maybe its for the better that we cut the line (CUT!)
cus to be honest i dont wanna waste my time
waste my time like the times


that we've fallen out and in as friends again and again oh wow
she likes to push me down, she likes to see me drown 
she takes control of me cus

shes sweet and conniving
her looks are enticing
she turned my life in to a mess
its cus shes a devil in a dress (HEY)

and i've been getting high and drunk
my family doesnt trust me cus i lie too much
and like all these fucking problems they keep piling up
ya i stopped putting in effort cus i try too much (HEY)
(ya i try too much) 

and i keep on falling, the devil is calling
and i will not ignore it, its time for exploring
im on my knees and im crawling from the night till the morning
oh please dont let this be all for nothing

(oh please dont let this be all for nothing)
(for nothing)

wishing i was gone
i don't feel much cus my feeling's on the run
staredown with a barrel cus im pointed to a gun
closed my options cus i thought u were the one
(yea i thought u were the one)

i wish you knew it's hard for me

wish i could say ur mine
cus to be honest i dont wanna waste my time
and maybe its for the better that we cut the line
cus to be honest i dont wanna waste my time
(don't wanna waste my time)

wish i could say ur mine (SAY!)
cus to be honest i dont wanna waste my time (TIME!)
and maybe its for the better that we cut the line (CUT!)
cus to be honest i dont wanna waste my time

cover art model: Luna Nasello

[THIS SONG IS LICENSED]

waste my time

i wanna leave you in the past
I wish I knew that it wouldn't last

I wanna call you up, but you wont give a fuck
I'm struck! Tell me a reason why I'm never in luck

But I wont cry no more, what are you lying for?
Oh you don't know what happens behind the scenes
Every night I get emotional, erosional and I cannot deal with it no more
You don't understand what you do to me oh no it hurts

you do not know

how much it hurts (ahh)
how much it hurts (ahh)
no you don't know how much it hurts (ahh)
how much it hurts (ahh)
(how much it hurts)

I keep on making mistakes, cut off my friends and everyone
I should go grab a gun and do something that I should've done
a long time ago, and we'll see how far i'll fall
and you will not care at all, you wouldn't leave a text or call

at the times I needed you the most you left me to bleed

I cannot face it, the times I spent are wasted
your lips I wanna taste it, I just wanna hear you say it
I hate it here
I fucking hate it, I hate it here
all the fucking times I spent are wasted

I pray my soul to keep
and I cant even fall asleep
and all these thoughts in my head, oh you don't know
every night I get emotional, erosional and I cannot deal with it no more
you don't understand what you do to me oh no it hurts
you don't understand, you don't understand

how much it hurts (ahh)
how much it hurts (ahh)
no you don't know how much it hurts (ahh)
how much it hurts (ahh)
(how much it hurts)

*Luna starts going crazy with the guitar*

tysm luna for the cover art and guitar solo :) <3

i wanna leave you in the past

you got me in a chokehold
sleeping without you is so cold
but when i think of you its warm
on my mind all day long

AM I ON YOUR MIND TOO?
DO I APPEAR
DO I APPEAR
DO I APPEAR
DO I APPEAR IN YOUR DREAMS?

DO I APPEAR IN YOUR DREAMS?

shes a devil in a dress
blink your eyes for just one second and your life is a mess

she will hold me down and keep me here
she'll be around, no need to fear
i can't stand being apart
she has stolen my heart

WISH I COULD SAY YOUR MINE
CUS TO BE HONEST I DONT WANNA WASTE MY TIME
AND MAYBE IT'S FOR THE BETTER THAT WE CUT THE LINE
CUS TO BE HONEST I DONT WANNA WASTE MY TIME

DO I APPEAR IN YOUR DREAMS?

Vyzer - do i appear in your dreams?

FT. @neoprada

hey bitch tell me where u wanna go
i've been talking too fast while im thinking to slow
brand new guy with a brand new flow
hit him with precision, I don't need no scope (I mean like)

hey bitch tell me where u wanna go
i've been talking too fast while im thinking to slow
brand new guy with a brand new flow
hit him with precision, I don't need no scope

(@neoprada)
idk ab u but its been a while since i've been feeling me
yeah uve been trying to cut me off
already in too deep
ik its true but when u look in my eyes i see it differently
figure it out by yourself
pick up your dress and leave
and the things i love
with these awful eyes
you say you miss me much
but i can not reply

(me and neo)
N: you said you cared for me
V: bottled up emotions, get a grip of me
N: don't know what ur doing but its hurting me
V: you used to heal me why did u turn on me?

(me)
you tried to push me down
make me fall far
away from you, away from all the problems
that you're causing (nah)

Nah, I'm at the point that I should've known
That everything feels better when I am not alone
And that's why I have you by my side
So let me ask you one more time

hey bitch tell me where u wanna go
i've been talking too fast while im thinking to slow
brand new guy with a brand new flow
hit him with precision, I don't need no scope (I mean like)

hey bitch tell me where u wanna go
i've been talking too fast while im thinking to slow
brand new guy with a brand new flow
hit him with precision, I don't need no scope

hey bitch!

hey bitch! (ft. neoprada)

Prod. by siem spark

LYRI nvm im too lazy to type it out

drama drama drama (siemspark)

Who Really Cares: 

An album about Sex 
Or lack thereof 
And its consequences 
Or lack thereof

Music and Lyrics by Brad Petering 

Mixing and Mastering by Jason Wyman 

Additional Vocals from Amber Quintero and Maddie "Acid" Keaton 

"Cigarettes out the Window" and "For You" feature Frankie Cosmos samples, used with her permission. 

"Not Allowed" features samples from The Yeastie Girlz's "Ovary Action" 7 inch. Used with permission from the Girlz. 

The cover art is a slightly altered photograph taken by George M. Hester. Used with his permission. 

The liner note image with two people on a bed is a slightly altered photograph taken by the late M. Richard Kirstel. Used with permission from his family. 

As a friend once said: Thanks for yr ears
tags



Not Allowed

Cigarettes Out The Window

Taking What's Not Yours

i've been fucked up here
find new place
getting lost in the streets
dont know which way
i dont like it here
dont wanna see ur face
i'll be drivin down a line
while im switchin lanes
switch up my flow like my friends switched up on me
just missed a bullet i think that ur lucky
call me up saying that my life is done for
your insults mean nothing cus i hate myself more
i dont know what is wrong with me
cus i hate you and you hate me

@rosesleeves
i don’t know where the fuck i’m going
i’m frozen cold it feels like it’s snowing
i’m getting old it don’t feel like i’m growing
stuck in the past can’t seem to live in the moment

it just seems like i’m stuck in a loop
people keep talking i just put them all on mute
bored every fucking day i don’t know what to do
this shit is all the same i don’t know what to do

i can feel the pressure building in my chest
and i need to let it out
but nobody hears a sound
these sleepless nights where i just can’t get no rest
and there’s nobody around
and my head is so damn loud

ly @sammy7even

IDONTLIKEITHERE ft. rosesleeves [prod. What Kind of Place]

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