tired (+xmichaelwarren)

This song is a reimagining of "My Heroine" by Silverstein. 
Featuring @killingartmusic
Produced by @jolst
Remixed by @carlby
Engineered, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS (Written by Silverstein/ Shane Told)
The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me
You just want to hurt me
And leave me desperate
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine
You won't leave me alone
Chisel my heart out of stone
I give in every time
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine

(Killing Art)
Heroine
Poisoning my veins
You’re the reason
That I’m going insane 

I get like this every single time
Fiending for your love like every night
Am I gonna overdose and waste my life
I’d feel less pain with a fucking knife

Like you tore my heart again
You’re just like heroine

Listen on Spotify!

Heroine w/ Killing Art (Prod. Jolst)

I been tryna write how i feel on a letter
I dont really know if i feel much better
And i dont wanna feel 
Wanna cry
I dont wanna love 
Wanna lie
And i dont wanna see 
Wanna die
And i dont wanna call 
Its alright

I dont wanna live in the moment
If im honest
Hide that im falling 
But you notice
Cry cause i want it
But you’re flawless
How can you promise that you dont love him

How can you promise that you dont love him
How is he perfect if you dont trust him
I wasnt worth it if were being honest
Too far gone only looking for a promise

And i dont wanna feel 
Wanna cry
I dont wanna love 
Wanna lie
And i dont wanna see 
Wanna die
And i dont wanna call 
Its alright

I been tryna write how i feel on a letter
I dont really know if i feel much better
And i dont wanna feel 
Wanna cry
I dont wanna love 
Wanna lie
And i dont wanna see 
Wanna die
And i dont wanna call 
Its alright

homesick (prod. unlucky)

makeup ft MADELLINE (prod. recycleBin)

produced by pekarot

completely non profit

lyrics

she said hold me
but i cant promise ill feel it im seeing stars 
is it haunting
that theres no pain from a blade if its sharp enough
and the gauze sits tight over covered scars
but its damp with blood and it smells of rot
sweat soaked nights in a bricked out yard
with my carved up fingers spilling fat n tar
and im barely concious but ill never yawn
as i stare straight faced at this silent dawn
and im such a sucker for a pretty face
when she looks at me i just melt n place
signals sent are so badly mixed
as my head is empty like a bedroom sit
and i write these songs when im feeling sick
cause a state of panic is how i exist

so i numb myself and try to take away the things that make me care

dont pretend u were there

my heart beats heavy hidden in my chest
n i feel the blood flow out the wound in my neck
n ive said this before but ur face drags the air from my chest 
if u laid me down id do the rest
please do not fret

honestly? im still miserable
but its not ur fault, we were both involved
and i am not but a shit-stained mark
on her polaroids of a bedroom wall

so i sit and i just drink myself to death again for one more night

ima fuck up my life 

i just hate the fact im tired all the god damn time

bell's line of road (pekarot)

Out on Spotify nov.18 via Screwyounick + Cleopatra

Put Yourself In My Place w/ Skrwd + cutdeep (Prod. cl6udy + rospo)

lyrics

im just sitting at the bus stop while its pouring 
wishing u were here
waiting for a call before im off to the middle nowhere

even tho my mind is numb
still u swirl around in my head
the idea of being broken’s more calming than u in my bed

ohhh i thought that what we had was something special 
i guess i was wrong
i leaned all of my in to ur arms and then u let me drop

even tho my mind is numb
still u swirl around in my head
the idea of being broken’s more calming than u in my bed

im fucking drenched now 
and u just gonna let me rot

drenched (rez productions)

Concrete (ft. emptychest & NAVYXOWER)

guitar/mix/prod: Anxiety Attacks!
'Worried About Nothing' EP 11/25/22 <3

sometimes the words we say don’t always hold their meaning like when
you told me yesterday
that you swear you couldn’t live without me

looking at photographs
reminds me nothing happens for a reason
it’s getting harder to think it was meant to be, cuz we’re still breathing
breathe in, breathe out
cuz maybe there’s peace in nothing
but don’t shut me out,
i don’t wanna hurt anymore

run away, meditate, turn around, burn it down
& just pretend it never happened
& when it’s over, tell me if it’s really over
i’ll keep my camera here for someone else

you never liked how i’m high all the time
sometimes i wish i was less terrified
of being by myself for too long
too many thoughts for me to sift through
camera rolls feels light when you’re gone
it’s too many clips for me to sit thru

looking at photographs
reminds me nothing happens for a reason
it’s getting harder to think it was meant to be, cuz we’re still breathing
breathe in, breathe out
cuz maybe there’s peace in nothing
but don’t shut me out,
i don’t wanna hurt anymore

other streaming <3

Still Breathing

i never knew what you meant to me (feat. NeverxHappy)

produced by: 5head

vocals by: birdbay & @sendflowrs

mixed by: birdbay & @sendflowrs

mastered by: birdbay

lyrics:

(birdbay)

i’m not sure if you’re into me or not 
change your fucking heart every few days on the trot
called you everyday let me tell you what i got 
a bag of bad impressions but i still like you a lot 
maximum credit is still overdue 
i regret nothing sleepless nights over you
i wish you be honest and tell me what is true 
sleepless nights over you 

i don’t wanna play the game how you play it 
cause you don’t play it fair well that’s okay then
so you made your fucking bed so lay-in
i’ve been sipping coffee in the morning 
i’ve been feeling different 
i’ve been feeling distant 
i’ve been feeling different 
yeah, i’ve been feeling distant from everybody, distant from everybody 

(sendflowrs)

distant from everybody,
slow down, you’ll pass out shawty,
drop top, i don’t want no rari 
in a chevy drinkin bacardi
supreme all on my body
stunt out, walk in the party 
chill out, why you getting hearty?
mask on like i’m tom hardy

slow down,
3am i smoke a bowl now,
get the fuck off every wave 
that raises, tip the boat out
if you talkin down on us
we bring the fuckin poles out 
flatline, layin in the ditch your blood is cold now

(birdbay & sendflowrs)

i’m not sure if you’re into me or not 
change your fucking heart every few days on the trot
called you everyday let me tell you what i got 
a bag of bad impressions but i still like you a lot 
maximum credit is still overdue 
i regret nothing sleepless nights over you
i wish you be honest and tell me what is true 
sleepless nights over you

sleepless nights (feat.sendflowrs) [5head]

birdbay

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