im trying to work on making everything ok

tired of fucking begging im not asking you to stay

i dont want 222 call to you, if i fall 222 you...

Prod. by Biv & BLCKK (https://soundcloud.com/blckk)

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Ghost Rack Feat. BLCKK (Prod. by Biv x BLCKK)

I pace my room,
Nobody sees but you,
I take my time,
I hated seeing you,
Everybody knew,
Everyone but me,
Dream of hurting you,
Dream of hurting me,

I saw it all, I saw you call,
Yeah
And I bleed at night and it's all your fault,
Yeah
I'd kill us both if I ever dream again

I do it all,
I do it all for you
I do it all,
I do it all for you

I'll break my phone,
I wanna go back home,
I watch answer calls,
Wish you would break my walls,

Death notes, I'm a pressured suicide,
Fly by, 105, fuck the fake, they ain't even keep in mind, living for a highlight, but you never try

I do it all,
I do it all for you,
I do it all for you

Because Of You Ft. BLCKK

08' John Cena

Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone

Circle my lungs
When I'm gone
Leave me with my eyes down
Who'd save me now
Whistle till we're found
We're just waiting for the ground

My mother told me you'll grow old,
And if you need me come back home,
And if I die far and alone,
I'll walk with you until it's gone

Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone

BVDLVD:

This ain’t how a family should work
You push me down
You put me down
Fuck me this hurts so bad
I'll chase my dreams till I get too weak
You can’t put me down
No no no

I hate you, you hate me
We're stuck between the same walls
And I 
Wish I could light it up
As you pour it down your throat
And watch you burn
You burn

Take 
All my love
That I've ever showed you
Wrap it up
And burn it with yourself too
You are not
The man that I look up to
You are not
The man that I look up to
Take 
All my love
That I've ever showed you
Wrap it up
And burn it with yourself too
You are not
The man that I look up to
You are not
The man that I look up to

Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone
Everyone's gone

Mother/Father Ft. BVDLVD(Prod. By Biv & BVDLVD)

Prod. by Biv & BLCKK (https://soundcloud.com/blckk)

I try to work it out
Without your help
I'm not a perfect man
but I’ve been trying

And phone calls don’t
Make things easier 
For me
For me

I’m not asking for anything
But you make me feel like I need this
You make me feel like I need this
Like I need this

I admit i’m afraid of not being myself if I’m using you

At the end of the day I’m the same either way they goin hate me till I die
And I’ll feel it that whole time

gabriela

Prod. by Biv & BLCKK (https://soundcloud.com/blckk)

Old soul
The best that I've known
Thankful for this
Body of bones
Body of bones
Body of

I couldn't say much
What's new when your life don't phase none
Only died in my mind, now I'm laced up
Deep space where I crush all the fake love
But I still run back to the same rush
To the same rush
To the same rush

They speak words of gifts too much
Maybe I don't wanna be the one
It's a curse, but mask it enough
I'd like to leave if we must

I'm not tryna live in old days
They say time heals, why the scarface
She can't feel it when my heart ache
She can't feel it when my heart ache
She can't feel it when my heart ache

let me leave

Prod. by Biv & BLCKK (https://soundcloud.com/blckk)

You love it here
I don't blame you dear
Tell me clear
The noise you hear
Our home is near
Just like our only fear
Just like our only fear

I'm a paranoid fuck
Life is great for all the sheep
Good to see them fuck it up
Don't believe in what he see
Guess your talent is your luck
You're ignorant as fuck 
Wish you nothing more than us
You won't ever see my trust
Good to see them fuck it up
Good to see them fuck it up

I remember things I
Wish I never did
Someone else can take my 
Place and feel this shit

I’m sorry
I treated
You poorly
I’m dreaming
And all I 
See is you

Midnight I met you
Driving me home at
5 in the morning

I should’ve kept you
I turned my whole life upside down

Don't think they're gonna help much
I'm just being honest love
They'll bury us beneath the dust
And hang me when the moment comes

I'm a paranoid fuck
Life is great for all the sheep
Good to see them fuck it up
Don't believe in what he see
Guess your talent is your luck
You're ignorant as fuck 
Wish you nothing more than us
You won't ever see my trust
Good to see them fuck it up
Good to see them fuck it up


station district

Prod. by Biv & BLCKK (https://soundcloud.com/blckk)

Hop out, hop out
No squad, no pounds
My mental drown
Fuck around and might blow it out
Blood stain to the wall now
Fake love come flockin around
All of my dogs been the same since the pound
My bitch love me till the nap in the ground

I'm not ok
Thought that was easy to say
It wasn't easy to stay
Now I get carried away
I'm still the same
Everyday been everyday
It ain't never took up the space
Get back to it, I been escape
Kill your idols, then kill they pay

Hop out, hop out
No squad, no pounds
My mental drown
Fuck around and might blow it out
Blood stain to the wall now
Fake love come flockin around
Fake love come flockin around

I got flights
In the morning
Hope my phone
Stay on silent
Keep that shit
In my pockets yuh
The fuck you know
About my life
Please don’t call me
I got problems
I kept bitches in the dark yeah

Stay out my name
This shit no game
Heard what they say
She wanna stay
Y’all wanna play
Pick out a day
Hop on a plane
Fuck up my brains
Love when it rain
Keepin it straight
Y’all boutta wait
I’m outta the state
Look at my days
Got shit on my plate
I never pray
And that’s what you hate

Hop out, hop out
No squad, no pounds
My mental drown
Fuck around and might blow it out
Blood stain to the wall now
Fake love come flockin around
All of my dogs been the same since the pound
My bitch love me till the nap in the ground

I'm not ok
Thought that was easy to say
It wasn't easy to stay
Now I get carried away
I'm still the same
Everyday been everyday
It ain't never took up the space
Get back to it, I been escape
Kill your idols, then kill they pay

Hop out, hop out
No squad, no pounds
My mental drown
Fuck around and might blow it out
Blood stain to the wall now
Fake love come flockin around
Fake love come flockin around


Prod. by Biv & BLCKK (https://soundcloud.com/blckk)

I'm not happy
I'm not wrong
I'm just laughing
Faint the strong

I'm not happy
I'm not wrong
I'm just laughing
Faint the strong

I'm their tomb
My temper side of view
Cut the room
Let the windows fight off the wound
I shouldn't move
All I consume
Don't just assume
I'm not amused
Life should resume

I'm not happy
I'm not wrong
I'm just laughing
Faint the strong

I'm not happy
I'm not wrong
I'm just laughing
Faint the strong


dance with us

Prod. by Biv & BLCKK (https://soundcloud.com/blckk)

It’s been so long that I
Don’t think I’m strong enough
Maybe you, make me
Fall in love, maybe

If I gave this a chance 
Would it kill us both to fall
Would you paint me on your wall
Could I ask you why he calls

Would you hate me overnight
When we fight 
Are we both right
Can I bleed with you the same
Can I still forget your name

And if, everything goes wrong
Can I, write a million songs
Am I, nothing at all
3 a.m. calls and breaking your walls down

Breaking your walls down
Breaking your walls down

Whether it's enough
Clouds between the sun
Walks along at once
Can't nobody run
Keys are starting up
Gunshot to the lungs
Couldn't speak of us
Couldn't speak enough

Wasn't speaking up
Wasn't speaking up
Wasn't speaking up
Wasn't speaking up


corners

Prod. by Biv & BLCKK (https://soundcloud.com/blckk)

I think you changed
I think you hate me now
I think you want someone else

And all I ask of you is telling me the truth
All I ask of you at all

I smoke until 
My lungs collapse
Or fingers burn
I’ll never learn

And I’m coming back
To tell you it’s okay
No matter what I say you love to hurt

Hate me if you need to
I wished to never meet you
Only lives would pass us by

Your world is through
I repeat you
And I, don't think much of the high

Darling don't even call me when
All he has left is skin
Find there's nothing in his flesh

Don't even try to find myself
But I know the dark I dwell
You're always hiding I can tell

fingers

Prod. by Biv & BLCKK (https://soundcloud.com/blckk)

Wish I could’ve been
Someone else, but that’s okay
Sometimes things don’t work that way
Don’t work that way

When I fall asleep I see everyone’s faces
Not enough time to make out what they’re saying
Don’t understand what the use is in praying
If no one remembers your name

I’ll be fine
I’ll be fine
I’ll be fine
I’ll be fine

I found time to watch you
Stare and fucking lie
Every time
Every time

I’m tryna work on making everything ok
But you changed fucking everything
I don’t know what to say
Tired of fucking begging I’m not asking you to stay
Cause I'ma have to live with it that’s either fucking way

And maybe I'ma burn this way
I’m tryna make it on my own these days
It only hurt me if I let it, but if everything’s okay
It only means i’m pushing pain back for the stay

I don't
Wanna crawl to you
If I fall to you
What I saw of you

Sometimes it's not alright
And you'll have to talk me down all night
Can't say that I'll be fine next time
Every inch of life hanging by

I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I'll be fine

I can't stress enough what's in my fuckin head
I just play the victim, wondering why I'm still a mess
Sleep inside my vein, I wish you never let me in
Or maybe I'm just pushing you away for pain again
I can't wait to feel the same, I'm sick of all this shit
Keep me from the silence, make me do what I'm against
I don't wanna breathe another hour out my chest
Keep me from the silence, make me do what I'm against

psalm

Prod. by Biv & BLCKK (https://soundcloud.com/blckk)

I started drinking when I woke up
I’m washing memories out one by one
and it hurts, but it’s all I have

I know I prolly should’ve spoke up
I’ll take a minute if you have one, love
and it hurts but it’s all we have

I don’t wanna write more songs about you
But I don’t wanna waste my time without you
And maybe it’s the closest I could get
And maybe it’s worse if I forget

No one stays for long
Not the way you want
When someone else feels brand new and not what they used to

I couldn't get too far away love
I knew you wouldn't let me stay love
Ashamed of problems that I'm made of
I see your smile when I wake up

You don't know me anymore 
Not like it was before
Even then we were at war
You don't think of me I'm sure

You don't know me anymore 
Not like it was before
Even then we were at war
You don't think of me I'm sure

psalm

Biv

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