Don’t know where I’m going and I don’t know why 
Don’t know what I’m saying but I still lie 
Until I’m tongue tied 

It’s one thing to be broken on the inside 
Fronting with a smile but I can’t hide 
The subtle wave of sadness that hits different 

When I’m riding on high 
stairway to heaven nearby
and through my teeth you know I lie 
tell you that everything’s okay 
and no pain, no way to say 

My Brain is broken debris 
Floating through the tears see
a grown ass bitch cry her eyes out spaz out and yet still be
carefree to my core see
all the shit i complete 
when I’ve got my mind in the sky 

If I could take a pill to make this all brand new 
I still don’t think I’d have a breakthrough
Despite the pain that comes in waves 
I’m doing okay 
But just okay is a relative term when I’m a castaway 
inside my brain 
I’m far away 
But I’m doing okay 

This roller coaster tests me
frankly it is ghastly 
the highs and lows I ride and go 
where oxygen won’t freely flow 
—
You gotta know it’s bad 
and fuck you if you think I haven’t turned back
I’m back 
patrolling the pits 
hits different when you freely admit 
that you’re shit — 
self deprecating thoughts up in my head
—
I’ll get the help you used as a threat 
and bet 
when i’m dead 
the cassette you forget in a cold sweat 
the blood on the walls from mistakes I have made
you jet set, dead set on getting far away
and i can’t blame
you for finally using your head
so strap on or strap in to start your dissent 

And when I take the pill to make this all brand new 
I hope I can deliver you your breakthrough
Despite the pain
that comes in waves 
I’m doing okay 
But just okay is a relative term when I wasn’t fine in the first place 

If I could find a way for me to turn back in time 
I swear to god I’d find a way out of my mind 
It seems I’m there 
I blankly stare 
into the air as I’m elsewhere 
existence is pain, my brain wasn’t made
with chemicals that make you 
okay 
it’s more doomsday  
up in my brain 
but i’m doin’ okay

WAVES

Don't Panic - No Backing

Late into the night is when he comes to me 
Eyes rolling back, thinking bout the past 
Got my third eye it’s open wide 
a breeding ground from the inside 
for demons to thrive 

Bet that it’s a blur 
but bet that you concur 
That mayhem always wins
before it even begins 

Late into the night is when he comes to me 
Eyes rolling back, thinking bout the past 
Got my third eye it’s open wide 
i’m bleeding deep on the inside 
but I’m alive 

I’m tangled up inside 
it’s just that I reside 
in between the lines 
that good and bad divide 
yeah 

Late into the night is when he comes to me 
Eyes rolling back, thinking bout the past 
Got my third eye it’s open wide 
a breeding ground from the inside 
for demons to thrive


I’m tangled up inside 
it’s just that I reside 
in between the lines 
that good and bad divide 
yeah

LATE IN THE NIGHT (Fyction)

It’s a dirty game, that I seem to play 
"207" and now it seems I’m in pain 

it’s a silly game, I don’t want to play 
getting wrapped in the memory seein' your name 

a demon in the night 
caught me in your blue eyes 
struggle but I won’t fight  

I didn’t want to fight, now or any night 

more than anything i didn’t want a stranger’s eye
intertwined in mine 
you hypnotized me

666 you’re a fix, take a hit  
to the vein I’m insane   
another one i can’t abstain

and I’m looping in circles making me wanna gurgle 
end of a glock, be careful now, don’t come in hot 

of the presses, n stressing, making me wantin death and 
fantasizing bout exes, just as much as the ending 

baby this is the ending
"207" i’m guessing 
ticking up like you spending, 
time and money not messin’ 

It still hurts tho 
lookin' back and I gat whiplash tho 
call me willow cuz' I'm weepin' like a tree tho
still can't leaf, 

so I'll go

I don’t know what to say anymore 
Feel my hands bleeding beating at your front door 
You don’t know what to say too 
They all tell me that I don’t miss you 

I miss the feelings 

hate the word i’m seething 
bleeding through my teeth when 
i’m forced to see you through the front door 
open from behind your eyes 

slowly making camp so I smile wide 

why oh why am i cursed to be here? 
smiling wide from behind my tears 

know I’m stressing 
never take a step in my direction 
i can live with my affection going one way off a cliff and 

Slow it down 
Gotta make it stop 

These words are your villain but i’ll make them pop

Gotta say I thought about this a lot 

Consuming me  
gotta make it stop somehow 
 I will come back from this 
even though my eyes are glistening 
are you even listening? are you even listening?

Slow it down 
Gotta make it stop 
i’m turning out the lights, and the fire’s out 
I’m looking through your eyes and without a doubt 
It’s pointless, ain’t no doubt about 

no use in crying gettin' lost up in my tears 

but i’d be lying if i said i didn’t do it out of fear 
of what the future holds 
where you’ll be at when i’m old  
or if you’ll still be this cold now  

No use in trying when the fire’s been put out 
No time to see the pain when you’ve already turned the lights out 
Just lock the door and move on 
you won’t be missed when you’re gone 
so you can just sing along now 

slow it down gotta make it stop 

anxiety's a bitch but we'll make it pop  
pretty words are perfect for a melting pot 
you can let  them go or hold a grudge and whatnot 

swiss miss feeling I got holes in my brain 
hard to feel pain when you can’t feel anything 

Slow it down 
Make it stop 
make it stop, make m-make it stop 
Slow it down 
Slow it down 
Make it stop, make m-make it stop 

Make it stop (x8)

c x

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