the memories we made have gone to flames, now hell is in my head.

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Nightmare Dreams

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BEAMON - Gundam Man (produced by Lennon Empire)

lyrics - 

when i fucking grab my strap 
you ain’t coming back 
all i’m finna say is run 
like a running back 
kill bill melody 
you scared 
so i’m humming that
shot em in the leg
he fell
what’s the fun in that 
whipping out my mg
and bitch it got a drum i’m that
thumb in that 
way that i be rubbing 
guess i’m numbing that
sped in that shit 
cause she said i be dumb in that 
shit i need more
like bitch it got some rum in that?

got in a mood 
so i made him an altar
kill me a gus 
so i’m feeling like walter
staying on top 
wit da gang 
we won’t falter 
talking your shit 
but my mood it bout alter 

fact i fucked up
bitch it’s on my back 
that’s closure 
yes i want that
but i get more exposure 
get more behind 
when i think i feel closer  
said he do it better 
that’s a lie
he a poser

LIE ONNA STAND! [W/ KIDx, GYOTIS, & KYRUTI] (PROD. LLOUIS)

bardo. / (ˈbɑːdəʊ) / noun(often capital) (in Tibetan Buddhism) the state of the soul between its death and its rebirth.
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I harness darkness, awaiting the fall. In bardos, meet spirits short and tall.
You do wrong speech, no matter short or long, You meet the beast where the land is cold. (x2)

Mmm, Can you see the sun greeting the horizon?, can you see the light glowing in her eyes? Why? Ask myself, as I pace back and fourth, I fall on the floor, My knees giving out, my back is giving more.

Bodies in my store, In the floor, Every fucking where, Creeky fucking door, while you snore, do not move a hair. Darkness and despair, lack of care, not an ounce to share, fire in the air, Ware and tare, cover you in nair.

Don't take from me. Look outward to the stars before I take your soul.
Look outward, Look for mars, and I won't be too slow. I'm known for taking more, this time a different flow.

I harness darkness, awaiting the fall. In bardos, meet spirits short and tall.
You do wrong speech, no matter short or long, You meet the beast where the land is cold. (x2)

iN BARDOS

set fire to my boundaries and let my eyes
rest in front of the blue light
say I chose this don't lie no don't lie

my head's light another time but I won't die
unless I let my red eyes
rest infront of the blue light
one more time, no

I'm in the sunlight
but my face is pale
no wonder
you still think I'm ill

hikikomori (2019)

I don't wanna know what you think of me 

I be all alone how I like to be 

Can't escape my own reality 

Rip me up to pieces and get rid of me

I was right there 

No its not fair 

Now I'm tryna find a way just to bring you back 

Hold on my hand 

Till the night end

I just wanna see your face for one more day 

One more day

just give me one more day

Look me in my eyes tell me its okay

I just wanna know if your doing okay
 
Please just show a sign it would make my day


                                          -  {C.I.W.}

ONE MORE DAY (PROD.BY FAIDENN)

Lyrics

I'm not an evil person but I've got some evil curses
Why God do I feel worthless? Honestly, I might deserve this
'Cause sometimes I don't play the victim
Broken pages in a book, I ripped them
Arrows shooting at your back, I sent them
All the hurtful things I said, I meant them
Sometimes I wanna go away, sometimes I like the noise
Sometimes I feel the hate, sometimes I feel the joy
Why can't I hold myself down? I guess if I could, I'd be dead by now
I would allow myself to drown

i don't know what to do | Interlude

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