2029 Paradigm Shift

you make my world bounce up and down
you sank my heart into the ground
you just push and pull and toss me all around
you know you make me feel the worst
i know how to hit you where it hurts 
its not impressive
just took lots of guessing

 it kept me up at night
it kept me up at night
i wish i wasnt right
i wish i wasnt right
 i knew it all along
i knew it all along
 i wish that i was wrong
 i wish that i was wrong

  now that you caught me so off guard
 i’ll admit that one threw me way off
 and we were just sprouting 
until i saw you frowning  

nothing ever makes you laugh
i still wanted you to be my half
but your not allowed
cause you let me down

 it kept me up at night
it kept me up at night
 of what i didnt know 
of what i didnt know
i wish i wasnt right
 i wish i wasnt right
 i wish you didnt go
i wish you didnt go

you left me in a honeymoon
you tricked me, didn’t you
 im not the type to be left or the type to lose
so aside from cry, what can i do

no one compares
you’re the one i choose
you touch my hair
and i suffuse

but you make me feel
like a number 2
that’ll never heal
cause im so confused

Wartcake

sleepovermurders2020

real life: prepare to die edition

the world is angry, absurd and filled with stardust

oneirataxia

death machine

i'll show you everything you've done
no point in trying to explain yourself
can't help it now
no words can leave your mouth
you'll reap exactly what you sow
it doesn't matter if you understand
the seeds will grow
they'll eat you up alive 

kiss it all goodbye
you'll be dead and in a coffin
you can wish that you knew why
but in the end you'll have forgotten
all these people drawing lines
parallels and intersections (partitions and connections)
crossing bridges between lives
tying strings into the other side

death never asked you for consent
forever is a moment's rest,
upon you now
breathing your own pollution
the blooming flower of your pride
has a weight so insupportable
it has to die
the stem cannot sustain the burden

(i am a man, a match, a burning mass, a billow of a flame
i am a soul a coal a fullness i'm unable to relate
my name is dream, my flesh is grass, and i grow older every day
my name is words, my flesh is dirt, my name is carved into a grave)

parallels and intersections

Oh No
What do I see
The house that I built burns down in front of me
I don't know if I care
What can I do but get the hell outta there 

Somewhere out on the street    
Rather be dead than become obsolete
Pick up one or two shifts
Company time cant pay me to give a shit

I'd rather be inside my room
Thats what I tell myself
When I don't want to face the truth
Too easy to give up
When all you wanna do is

Slip  into stable sedition
Give up and drop out
Cause it's a war of attrition
There's only one way out
So when you're feeling sad
Over friends you used to have
Don't let nobody find out        

There's a CCTV
Lookin at you through a wire that connects to me
Latch Key
We were 18
House to ourselves     and a 
Half an oz. of brick weed

Back then, it was so chic
Skip a few meals
Midnights on the city streets
I go 
There in my dreams
Now it's all over
Please give it back to me

I'd rather be somewhere with you
Your face illuminated by the light
Of somewhere else's moons
Somehow the earth forgot you
And we're all trying not to     

Slip  into stable sedition
Give up and drop out
Cause it's a war of attrition
There's only one way out
So when you're feeling sad
Over friends you used to have
Don't let nobody find out

War Of Attrition

Doomers Gotta Doom- Green Sahara

The dominoes fall the way you set them up
And now you wanna pass the buck
Can’t ask for any help because you’d have to beg

You whine and cry because we won’t believe
That everything is peachy keen
Cuz you say that you know best
Seems like you don’t care

The dominoes fall the way you set them up
And now you’re blaming everyone
Because you never learn
(You tell me how that’s our fault at all?)

The card you played gave you a failing hand
Against a man with the worst of plans
Your arrogance fucks us again

You ask for blind loyalty to a man who’s time is done
If you understood the threat at hand, you’d be reaching for the big guns

Fight fight fight but we’ll we’ll we’ll
Lose everything to our broken willl
We’re up against the wall and we falter here?

Fight fight fight and win win win
We’ll do anything to see the light again
We’re groveling at the door of one old man
When it’s clear with him
We have no fuckin’ chance

The dominoes fall the way you set them up
You knew the risks before anyone
But your pride led you astray
(I wonder where I’ve seen that before?)

You beg and plead at the public’s knees
For them to save you from defeat
But you say they can’t think twice

You assume the common man will save you because you’re right
But you tell them that their concerns are why we’re losing this fight

Fight fight fight or we’ll we’ll we’ll
Lose everything to the man with half an ear
The lines are being drawn each passing day

Fight fight fight and win win win
We may not have another chance’s again
It’s really to ourselves we’ll lose the day
When we broke the faith
It seems we sealed our fate

Dominoes

cover of one o' gez's bestest tunes

made for the 9th BSDJ compilation album to support the Trevor project

wartcake (gezebelle gaburgably cover)

I tried to hop the fence
But I can't remember when
You shot me with a DM
Now I fall into my bed

hop the fence

Teenage Idol

Lonesome Town

Sports

Deep Thought

Quick To Forget

Click2Forget

I'm Tired

lyric:
i'm such a fucking loser
cause i don't see the point
in leaving behind my toys
and spending a life employed

im such a fucking loser
i just get to have fun
if you don't get to have fun
then what’s the point, it just seems dumb

  nothing in life is guaranteed
  if i'm a loser i agree
  if i'm a loser let me be  

i went to forage
deep in the forest
its what feels right and what i like
naturally

we weren’t meant to feel agony
we’re just meant to live happily and
adventure through the world
but there’s graphs and tax and girls

nothing ever goes my way
it's likely that you’d say the same
there's no way out 
you could quit, or die, or drop out
but then you would shout

i'm such a fucking loser
cause i don't see the point
in leaving behind my toys
and spending a life employed

im such a fucking loser
i just get to have fun
if you don't get to have fun
then what’s the point, it just seems dumb

Loser

Reupload account for Birdbath

1 song & file removed due to request by Liam

death machine

Birdbath Reupload

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