(rook) 
i dont want a future 
i just wanna fucking stop 
i dont want identity 
i just wanna drop dead 
this is nothing 
scared pathetic bitch's death rattle 
please do something 
id give my fucking soul to get out 
this is how it has to be 
and you just wanna fuck with me 
i know, i know, its fine :) 
this kind of slow death 
nameless sickness 
really screws up ur definition of alive 

(devi) 
i know 
its it 
its always been the same shit 
its always been the same shit 
i know 
its it 
its always been just like this... 
i know 
its it 
its always been the same shit 
yea its always been the same shit 
i know 
its it 
yea its always been the same shit 
its always been the same shit 

(rook) 
and it doesnt ever stop 
yeah it doesnt ever stop 

(devi) 
if u wanna see some shit 
then maybe u could see some shit 
ur so curious 
ur so curious 
u might see some shit 
u might see some shit 

(rook+devi) 
u want us dead? 
were sick and dying dont u know? 
u want us dead? 
were fucking sick and dying dont u know? 

(devi) 
sometimes... 

(rook) 
sometimes i know 
that hell is real 
and im there 

and it doesnt ever stop 
yeah it doesnt ever stop 

(devi) 
i just want to be so sweet and kind to every living thing on earth in all the whole wide world. so dont fuck with me at all. that would be a bad idea. to fuck with me at all? that would be a bad idea...

HELL IS REAL

(rook+devi) 
listen bitch 
u dont know 

(rook) 
LISTEN 
you think this is cute? 
you think this is something 
that i dont have to do? 
you think i want to be this way 
because i like how it feels? 
you think the drama gets me off? 
MOTHERFUCKER GET REAL 
listen, 
you think this is fun? 
every single day 
i want to run from people i love 
you think you could handle 
feeling this every day? 
yeah i'm so cute and scared and small 
but im not FUCKING OKAY 

can u make me disappear 
words dont exist for this kind of fear 
do u have a home do u have a name 
can u love someone without 
feeling so fucking afraid 

(rook+devi) 
U DONT KNOW 
MOTHER FUCKER U DONT KNOW

U DONT KNOW

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I cant focus on what needs to get done 
im on notice hoping that U don't run 
u think im tepid but im misdiagnosed 
cos im a stalker i seen all of your posts. \\ah--- 

---NO STALKING---

& im just tryna play it cool now 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
& im not tryna b with u now 

nuh-uh... 

u make it difficult 2 not overthink 
&when im with you i turn all shades of pink 
i wanna TOUCH u but dont wanna b weird 
its such a rush... thinking wish u were here. 

&im just tryna play it cool now 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
&im not tryna be with u now... U NOW. 
--//////// 
NAH! 

I COULD B UR CRUSH 
LIKE 
THROW U 4 A RUSH 
LIKE 
HOPING THAT UD TEXt ME SO I COULD TLEL UVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT UR TOUCH 
LIKE 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 

I GOT A FASCINATION 
WITH UR PRESENTATION 
MAKING ME FEEL LIKE 
UR ON MY ISLAND 
UR MY 
PERMANENT VACATION 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 
sorry. 

i fill my calendar w/ stuff i can do 
mb if im busy it will keep me from u 
&im pretending u aint been on my mind 
but i took an interest in the things that u like. 

AND IM JUST TRYNA PLAY IT COOL NOWWWWWWWWW 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
and im not trying b with u. no. 
ew. haha. 
FUCK U 

I COULD B UR CRUSH 
LIKE 
THROW U 4 A RUSH 
LIKE 
HOPING THAT UD TEXt ME SO I COULD TELL U IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT UR TOUCH 
LIKE 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 

I GOT A FASCINATION 
WITH UR PRESENTATION 
fEELING LIKE 
UR ON MY ISLAND 
UR MY OWN 
PERMINENT VACATION 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 
SORRY 

&YEA ITS TRUE THAT IM A LITTLE BIT INTENSE RITE? 
BUT U CANT BLAME ME WHEN U KEEP ME ON THE FENCE LIKE 
BUT IVE BEEN WAITING HOPEING THT U WANNA TEXT LIKE 
TEXT LIKE.. 

it was what i was born 2 do 

&YEA ITS TRUE THAT IM A LITTLE BIT INTENSE RITE? 
BUT U CANT BLAME ME WHEN U KEEP ME ON THE FENCE LIKE 
YEA IM WAITING HOPING THAT U WANNA TEXT LIKE 
TEXT LIKE 

&im just tryna play it cool now 
but thats not what i wanna do now 
and... ah... 
ewww......ahhH 

I COULD BE UR CR---- 

THROW U 4 A RUSH 
LIKE 
HOPING THAT UD TEXt ME SO I COULD TELL U IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT UR TOUCH 
LIKE 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 

I GOT A FASCINATION 
WITH MY PRESENTATION 
MAKING ME FEEL LIKE 
UR ON MY ISLAND 
UR MY 
PERMINENT VACATION 
TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH 
I COULD B UR CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH CRUSH 
IM SORRY 
IM REALLY SORRY 
IM SORRY.

CRUSH (Tessa Violet cover)

(rook) 
there was a moment 
i felt almost real 
a flicker of something 
i could barely feel 
something has come loose here 
a tiny crucial piece 
lost between the gears of this impossible machine 

(devi) 
kinda not 
kinda gone 
kinda soft 
kinda never even knew who i was 
kinda sucks 
kinda rotten 
kinda stab me in the guts while im sinking to the bottom 
kinda blank 
kinda stupid 
kinda cute 
kinda wish i had a purpose but im useless 
kinda dumb 
kinda nothing 
kinda wish i had a life but im rotting 

(rook + devi) 
we're all gonna die 

death 

(rook) 
if everything could stop for just a single day 
i just want to feel ok 
but there is evil in my heart 
i can see it in my eyes 
is there anything left inside? 
i can't even cry 

(devi) 
my soul is caught in my body like a thorn 
tearing at the flesh, infected like a wound 
i can get it out 
ha 
i can get it out 
get it out get it out 
get it out get it out get it out 

(rook + devi) 
we're all gonna die 
(rook) 
theres no escaping it 
(rook + devi) 
we're all gonna die 
(devi) 
maybe we could live 
maybe we could make the world worse than it is 
(rook + devi) 
we're all gonna die 
(rook) 
everything is getting weirder 
(rook + devi) 
we're all gonna die 
(devi) 
don't you think its on purpose? 
what makes money like endless violence 
(rook + devi) 
we're all gonna die

DREAMS COME TRUE 2019

DREAMS COME TRUE

(devi) 
i live in sickness 
i live in spinning 
the whole wide world is a carousel 
i stood in line 
and now the ride's beginning 
i could still do so much more if i dont kill myself 
i live in nausea 
eternal nausea 
in a spotlight shaped like a spiral 
im in the bible 
god's favorite idol 
cos the whole sick world loves to smile 

(devi+rook) 
i feel sick 
i still feel sick 
i still feel sick 

(devi) 
smile like a rainbow 
smile like a crescent moon 
just keep doing what ur doing 
just keep doing what ur doing 
smile like a crack in the earth 
like a curse 
like a corpse 
like a wound 
smile like a rainbow 
just keep doing what ur doing 

(rook) 
cum-stained black hoodie 
grey soul and static in my eyes 
try to see the future 
but i'm not sure if it applies 
by the water in a pissed-in miniskirt 
trying to see the world thru the anhedonia 
feels kinda like my soul is burnt 
too late, too late if only uhhh 
we're not like the other girls 
this shit's too evil to be stylish 
don't tell me this is too dramatic 
cause i LIVE INSIDE IT 

just fucking try it~ 

(devi+rook) 
i feel sick 
i still feel sick 
i still feel sick

NAUSEA 2019

(devi) 
i couldnt go 
i couldnt stay 
i couldnt... 
i couldnt... 

they tried to push me down 
but i just wiggled around until they couldnt hold me 
years and years 
they couldnt hold me 

if u turn the light on ill just run away 
i know i dont belong but i have nowhere else to stay 
im so sorry im here 
im so sorry im here 
please dont kill me 
please dont kill me 
im so sorry im here 

right into the heart of my dreams 
someone else is just trying to crush me 
but its okay 
its okay 
if i was u 
if i was a killer id just kill me too 

(rook) 
i keep myself together somehow 
(i dont want anything i just want to survive) 
stepped on too many times to count 
(i know i'm nothing to you, i know i'm not even alive) 
i hope one day my broken frame 
(i'm sorry that i scare you, i'll find a better place to hide) 
can get away, can find a place 
(i'll crawl into the corner, stay out of the light) 
that's safe 

(devi) 
is it really like u say? 
does it really come in waves? 
does it really work that way? 
i know ur something different 
u cant hide it 
u cant miss it 

(rook) 
i keep myself together somehow 
(i dont want anything i just want to survive) 
stepped on too many times to count 
(i know i'm a target for you, i know you don't even think twice) 
i hope one day my broken frame 
(i'm sorry that i scare you, i promise that i'll make it right) 
can get away, can find a place 
(some perfect day i know i'll no longer be part of your life) 
that's safe 

i couldnt go 
i couldnt stay 
i couldnt go 
i couldnt stay 
i couldnt stay 
i didnt stay.

WIGGLE 2019

(devi) 

get lost 
go away 
there's nothing down here 
turn back 
evacuate 
your life's in danger 

air down here still smells like a corpse 
people came down here and they all died before 

uh 

get lost 
go away 
there's nothing down here 
turn back 
evacuate 
your life's in danger 

air down here still smells like a corpse 
people came down here and they all died before 

(devi & rook) 

THERE'S NOTHING HERE WORTH DYING FOR 
NOTHING THEY AIN'T TRIED BEFORE 
THERE'S NOTHING HERE WORTH DYING FOR 
NOTHING THEY AIN'T TRIED BEFORE 

(rook) 

this is not a place of honor 
you don't belong here 
nothing here is sacred 
turn back before you die here 
this is a system of warnings 
don't ignore it 
get the fuck away 
you arent ready for this.... 

NOTHING HERE IS YOURS 
NOT WORTH DYING FOR 
NOTHING HERE IS YOURS 
NOT WORTH DYING FOR 

(devi) 

THERE'S NOTHING HERE WORTH DYING FOR 

(rook) 

nothing 

(devi) 

NOTHING THEY AIN'T TRIED BEFORE 

(rook) 

before... 

(devi) 

THERE'S NOTHING HERE WORTH DYING FOR 
NOTHING THEY AIN'T TRIED BEFORE 

(rook) 

fuck off 
go away 

(devi) 

THERE'S NOTHING HERE WORTH DYING FOR 

(rook) 

while you still can 

(devi) 

NOTHING THEY AIN'T TRIED BEFORE 

(rook) 

this is a warning 

(devi) 

THERE'S NOTHING HERE WORTH DYING FOR 

(rook) 

this is your last chance 

TURN BACK DOWN NOW!!! 

nothing here is sacred 
you don't belong here 
nothing here is sacred 
you're gonna die here 
nothing here is sacred 
you don't belong here 
nothing here is sacred 

(devi) 

what 

(devi & rook) 

TURN BACK DOWN NOW 

(rook) 

TURN BACK DOWN NOW 

(devi) 

what 

GET THE FUCK OUT 

(rook) 

TURN BACK NOW 

(devi) 

this place was beautiful once upon a time 
this place was something you can't recognize 
this place was beautiful once upon a time 
this place was something you can't recognize 

(rook & devi) 

THERE'S NOTHING HERE WORTH DYING FOR 
NOTHING THEY AIN'T TRIED BEFORE 
THERE'S NOTHING HERE WORTH DYING FOR 
NOTHING

THANK YOU

THERES NOTHING HERE WORTH DYING FOR

(devi) 

everywhere you go there's nothing 
YOU MIGHT THINK THAT THERE'D BE SOMETHING 
everywhere i go there's nothing noTHING NOTHING 

(devi & rook) 

IT'S ALL EMPTY OUT THERE 

(devi) 

i can see a single thing 

(rook) 

i can't see a single thing 

(devi) 

i wish i could feel a thing 

(rook) 

i wish i could feel 

(devi & rook) 

I WISH I COULD FEEL A THING 

(devi) 

i wish i could FEEL A THING 
i wish i could feel a thing 

(rook) 

i can hear u... 
i can hear u so clear 
i can hear u 
i can hear u so clear 

(devi) 

i can hear you thru the void 

(rook) 

that same familiar feeling in your voice 

(devi) 

we're in different rooms but we're connected 

(devi & rook) 

by the noise 

(rook) 

of scraping at the walls of lives that left us 

(devi & rook) 

no other choice 

i can hear you thru the void 
that same familiar feeling in your voice 
we're in different rooms but we're connected by the noise 
of scraping at the walls of lives that left us no other choice 

(rook) 

this world killed us long ago 
dont even have a fucking soul 
but everything's alright u know... 
at least we didnt die alone 
this is all there is 
this is all there is 
its just a void out here 
this is all there is 
this is all there is 
u cant avoid the fear 

fuck sorry... 
ok 
i got it 

the signal is damaged 
but we recognize 
distortion so familiar 
we know exactly why 
the signal is damaged 
but we recognize 
distortion so familiar 
we know exactly why 

(devi) 

i can hear you thru the void 

(rook) 

that same familiar feeling in your voice 

(devi) 

we're in different rooms but we're connected 

(devi & rook) 

by the noise 

(rook) 

of scraping at the walls of lives that left us 

(devi & rook) 

no other choice 

i can hear you thru the void 
that same familiar feeling in your voice 
we're in different rooms but we're connected by the noise 
of scraping at the walls of lives that left us no other choice

THRU THE VOID

(devi) 

i'm ringing like an empty bell 
like i'm about to kill myself 
i'm at your door i ring the bell 
i'd like to do it all myself 

maybe i should do something else 
or i could go in for the kill? 
i'm at your door i ring the bell 
i'd like to do it all myself 

please don't pick up 
pick up 
i know your phone is ringing 
i want to tell you something 
but maybe it'd be better if i didnt 
if i didn't 
if i didn't 
if i didn't 
if i didn't 
if i didn't 

i'm ringing like an empty bell 
like i'm about to kill myself 
i'm at your door i ring the bell 
i'd like to do it all myself 

maybe i should do something else 
maybe i should do something else 
or i could go in for the kill? 
or i could just go for the kill? 
at your door i ring the bell 
i'm at your door i ring the bell 
i'd like to do it all myself 
i'd like to do it all myself 

i know your phone is ringing 

i know your phone is ringing 

(rook) 

you're hanging over me 
you're everything i know 
you're always talking to me 
you won't leave me alone 
i know your name now 
it doesn't help at all 
everyone thinks you're harmless 
just a little weird, that's all 
i can't describe the damage 
that you inflict on me 
it makes everyone nervous 
they think i'm exaggerating 
i can't do anything 
without you screaming at me 
YOU MAKE ME WANNA DIE 
YOU'VE ALREADY KILLED MY AGENCY 

i cannot escape 
because you're part of me 
fatal indecision 
will i ever be free? 
i cannot escape 
because you're part of me 
fatal indecision 
will i ever be free?! 

you make me feel so helpless 
you make me feel so all alone 
you make me feel like i don't deserve to be anything 
no one can ever know... 
no one can ever know 

NO ONE CAN EVER KNOW 
NO ONE CAN EVER KNOW 
no one can ever know 
no one CAN EVER KNOW 

AAAAAAAAAAAA 
OH GOD NO 
PLEASE GOD NO!!!

HARMLESS

(rook) 

nobody knows what could happen next 
nobody knows what could happen 

(devi) 

anything could happen 
anything could happen 

(rook) 

nobody knows what could happen next 
nobody knows what could happen 

(devi) 

anything could happen 
anything could happen 

(rook) 

the emptiness, the uncertainty 
living in the shadow of what you can never see 
wildest dreams or everything you know collapsing 

(devi) 

ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN 
ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN 

(rook) 

spin the wheel... 

i don't know if this is real 

(devi) 

i dont know what you want 

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 

(rook) 

feel what you need to feel 

(devi) 

LET'S GO FOR THE JACKPOT 

(devi & rook) 

i dream of blue skies 
i dream of green grass 
i dream of one world 
i dream of oceans vast 
i dream of blue skies 
i dream of green grass 
i dream of one world 
no borders at last 

(rook) 

nobody knows what could happen next 
nobody knows what could happen 

(devi) 

anything could happen 
anything could happen 

(rook) 

nobody knows what could happen next 
nobody knows what could happen 

(devi) 

anything could happen 
ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN 

(rook) 

everything is different, everything is the same 
try to change it but it's not up to you anyway 
anything, nothing, everything is out there 
always spinning always blissful dreams and nightmares 
do you really know what could happen?? 
nobody knows what could happen 
do you really know what could happen? 
spin the wheel, bitch 
spin the wheel of fortune 

(devi) 

what do 
you really want? 
what DO 
YOU REALLY WANT? 
WHAT DO 
YOU REALLY WANT? 
WHAT DO 
YOU Really want. 

(devi & rook) 

i dream of blue skies 
i dream of green grass 
i dream of one world 
i dream at last 
i dream of one place 
BURNING IN HELLFIRE 
i dream of one world 
what humans all desire 

(rook) 

eveything you know, everyone you love 
everything unknown until it becomes 
what you fear the most or what you dream of 
nothing's set in stone 
the best is yet to come

WHEEL OF FORTUNE

(devi & rook) 

death 
death 
death 
death 
death 

death 

(rook) 

death-obsessed 
that girl's fucked in the head 
she's so messed up 
she's so much 
shes such a scary slut 
i hear the shit she's seen 
you would not believe 
she looks like death 
fucked in the head 

(devi & rook) 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE EACH OTHER 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE EACH OTHER 

(devi) 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 

I WANT TO BE HER FRIEND 

DEAD 
DEAD 

(devi & rook) 

DEAD 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE EACH OTHER 
DEAD 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE 
DEAD 
DEAD 
DEAD BITCHES RECOGNIZE EACH OTHER 

(devi) 

always been a bad girl 
bad girl 
bad girl 
always been a bad girl 
always been a bad girl 
bad girl 
always been a bad girl 
bad girl 
bad girl 
always been a bad girl 
always made a bad girl 

(rook) 

nothing ever made sense 
i never understood why things fell apart 
isolation, condemnation 
i just wanted to do be something 
beautiful and loving 

do you know what i mean? 
d'you ever feel like maybe something went wrong 
and you ended up here by mistake? 
like 
it took me 28 years to find anyone who made any sense to me 
and 
i just 
feel so outside of everything 
and 
i just wanna be good 

i just wanna be good!! 

it's so fucked up 
(it's so fucked up...) 
like 
it should've been a sign that something was wrong 
but 
it's just so easy to think you're broken & evil 
i dunno, 
it's 
it's like 
i lived my whole life thinking i didn't have a soul 
and... 
ok sorry 
i promise i'm going somewhere with this 
it's just, 
i didn't even know i was fucked up! 
i didn't even know what i was going thru 
until like, a year ago 
and now it's everything 
this place is designed to kill us 
and make us think it's our fault 
sorry, sorry this is all super obvious 
it's just 
i'm glad we're in the struggle together 
but 
i wish 
we didn't have to define ourselves 
by the struggle 
at all 

thanks for listening to me. i feel a lot better now n_n

DEATH/BAD GIRL

(devi) 

all the water in the world 
all the money in the world 

(devi & rook) 

all the water in the world 
all the money in the world 

(devi) 

can you really take it with you? 

(devi & rook) 

all the water in the world 
all the money in the world 

(devi) 

can you really take it with you? 

(devi & rook) 

all the water in the world 
all the money in the world 

(rook) 

i don't know i don't know what its gonna look like 
all i know is that nothing's gonna be alright 
it'll kill you first, it'll kill you slow 
when? WHEN? i don't fucking know 
i don't know i don't know what its gonna look like 
all i know is that nothing's gonna be alright 
it'll kill you first, it'll kill you slow 
WHEN? RIGHT NOW BITCH 
YOU KNOW 

(devi) 

can you really take it with you? 

(rook) 

ok 
sure 

(devi & rook) 

all the water in the world 
all the money in the world 

(devi) 

can you really take it with you? 

(devi & rook) 

all the water in the world 
all the money in the world 

can you really take it with you? 

(devi & rook) 

all the water in the world 
all the money in the world 

(rook) 

can you really take it? 
can 

fuck 

(devi) 

one day 
in the future 
i pray things will be alright 
i pray everybody poisoning water and hording resources will die 
and i wish we had the time to talk it out 
but we don't have the time 
as they kill us all 
over and over 
when they never had the right 

(devi & rook) 

that thing is not a person 
we can break that spell 
we can always kill something that never lived 
and if that doesn't work someone might find out where you live 
your pictures are all on the internet 
who'd really be afraid 
if the word ends? 
something that you might expect 
2019 who's really left to be afraid of death? 

(devi) 

can you really take it with you? 

umnnmnnn 

sorry 
sorry for what i'm about to say 
i don't mean it 
i really don't mean it 
i don't mean it 

i heard the government loves- 

[REDACTED] 

-i would really do some shit 
i would really do some shit 

all the water in the world 
all the money in the world 

all the water in the world 
all the money in the world 

somebody might do some shit 

do some shit 

all the water in the world 
all the money in the world 

all the water in the world 
all the money in the world 

(rook) 

i don't know i don't know what its gonna look like 
all i know is that nothing's gonna be alright 
it'll kill you first, it'll kill you slow 
WE KNOW YOUR NAMES 
WE FUCKING KNOW 

(devi) 

one day 
in the future 
i pray things will be alright 
i pray everybody poisoning water and hording resources will die 
and i wish we had the time to talk it out 
but we don't have the time 
as they kill us all 
over and over 
when they never had the right 

(devi & rook) 

that thing is not a person 
we can break that spell 
we can always kill something that never lived 
and if that doesn't work someone might find out where you live 
your pictures are all on the internet 
who'd really be afraid 
if the word ends? 
something that you might expect 
2019 who's really left to be afraid of

WATER

(devi) 

kinda ripped my heart out 
kinda make me queasy 
kinda make me throw up 
kinda make me feel sick 
kinda fucked my life up 
everything gets ruined 
all i see is dog shit 
yea i know its hopeless 
kinda ripped my heart out 
kinda make me queasy 
kinda make me throw up 
kinda make me feel sick 
kinda fucked my life up 
everything gets ruined 
everything is dogshit 
yea i know its hopeless 

(rook) 

i wanna move but my blood is boiling 
i wanna cry but i can''t remember how 
this is hell this is the deepest circle 
the one that they don't tell you about 
this is all we know 
so if you think you know the way out 
just shut your mouth 
you dont belong here 
this is our home 

(devi) 

can you turn it up a bit? 

(rook) 

mm 
like that? 

(devi) 

yea 

kinda ripped my heart out 
kinda make me queasy 
kinda make me throw up 
kinda make me feel sick 
kinda fucked my life up 
everything gets ruined 
everything gets ruined 
YEA I KNOW ITS HOPELESS 
UGH 

(rook & devi) 

everything keeps breaking down again 
everything keeps breaking down again 
everything keeps breaking down again 
everything keeps breaking down again 

(rook) 

who told you our souls needed saving? 
who told you our souls needed saving? 
who told you our souls needed saving? 
who told you we had souls to save?

DOG SHIT

(devi) 

thank you 

thank you for letting me live 
for letting me live 
in such a fucked up world 

(rook) 

the sick only have each other 
the sick only have each other 
the sick only have each other 
the sick only have each other 
the sick only have each other 
the sick only have each other 
the sick only have each other 
the sick only have each other 

(devi & rook) 

thank you for letting me live 
for letting me live 
in such a fucked up world

THANK U

(devi) 
music isnt magic 
im not sure that music is anything at all 
if it was the answer 
dont u think that all our problems would be solved 
but its sitll the same 
as it always was 
the pain's still loose in my head 
but thats ok 
if it ever changes im sure ill be dead 

if all we need is love 
could there be enough 
to undo what weve done? 
if all we need is love 
could there be enough 
could there be enough? 

(devi+rook) 
if all we need is love 
could there be enough 
to undo what weve done? 
if all we need is love 
could there be enough 
could there be enough 
could there ever be enough? 

(rook) 
from the outside it's simple 
there's a wound and it is bleeding 
it is obvious and visible 
healing is an ideal thats supposed to be real 
its supposed to be real 
is it real? 
is it real 
but from the inside it deforms you 
theres only so much that a song can do 
it cant heal or change the world or make it end 
music is so easy but it only makes it easy to pretend 

(devi) 
sorry i can shut up 

(rook) 
aw ur good 

(devi) 
if all we need is love 
could there be enough 
to undo what weve done? 
if all we need is love 
could there be enough 
could there be enough? 

(devi+rook) 
if all we need is love 
could there be enough 
to undo what weve done? 
if all we need is love 
could there be enough 
could there ever be enough? 

(rook) 
if all we need is love 
could there be enough 
to undo what we've done? 
if all we need is love 
could there be enough 
could there ever be enough?

LOVE AND AFFECTION FOR STUPID LITTLE BITCHES

MUSIC

"MUTATIONS" dedicated to the loving memory of Chu Ishikawa

(devi) 
im a mess 
beautiful monster 
psycho-dreaming 
im something different 
be urself 
earth is so poisoned 
life is so boring 
theres not much left to do-d-do-d-do 
get cut apart and consumed 
u can be me too 
if u rly want to know what its like 

when the sky is love 
and the air is honey 
when the ppl shout and stop and stare 
cos you dont look like the ppl on tv 
and thats ok 
cos the world is meant to change 
and it should change 
id love to see the world 
in a beautiful new shape 

(rook) 
broken parts 
garbage mind 
fall apart 
mis-align 
start AGAIN 
build yourself back up and then 
pretend 
ive tried so HARD TO BE GOOD 
i wish i could i wish i COULD!! 
but this is how it was always going to be 
im still me. 

(devi) 
when the sky is love 
and the air is honey 
when the ppl shout and stop and stare 
cos you dont look like the ppl on tv 
and thats ok 
cos the world is meant to change 
and it should change 
id love to see the world 
in a beautiful new shape 

(rook) 
the one beautiful thing in this world 
the one beautiful thing in this world!! 
THE ONE BEATIFUL THING IN THIS WORLD........ 
in this world.... 
IN THIS WORLD!!!!! 

(devi) 
LET ME SHOW YOU ALL THE NEW MUTATIONS 
LET ME SHOW YOU ALL THE NEW MUTATIONS 
LET ME SHOW YOU ALL THE NEW MUTATIONS 
SO MANY FEELINGS 
NEW SENSATIONS 

(rook) 
I KNOW 

it must be protected 

(devi) 
I KNOW 

(rook) 
I KNOW 

its all we have 

(devi) 
I KNOW 

(rook) 
we cant 

(rook+devi) 
SURVIVE WITHOUT IT 

(rook) 
a tiny flame in our hands... 

(rook+devi) 
what do we do?

MUTATIONS

(devi) 
programming like this 
is made possible 
by viewers like you! 

(rook) 
every day every day im so fucking freaked out 
every day every day i cant get the evil out 
every night i feel so far away 
someday someday 
will it ever be ok? 

(devi) 
every day its a brand new episode 
every day i guess we'll see just how far it goes 
every day it seems like no one sees and no one knows 
every day i kinda wanna cancel the show 

(rook) 
most days i just feel like im making it up 

(devi) 
call off the show 

(rook) 
i pray to god that im just making it up!! 

(devi) 
i dont wanna go to the show!! 

(rook) 
i wish this was just cartoon so i could be like 
"this is real as fuck, i love the way they dont give up!" 
tweet about it "more stories like this, so important!" 
but it really happened 
OH GOD IT REALLY HAPPENED!!! 

(rook) 
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 
WHAT THE FUCK!!!! 

haha 

(devi) 
what the 

(rook) 
i wanna do that again 

yea 

(devi) 
every day its another new episode 
every day slice a bit more meat off the bone 

(rook) 
i can feel the evil in me 
im such a faker really 

(devi) 
meat off the bones 

(rook) 
crisis line all agents busy 
i feel so guilty 

(devi) 
meat off the 

(rook+devi) 
WHAT THE FUCK 
WHAT THE FUCK 
WHAT THE FUCK 
WHAT THE FUCK 
what the fuck

MINDCRUSHED

(rook) 
im bleeding out on my back 
staining the floor of your bedroom 
im laughing because it feels 
like i am finally somewhere that makes sense 
i feel so fucked up 
but i just wanna be fucked up with you 
you just get it 
im just so glad we're friends 

sometimes i just wonder who i am 
sometimes i want to kill who i am 
sometimes i don't want to feel anything at all 

(devi) 
i know ur out there, hello hello? 
im sorry i sing my prayer out of tune 
i never thought i could go to heaven 
until i died and i met you... 
is the truth just too depressing? 
my body hardly knows how to move 
crawling thru the dying soil 
i think i see 1 flower bloom 

(rook) 
and all those years 
just wanting to run away 
i never dared to dream 
that i could ever feel safe 
if i could tell myself 
that i would feel alive again someday 
maybe id be ok 

anyway 

(rook+devi) 
dead girls dry each others eyes 
and pretend for a while that we're still alive

BLOOM

WATCH THE MUSIC VIDEO
https://youtu.be/CcHn51njzWs

(devi) 
ive always been a burden 
tripping out & hurting 
its always been a circus 
caged animals and all 

the nightmare's reoccurring 
ive never been that girly 
ive never been a person 
ive never had a soul 

its all ready 
its all ready to go 

if u can dream u can be 
if u can dream u can be anything 
if u can dream u just get further away from everything you ever wanted 

(rook) 
i know u dont believe it hurts 

(rook+devi) 
that saying im in pain makes it worse 

(rook) 
i know u think that all i need 

(rook+devi) 
is just to think positively 

(rook) 
BUT IT FUCKING HURTS!!!!!!! 

(devi) 
ive never had a purpose 
im too weak for working 
sitting in a dollhouse 
an ugly worn out doll 

all these years of searching 
all these years of lurking 
all these years of worthlessness 
really take their toll 

its all ready 
its all ready to go 

if u can dream u can be 
if u can dream u can be anything 
if u can dream u just get further away from everything you wanted 

(rook) 
i know u dont believe it hurts 

(rook+devi) 
that saying im in pain makes it worse 

(rook) 
i know u think that all i need 

(rook+devi) 
is just to think positively 
this is something you'll never understand 
this is something you'll never understand 
this is something you'll never understand 
you'll never know what its like

HERTZ

(devi) 
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! 

(rook) 
OKAY!!!!!!!!! 

<both coughing> 

ok 

(devi) 
NEVER AGAIN 

(rook) 
motherfucker 

(devi) 
I CAN NEVER GO BACK 
if u think its ok u can kid yourself 
u can drink yr own blood ill never kill myself 
this is the shit i said i always fucking dreamed about 
but i know that its something different cos its something else 

(rook) 
im underwater floating over what i am 

(rook / devi) 
black and white high-contrast manic 
where'd i put my soul in all this static 
so fucked up but honestly 
ive never felt more alive 
rotting flesh i float above it 
how did i ever become this 
damaged glowing dying soulless 
monster in a dream thats fading fast 

(devi) 
its electromagnetic noise 
or its the just smoke from the sky 
and it burns in my eyes 
and its so hot that im barely alive 
i feel reality bend 
cos i cant catch my breath 
its fucked up its been days since i slept 

(rook) 
YAAAAA!!!!!!! 
black and white high-contrast manic 
where'd i put my soul in all this static 
so fucked up but honestly 
ive never felt more alive 
rotting flesh i float above it 
how did i ever become this 
damaged glowing dying soulless 
monster in a dream thats fading fast 

(devi) 
im underwater 
im sinking fast 
being dissected 
im in heaven, seeing hell thru stained glass 

(rook / devi) 
i tried so hard to kill the past.

STATIC

The tape versions of WASTEISOLATION came out so interesting because of the format differences and like um magnetics and machines and stuffff please listen

Rip credit elliot thank u very much (http://neurotischism.com/)

free download

hear all of WASTEISOLATION here
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/wasteisolation

we have a new album out called  LOVE AND AFFECTION check it out
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/love-and-affection-for-stupid-little-bitches

	
(dizzy) 
i couldnt go 
i couldnt stay 
i couldnt... 
i couldnt... 

they tried to push me down 
but i just wiggled around until they couldnt hold me 
years and years 
they couldnt hold me 

if u turn the light on ill just run away 
i know i dont belong but i have nowhere else to stay 
im so sorry im here 
im so sorry im here 
please dont kill me 
please dont kill me 
im so sorry im here 

right into the heart of my dreams 
someone else is just trying to crush me 
but its okay 
its okay 
if i was u 
if i was a killer id just kill me too 

(rook) 
i keep myself together somehow 
(i dont want anything i just want to survive) 
stepped on too many times to count 
(i know i'm nothing to you, i know i'm not even alive) 
i hope one day my broken frame 
(i'm sorry that i scare you, i'll find a better place to hide) 
can get away, can find a place 
(i'll crawl into the corner, stay out of the light) 
that's safe 

(dizzy) 
is it really like u say? 
does it really come in waves? 
does it really work that way? 
i know ur something different 
u cant hide it 
u cant miss it 

(rook) 
i keep myself together somehow 
(i dont want anything i just want to survive) 
stepped on too many times to count 
(i know i'm a target for you, i know you don't even think twice) 
i hope one day my broken frame 
(i'm sorry that i scare you, i promise that i'll make it right) 
can get away, can find a place 
(some perfect day i know i'll no longer be part of your life) 
that's safe 

i couldnt go 
i couldnt stay 
i couldnt go 
i couldnt stay 
i couldnt stay 
i didnt stay.

WIGGLE (Cassette Rip)

You heard it on tik tok. now hear. How it sounds on real tapes! tape talk. im old can you tell im old. video clip is from an upcoming solo music video i filmed with shel in march or something but will only come out later!! its amazing tho!!

Rip credit elliot thank u very much (http://neurotischism.com/)


free download
https://soundcloud.com/black-dresses/...

hear all of WASTEISOLATION here
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/wasteisolation

we have a new album out called  LOVE AND AFFECTION check it out
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/love-and-affection-for-stupid-little-bitches

	
(dizzy) 
i wanna put u in my mouth 
i wanna crush u in my jaws 
i wanna 
i wanna put u in my mouth 

(dizzy+rook) 
i dont feel like i can be anything more than this 
(im gonna) 
i dont really want to be anything more than this 
(im gonna) 
i just wanna be whatever u want me to be 
(im gonna) 
i dont wanna have a soul 
(im gonna) 
i dont know what i am but i want u to show me 
(im gonna) 
i dont want to have the capacity to feel lonely 
(im gonna) 
i want u to destroy me so ill feel better 
(im gonna) 
i dont wanna leave this moment ever ever ever ever... 
(im gonna) 

(rook) 
I WANNA LEAVE THIS WORLD WITH YOU 
I WANNA BECOME SOMETHING BETTER WITH YOU 
I WANNA FUCK OUR BODIES INTO BROKEN SHELLS 
I WANNA LOSE OURSELVES FOREVER 

(dizzy) 
i wanna put u in my mouth 
i wanna crush u in my jaws 
i wanna 
i wanna put u in my mouth 

right in my mouth 
right in my head 
ill never let u out 
never let u 
in my mouth 
in my head 
in my soul 
i want u 
there 

(rook) 
I WANNA LEAVE THIS WORLD WITH YOU 
I WANNA BECOME SOMETHING BETTER WITH YOU 
I WANNA FUCK OUR BODIES INTO BROKEN SHELLS 
I WANNA GO TO HELL TOGETHER 

(dizzy) 
i wanna put u in my mouth

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