ME N MY GHOST EP

A song about feeling too much when you're young. 
Hope u enjoy 🐻
~ JayJay


Lyrics:

When I die, can I just relax, yuh
When I die, will the pain still last, yuh
When I die, can I just relax, yuh
When I die, will the pain still last, yuh

When I die, will the pain still last, yuh
When I die, can I just relax, yuh
When I die, will the pain still last, yuh
When I die, hope it's worth for something

Is my meal laced or something
I hate my life, I might just end it
My stomach's hurting, damn
I'm not hungry, I might just toss it

All these kids are doing fine
But I can't get passed the way you lied
Damn, I still feel that knife
In my back, when I walk outside

When I die, will the pain still last, yuh
When I die, can I just relax, yuh
When I die, will the pain still last, yuh
When I die, hope it's worth for something

I can't explain to my parents
Why I'm so fucking sad all the time
It's just a bad day, mom
I don't talk about my life

When I die, will the pain still last, yuh
When I die, can I just relax, yuh
When I die, will the pain still last, yuh
When I die, hope it's worth for something

I'm just wasting my time
I'll be twenty 'fore I close my eyes
All my friends, they move on fast
I'm still stuck two years in my past

When I die, can I just relax, yuh
When I die, will the pain still last, yuh
When I die, can I just relax, yuh
When I die, will the pain still last, yuh
When I die, can I just relax, yuh
When I die, will the pain still last, yuh
When I die, can I just relax, yuh
When I die, hope it's worth for something




Beat: "Fade Away" by Jammy x M0nty 
Free for non-profit use
Original Beat: https://youtu.be/RcvgT0JINn4?si=mzpw3sF0ELC-BxLL
YouTube Channel: Jammy Beatz

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#emo #goth #sadrap #JuiceWRLDvibes #JayJay #underground #newmusic

Relax (When I die) - (Prod. Jammy x M0nty)

JayJay "Strawberries"

This song took way too much time to make LOL, I hope u like it 
✨🌙💭🍓🖤


(Strawberries)
I've been feeling dead lately, yuh
Strawberries, I'm extra buried
I've been feeling dead lately, yuh
Fucking berries, I'm a fucking berry
(Strawberry)

I've been feeling dead lately
Yuh, I'm fucking buried
I'm strawberried
I've been feeling dead lately
Yeah, I'm fucking empty
So fuck me, yuh

Pink Tequila
Feeling heavy
Everybody likes me
But nobody wants me
They think I'm too sweet
'cause they don't know me

I'm too goth for you, baby
I've taken my pills recently
I've taken the oxies, yah
Tell me why
You don't answer your phone when you leave
And you don't bring me to your parties
I wonder if you still like me (Do you still like me)

I've been feeling dead lately, yuh
Strawberries, I'm extra burried
I've been feeling dead lately, yuh
Fucking berries, I'm a fucking berry

I thought you loved me 
Like a strawberry, yuh
I've been feeling dead
It's three AM and my mind is heavy
(Strawberry)

I've been feeling dead lately
Yuh, I'm fucking buried
I'm strawberried
I've been feeling dead lately
Yeah, I'm fucking empty
So fuck me, yuh
(Strawberries)

FREE JUICE WRLD Type Beat - "WORLD TOUR"
Prod. YoungTaylor x M0ntyBeats

● Purchase beat/free download: 
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Strawberries (Prod. YoungTaylor x M0ntyBeats)

A song about vibing hard and being so distant / disconnected from the world
Please heart if u like this, it means a lot to me 🤩

Skrt
Skrt in my truck
I love my truck
I love it bro
fuck yeah

All black trucks
I'm doing drugs
On Hollywood
Boulevard

All black trucks
I'm smoking drugs
I'm just like a
Pop star

I'm living like I’m a pop star

'Rari on my wrist
I don't need no bitch
Haunted by a ghost
She's not real

(Skrt)
I got stars in my roof, girl
I will search for you
I dreamed of the moon, girl
I'm staying cool (Sheesh)

All black trucks
I'm doing drugs
On Hollywood
Boulevard

All black trucks
I'm smoking drugs
I'm just like a
Pop star

All black trucks
I'm doing drugs
On Hollywood
Boulevard

All black trucks
I'm smoking drugs
I'm just like a
Pop star

Pop star, Pop star
Pop star, Pop star
Yeah

I drive my truck
Like it's Hollywood (Sheesh)
But I'm in the hood
Living like a

Pop star, Pop star (Skrt)
Pop star, Pop star
Yuh

Beat
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LOVE - LIL PEEP TYPE BEAT X JUICE WRLD EMO RAP
https://www.beatstars.com/beat/love-lil-peep-type-beat-x-juice-wrld-emo-rap-22528496
(prodby.toni)

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LIVING LIKE A POPSTAR (prodby.toni)

Everything made by me, hope u enjoy 🧛🩸

Lyrics 🕷️⚰️

spiders
Spiders in my casket
I'm boutta get eaten
Two teeth in my woah oh

I'm a vampire
I got blood in my pocket
O+ bag, I'm on a diet

I'm gothic bitch, I don't cut my wrist
I cut grands, break heart to pieces
Oh I am a vampire

Double cup, switchblades tonight
Girl, I'm tired, let's switch place tonight
Double cup, switchblades tonight
Girl, I'm tired, let's switch place tonight

spiders
Spiders in my casket
I'm boutta get eaten
Two teeth in my woah oh

Kill that bitch in a switch
Kill that bitch in a switch
Kill that bitch in a switch
Kill that bitch in a switch

I'm a vampire
I got blood in my pocket
O+ bag, I'm on a diet

SPIDERS IN MY CASKET

Luv u all 🖤🖤🖤

Is that what she offers 
A clear blue sky and chemtrails that linger
I live a black and white world
I told her I'm a vampire
A vampire, woah oh ah
 
She's a Christian 
But I sold my soul to satan
She don't understand my demons
My saturation

She don't care 
No, she don't care at all
And I don't want to make her pain worst

Is that what she offers 
A clear blue sky and chemtrails that linger
I live a black and white world
I told her I'm a vampire
A vampire, woah oh ah

She don't care 
No, she don't care at all
And I don't want to make her pain worst

Saturated LUV

LYRICS

"I just wanna keep my trust for myself right now ok, 
I'm sorry" - BL4CK_5P1D3R

You fell for Summer
But I've walked through fall
You fell for Summer
But I've walked through fall
You fell for Summer
But I've walked through it all
As a lonely wolf, wolf wolf
She loves my fur
but my heart beats cold, cold
She loves Summer
But I thrive in Fall, Fall
I play love games 
‘til I give it all, all
T’il I give it all

Tell me if I did something wrong
Your paws are freezing cold
And you don’t sing a word anymore
Why don’t you see me no more

I’m at the cemetery, crucified in the frost
I gave you a chance girl, you still won’t talk
Yeah, I know what you’ve done before 
And you don’t say a word anymore

You fell for Summer
But I've walked through fall
You fell for Summer
But I've walked through fall
You fell for Summer
But I've walked through it all
As a lonely wolf, wolf, wolf
She loves my fur
but my heart beats cold, cold
She loves Summer
But I thrive in Fall, Fall
I play love games 
‘til I give it all, all
‘til I give it all

I’m at the cemetery, crucified in the frost
I gave you a chance girl, you still won’t talk
Yeah, I know what you’ve done before 
And you don’t say a word anymore

And it’s crushing my soul
I need time on my own 
You wrote me a letter, but
It’s too late I’m gone 
It’s too late I’m gone
I’m gone
I think it’s better if we end it all
If we end it all
If we end it all

Lonely Wulf

LYRICS 👻

"Yo, this is BL4CK_SP1D3R and this was my first song ever. I hope you like it"

Some things are relieving 
About being so tired
I'm not texting no one
I stay distant from this earth

Drugs have me on loop
But I can do this too
Me and my ghost are in the same room
Me and my ghost are in the same room

Should I text her back
I don't want to hurt you
But I don't want you 
To hurt me too

Should I text her, should I leave her
I need some painkillers
I need space before I leave her
I need drugs so I can leave her

I need some painkillers
I need space before I leave her
I need drugs so I can leave her

Some things are relieving 
About being so tired
I'm not texting no one
I stay distant from this earth

Drugs have me on loop
But I can do this too
Me and my ghost are in the same room
Me and my ghost are in the same room

ME N MY GHOST

ME N MY GHOST (NIGHTCORE)

LYRICS

We could live forever
But I don't like the pressure
My damn depression
Pushes me away from heaven

So far I love to spend the night with you
But I don't want you to think that
I'm in love with you in that way

We could live forever
But I don't like the pressure
My damn depression
Pushes me away from heaven

So far I love to spend the night with you
But I don't want you to think that
I'm in love with you in that way

After sex, I'm depressed
I don't feel nothing
I smoke weed
I'm sorry I asked you to leave

She sees the light in my eyes
I don't see in dark times
She gives me love all night
When I don't feel alright

We could live forever
But I don't like the pressure
My damn depression
Pushes me away from heaven

NIGHTS W U

I just had sex
I'm depressed
I don't feel nothing
I smoke weed
I'm sorry
I just want you to leave
No baby I am not in love with you
Not at all
I smoke weed
I'm sorry
I just want you to leave
I just want my fucking peace

I DON'T FEEL NOTHING

MOTH BOY

I don't have much going on for me this year
First time it snows outside this year
And I'm out of kush again, damn
So I made this song in my room sober
I don't have much going on for me this year
First time it snows outside this year
And I'm out of kush again, damn
So I made this song in my room sober

I love November
But I hate how cold it gets at night
I love November
Cause nobody walks outside

I don't have much going on for me this year
First time it snows outside this year
And I'm out of kush again, damn
So I made this song in my room sober
I don't have much going on for me this year
First time it snows outside this year
And I'm out of kush again, damn
So I made this song in my room sober

1st snow

When I'm high I think of you again
All my memories faded away
I, I don't recognize my face (my face)
Hey, why you keep messing with my head
It hurts so bad
All my memories faded away
I, I don't recognize my face (my face)
Ay, rest in peace to our past
We made it to twenty one
Now I'm high and its winter again

winter again

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