still depressed.. 


lyrics:

give me a sec
 while i wrestle with death
im wide awake
 with no heart in my chest 
and what's left of myself
 is a ghost. im obsessed
im obsessed with death
 i am cursed, not blessed
i hold you close
  like the words in my head
i read you like a book
 you see me like I'm dead
i need you like a song
 and it's stuck in my head
you hate me like the blood
 when it drips and its red 
im hearing symphonies of angels
and when my heart is broke
 its the epitome of mangled
and when i am alone
 I'm feeling misery, betrayel
if you'd look at me 
 you'd know 
I'm just a little unstable

I'm a little unstable
break my heart 
i hate this fable 
i hate love 
 they never stay close, no

wrestle with death [prod. YOUFORIA]

ABYSSAL GAZE

kill ebola soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/killebov

kill ebola - grave (prod. lux)

Kill Love Cartel -  WeCould'veBeenSomething,ButYouNeverTried W ⁄KAMAARA [prod.Kill Ebola]

kill ebola w/ j$tacks - better off dead [prod.underrate]

i was gonna drop this on new years but i thought about it and yall deserve to hear this now, thank you for an amazing 2018. lets take over 2019. i appreciate all the support! i love yall. - Grant (TEKKEN+)


lyrics 

Ever since I was a young kid 
Dreams clouded my brain to cement 
Always defeated 
Never found love in my life I seen effect 
I am only human 
I can perceive only what I can with my breath 
Alive but I’m dying 
What is the meaning of a life if it’s shit 

Universe is telling me to look away 
I am looking to the deepest grey 
I won’t let my mom down she sees the great 
I won’t let my friends down they see the fate 
Used to be useless but I found my purpose 
Devil chained to ankle Bitch i feel so worthless
I hate myself when I close the curtains 
Behind a blank screen when I feel my curses 



IF I DIED TODAY PLEASE HIDE MY BODY 
I CANNOT FEEL MY HEART 
NO ONE TO STOP ME 
BORN TO BE USELESS I HATE MY HOBBIES 
HATE MY JOB AND I HATE MY CHOICES 
I LOVE THE PAIN BITCH IT MAKES ME FEEL 
HURT MYSELF AGAIN WHILE MY BLOOD IT SPILLS
IVE LOST FAMILY TOO MANY DYING 
EYES SWELL SHUT YEAH ALIVE BUT CRYING 

FALLING IM FALLING BUT BREAK 
LOOK AT MY LIFE ON THE LINE AYE
I WILL NEVER FUCKING MATTER 
MY CHEST IT HEALS AND THEN SHATTERS

HEAL [PROD. EVO FROST]

They Shot The Cattle (Prod. by Kill Ebola)

I'm So Tired (Prod. by 𝔡𝔦𝔰𝔳𝔰𝔱𝔵𝔯)

Could You Please?

How many questions that they gotta ask
Heart steady stressing in the class
Paranoia when I hit my first pack
Watching weeks pass, can't even fathom where we at
I got a long list of reasons
But you fuckas coming and going just like the seasons
I don't ask for shit, getting nothing from a feeling
Getting nothing from a feeling

Say it with a peace of mind
I don't exist
You don't even read the signs
You hardly live
Bitches wanna get inside
The victim hit
Plenty of em down to ride
It's mortal sin

Can't even catch myself, so how I'm finna catch a bitch
I want love, but don't get stuck with
The many times of when she hold fits
Watching me go foul on some lazy shit
Crazy how you manage in these times
Doesn't matter where you seen me die
As long as a fucka know what I left behind
Don't call my mama she don't wanna ever hear your side

Everything is fine
I promise more than I provide
3 Years praying for the skies
How I'm still alive
Hide behind disguise
I'm just seeing why
Life been such a nice time
Oh what a surprise
Oh what a fucking nice surprise

How many questions that they gotta ask
Heart steady stressing in the class
Paranoia when I hit my first pack
Watching weeks pass, can't even fathom where we at
I got a long list of reasons
But you fuckas coming and going just like the seasons
I don't ask for shit, getting nothing from a feeling
Getting nothing from a feeling

I wake up to paying my dues
And I'm wasting money on you
Bitch drive me over the moon
Bitch drive my head through the roof
Say that you hate me
Don't make it crazy
Fuck up the fam
Or fuck up my daily
I got a chance, but always a maybe
I want advance to flex on the lady

I ain't have a choice
I came up with noise
Y'all some fucking void
I'ma kill they voice

I wake up to paying my dues
And I'm wasting money on you
Bitch drive my head through the roof
Bitch drive my head through the roof
How she finna start
Ripping me apart
Packing nothing smart
Your mans act a mark

Vitamin

Feat @kam9g  Prod 
Cover art by Camille Shaikh (ig: diplodocam) + Strangoth 
Lyrics : 
(Hook )
Put this gun on my face 
Take a breath, look at me 
Keep quiet if you shoot me 
No regret if you kill me 

(Verse)
I feel rejected 
I don't like livin'
You cannot save me 
Stuck in a circle
I need a miracle
I wanna be an angel
I wanna die so i can see you from the sky (x2)

Take me hand 
Take my heart 

( Hook )
Put this gun on my face 
Take a breath, look at me 
Keep quiet if you shoot me 
No regret if you kill me

Shoot

Shoot (Feat. Kamasutra 9G) (Prod. Slitgod)

I AM NOT BIV

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I'm So Tired (Prod. by 𝔡𝔦𝔰𝔳𝔰𝔱𝔵𝔯)

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