Many thanks to Albin and Khalil for their kindness, feedback, and careful listening. 
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Lyrics:

Woke up again
Covered in sweat
I dreamt that you were gone for good
Sobbing and screaming
Breathless and grieving
Oh, how can you be gone for good?

Sometimes I see you in the night
Behind my sleeping eyes
Where heart and history collide

Suddenly sounds 
From when you were around
All at once it's coming back to me
I must've locked it
In my subconscious 
I linger on the melody

Sometimes I see you in the night
Behind my sleeping eyes
Where heart and history collide

My memory tries
To keep you alive 
Will time become the enemy?
Don't wanna get used to
Living without you
But resistance just inhibits peace

Sometimes I see you in the light
Beyond this fleeting life
Where man and mystery collide

Collide

The 1 (Nimbus Version)

Wish On An Eyelash (Nimbus Version)

A noite já caiu
Mergulhar, fundo anil
Neste mar
Que eu teimo em respeitar

Sonar que me serviu
Escutar, canto vil
Bracejar
Na luta enfim dançar

Peixes vão celebrar
Contornar
Os corpos a boiar

Anil - ver 3

cine 2

Video version: https://youtu.be/MGz-3hw6zCg

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For my dad. Today marks 5 months without him.
If you are a fellow survivor of suicide loss, I’ve shared a few links below that you may want to look into. They’ve been very helpful to me.
Thanks for listening, and for being here. 

American Foundation for Suicide Prevention: Resources for Loss Survivors - https://afsp.org/find-support/ive-lost-someone/resources-loss-survivors/

Grief and Continuing Bonds: https://www.rachaelkable.com/podcast/167

Suicide Bereavement Subreddit - https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideBereavement/

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Pictured: My dad & I, the day after I was born.

You Should Be Here

Track 5 from my EP, "A Thousand Winds." 

Lyrics:

I walked down to Mirror Lake
Tracing pictures in the waves
Memories gone to faded blue
Souvenirs I have of you
All I knew

Still I wait by the waterside
Till the hour dies
And I wait by the waterside 
Till the hour dies

Fallen faces left behind
Valley carved in space and time
Will we find a way to reach
Atmospheric unity
You and me?

Still I wait by the waterside
Till the hour dies
I can wait for you all the time
But I know you’ve died

I walked down to Mirror Lake
One more life evaporates
All I wanted was to see
Your reflection next to me

Mirror Lake

She Was Here

A Long Goodbye

pessima qualidade
de som e gosto duvidoso

Anil - ver 3

Bjerkebakken

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