prod written by vocals by Me
art by 8 4 8 5

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OMEN

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

(verse) 
i thought you cared about my feelings
every night i’ve been screaming
questioning what’s life’s meaning 
what i’ve been believing 
holding on to every little thing that ever mattered
you know that my hearts been shattered
sayin that the medicine will always make me better
but every single day i always get sadder
when will i be okay
when every day feels like the fucking same
i’m holding on to all these memories 
but still i question why things won’t change

(bridge)
everyday feels like the same thing 
and i’m fucking don’t with it (i’ve had enough)
when will i 
be set free
from this life

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

(chorus)
and i keep running away from my problems
i don’t know how to solve them
you care a little less when you hit rock bottom
cloudy eyes with a tortured mind
i can see the lies as the light grows darker
it fades from white as the blade sinks deeper
i thought blood ran thicker than water
my soul has died fuckin leave me behind

blood doesn't run thicker than water (discent)

prod by @nevrfall

'pessimist' the album coming next month

lyrics:

could i rip this lowly veil away
i lay down in trenches
counting how  much of the time it takes

how the winter makes my head decay
theres a strange comfort in it
guess it makes me want to stay

i find no peace in all the voices
and my doorstep staying blocked, blunting noises
its my responsibility to keep on holding torches
cant make any promises the darkness only worsens

time froze when i left home
another night better left untold
more thoughts, another lump inside my throat
i lay back, ripping up another note

i cant stop the thoughts of distant company
you made me feel like i was something worthy then let go of me
and i cant clean the messes that i make 
theyre right in front of me 
but i just cannot give myself a chance
before im fumbling 

i find no peace in all the voices
and my doorstep staying blocked, blunting noises
its my responsibility to keep on holding torches
cant make any promises the darkness only worsens

torch (nevrfall)

EPITOME:

holding on to my chest
i’m barley breathing
cant get you out of my head
now on the floor i lay bleeding
your eyes were deceiving 

i’ll crawl until there’s nothing left of me
oh cant you set me free
from this sick life i lead
disgusted with how i look
can i even wake up from this
never ending nightmare
might as well just die here
if i’m just gonna lie here

might as well you might as well
leave me in this hell

EMPTY:

ion take care of myself
i got blood on my fuckin pants
barely eat right 
procrastinate the goddamn advance
in body process 
cause it makes me mad
cus it makes me mad
and it makes me sad

i got 10 grand inside my fuckin duffel bag 
i got 10 g pure diamonds but im empty n thats a fact
"i got, i got, i got, i got, i got,"
what you got?
doing all this talking shit but bitch aint barked but once, like

you're fake
im bait
what did u say
what did i say
i mustve said something wrong cus nothin rly ever lasted
every single time that we was otp u was blasted
i just fucking miss u man who the fuck r u now
i just need protection or else im heading 4 the ground

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no matter how hard i try i’ll never be enough w/ emptychest (fijin)

lyrics

if theres a light she gon snuff it out
if theres a heart she gon rip it out
brick walls and a mattress on the basement floor
the worst part is i bet she didnt even think at all
think to call
think to care
would u even care
u got skeletons theyre hiding underneath the stairs
she got patience for everyone but me
im just stating facts
we wasnt meant to last

if theres a light she gon snuff it out
if theres a heart she gon rip it out
and im just cold waiting for the sound
dont hmu if ur back in town

1000 miles from ur house thats up the mountains
we say our parts and the tears come like a fountain
broken hearts keep a list cus she been counting 
my head is sore could u try and keep it down
i been moving on
think im going strong
but the damage has been done
and it was fucking wrong
ay i put i on faith
u wont recognize my face
too much has fucking changed
and i dont look the same anymore

and if theres a light she gon snuff it out
if theres a heart she gon rip it out
im just cold waiting for the sound
dont hmu if ur back in town

i dont look the same anymore (pekarot)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1fpaiRDo7vbV3hObMHksYn?si=3cf2e64b78524bc9

escape – Please don't break my heart

Co-produced with @SirTreMac
Featuring @Widowsaint
Mastered by @Sephyroth
Guitar recorded by me

And I already miss you, 
I already miss you

It's only been one day since I saw you
And I already miss you,
I already miss you

And when my heart aches loud cause I lost you
It doesn't matter what we've been through
The damage is what broke you

It doesn't matter what we've been through
The damage is what broke you

And I already miss you, 
I already miss you.

And there are times when I think about you
When I look at our messages
The heartaches and happiness

And I lied
When I said that I'm fine with this
I'm defeated with emptiness
Created my own abyss

And your eyes
I miss when you made them shine
Without me they're full of life
Without me they'll never die

And I'll hide
My feelings of loneliness
I'm happy with my sadness
You're the only one I'll ever miss

[I miss you
I miss the hell out of you
And I'm sorry
And I regret it
Something reminds me of you like every day
But you not calling me for those three weeks
I mean, that like, just like ended us
I'm sorry
Will you give me a second chance?
It sucks, but it's too little too late
Because I'm seeing someone else]

And I lie to myself
Thinking that you really love me

But I'm kidding myself
Wish that I never had felt
But you tugged at all my heart strings
Didn't know it or just hardly

[Widowsaint]

Will I be ready?
Oh, I try so many times
Oh, why, do I...

When I think of you
All of my thoughts seem to disappear
There is no redemption
Maybe I'm just doomed here

I'm cutting all my losses
I refuse to be dragged down
By you

Yeah, I miss you and sometimes you cross my mind
I ask myself why the fuck am I so blind
Danger right in front of me but I keep moving forward
This is the end, I just need some comfort

Up until I met you, never have I ever been
So lost inside

I start to wonder, 
If it ever mattered

I lost my way again
I failed myself for the last time

It's only been one day since I saw you
And I already miss you,
I already miss you

And when my heart aches loud cause I lost you
It doesn't matter what we've been through
The damage is what broke you

[Why did you have to wait so long?
Hope he can be what I couldn't be
And he's lucky he's got a great girl.]

And I already miss you, 
I already miss you.

I Already Miss You

shoutout my homie for bein on this! @notaheroo

lyrics:

i’ve been drowning my sorrows in the bottom of bottles
she said i should relax and not to go full throttle 
baby just calm down and i’ll be gone by tomorrow
you say your heart has been hollowed

but have you looked at me lately?
i’m the one who needs a saving grace
her eyes they pierce so painfully
i see your face and i’m back in that place

they’ve left me with nowhere to go
i’ve been broken down and on my own
my shoulders are crushed from the weight of it all

and you’ve been laughing at me waiting for me to fall
and i lack the motivation to force myself to crawl
you held back information knowing that it’s your fault
clarification is shown behind the walls
a now known revelation planned to kill my soul

it’s hard not to fold 
underneath the mold
of what i was always told and what i’m feeling
the seasons are changing again

oh, changing again
oh, can you tell me where the times been?

(notahero)

can u hear me coming baby?
open up the front door
i know time is infinite
but i don’t think i got much more
my bones and back grow sore
u tell me i should fight
pain gets defied when i look up in ur eyes
sorrow gets diffused into energy all u gotta do is fight
it’s hard enough waking up
be my saving grace tonight
anxiety riddles me when i feel my lungs fucking up
the pressure belittle me when i don’t think that i’m blowing up
but riddle me this baby
how come i ain’t never show no signs of giving up?

full throttle w/ notahero (R3DQX x Luffy)

produced by loopy

can we start over? [prod. loopy]

[+] stop talking words are useless.
* featuring @trechorboy + @sushisai * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
you could take my love and you could throw it out
got me looking at the stars when you not around
thats why i be jaded, fuck what u be sayin
i ain't even playin when i say that i'm make it
i don't feel anymore, eyes hella sore
i got the bag and it's Christian Dior
i'm callin for you, i'm callin for you

[verse: 2 trechor boy]
gas inhalation took me on vacation 
 i never get love i hate the sensation 
a life worth lived makes no sense 
cuz  we all die in da fuckin end like

lemme paraphrase Thoreau, he said
“rather love, money, faith, show me da road”
and i uh, i guess i understand that now
dont vibe with the lies they be tellin u now

[verse 3: suisai]
stop talking words are useless
can never hold up
What did you expect it 
to be different 
Shouldlt even have to convince
but they all look from outside
Walls could cave in at
Any givin moment
it looks like its the time to
Stop wishin for it to get better
And wash that pain away
Pitter patter of rain on the rooftop
i could lay in this bed all day
  And think And listen and look 4
For a sign pls remind me again
what really matters at the end of all this

[chorus: seejayxo + trechor boy]
like i want it all too
fuck it i'll fall through
i thought i loved you
i thought i loved you
like i want it all too
fuck it you'll fall through
i thought you loved me
i thought you loved me

I Already Miss You

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