do you ever wish things would just feel better but you're so used to them being the same? same old feelings.

LYRICS:

I just get so god damn numb
I don’t seem to give a fuck
I’m just running from my past
I’m just looking for love
do you think we would last
do you think I’m the one x2

just another day where I feel like I’m all wrong
i just drift away i can tell that I’m too gone
i been feeling everything but you don’t feel my pain
way too fucking numb i just tell myself not to think
think i need some help i feel my brain fill with the rain
I just try to move on try to push out what they say
I know it’s fucking hard but i know it’ll never change
I been getting sick and tired, I don’t wanna play ur games

I just get so god damn numb
I don’t seem to give a fuck
I’m just running from my past
I’m just looking for love
do you think we would last
do you think I’m the one x2

feeling so sick I don’t even feel alive
might just have to pray and try to make it through the night
I swear I can’t wait for the day I feel alright
who knows if it’ll come im just wasting all my time 
who knew things would get so hard
guess i was wrong when i thought we’d get far
said you’d never leave me then you broke my heart
said you’d always love me then you left me scarred

I just get so god damn numb
I don’t seem to give a fuck
I’m just running from my past
I’m just looking for love
do you think we would last
do you think I’m the one x2

NUMB (janz)

a little more personal. hope you enjoy. <3

LYRICS:
I’ve lost my god damn mind
It happens all the time
she said let’s make this right
I said girl I don’t mind x2

room starts spinning yeah i start to feel fucked 
up
always on the drugs I can never tell I’ve had enough
do you think as a child i was ever gave enough
girl would you stay awhile and show me what it’s like to love 

tell me how I’m supposed to feel
is this even real 
they say it’s hard to heal
this shits getting so unreal

I’ve lost my god damn mind
It happens all the time
she said let’s make this right
I said girl I don’t mind x2

room starts spinning yeah i start to feel fucked 
up
always on the drugs I can never tell I’ve had enough
do you think as a child i was ever gave enough
girl would you stay awhile and show me what it’s like to love

Lost My Mind (janz)

i'm sorry! (fumiko)

you left me so exhausted, i guess that's what you wanted.

Exhausted (sketchmyname & vaegud)

lyrics: 

hey, I know we don’t think the same
tell me when things gone change 
cause I think that im starting to break
baby can you feel my pain
I wish i knew what to say
never thought you’d do me this way
dealing with the thoughts in my brain
I just get lost in the rain 

I been looking for a way out
just another let down
can’t wait til I’m in the ground 
my hearts in the lost and found
I’m sorry that I let you down
i hate when you come around
just wanna breathe again
tell me when it fucking ends
I just wish that I’d forget
about all the things you did

you like to tell me what’s wrong and right
I need to move on but that weights not light
i think I need you to stay with me tonight
you telling me to hold on yeah im hoping I might 

hey, I know we don’t think the same
tell me when things gone change 
cause I think that im starting to break
baby can you feel my pain
I wish i knew what to say
never thought you’d do me this way
dealing with the thoughts in my brain
I just get lost in the rain

mixed by: https://soundcloud.com/jaaanz

Lost In The Rain (lxst ghxul)

lyrics: 

I’m bending and I’m breaking 
I don’t even fucking think that I’m worth saving
but I’m crying out baby wont you come save me
i try to move on but it feels like I’m failing

all these feelings weigh down on my chest 
I know that I’m bitter and I’m full of regret
I just wish that these thoughts would get up out my head
tell me do you think about the things that you did?
all the things you said will you tell me what they meant?

I’m tired from carrying around all of this weight
can’t quit thinking about what people say
same fucking shit just another fucking day
please don’t ask if I think that I am okay
think I need some company won’t you please stay
stuck inside my head I just need to get away

twitter/contact: https://twitter.com/injecht
mixed by: https://soundcloud.com/jaaanz

Bending & Breaking (lxst ghxul)

LYRICS: 
bad lil bitch, sad lil bitch i know she ease my pain
take another drug im getting so fucked, i just wanna feel okay
everyday the same, this shit don’t change,
im starting to feel so drained
bow my head, i begin to pray, we gonna see better days

when you feeling so numb
yeah you think you feel great
but you stuck inside your head

and you having debates
about all the things you did
now your wishing that your dead

i just wanna be the best
I’m about to be a dad
so I gotta stack this bread

i can’t make ‘em not hate
give a what the fuck say
this choppa empty lead

do you know what it’s like, to be down so broke
got tears in my eyes, I done lost all hope
screaming fuck this life, doing all this Coke
don’t care if I die, don’t know how to cope
Lyou tell me that you love me but I know that you don’t 
say you’re gonna stay but I know that you won’t

bitch quit texting my phone quit crying
you say you the shit but you know that you lying 
off another perc bitch it feel like I’m flying
you can tell I don’t care when I know that I’m dying
she can get what she want yeah she know that I’ll buy it
got the keys to the boat I said baby I’m driving

wanna talk that shit get the fuck out my face
you a lil ass boy you need to learn your place
i don’t wanna be average I’m just tryna be great
gotta get it right now before it’s way too late 
she love the way I fuck I’m just tryna keep the pace 
swear he just like me why he go and copy paste

Drained (clvr)

My first EP. everything has an outcome for your choices and the things you do with your life. all of these things serve a purpose.

mixing: souncloud.com/jaaanz
cover art: soundcloud.com/

torn apart (janz)

how it all began (lxst ghxul)

My first EP. everything has an outcome for your choices and the things you do with your life. all of these things serve a purpose.
beat used for entertainment purposes only and non profit, all rights go to taylor morgan & caal vo.

mixing: souncloud.com/jaaanz
cover art: soundcloud.com/

gone (taylor morgan)

never thought it'd end when it just begun. love u. <3 :*

give me more w/ vacation sweater (lowestye)

we all struggle. if u want it be it.
#740
email: trystinianvercetti@gmail.com

Drained (clvr)

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