new ep, yurms and louise, garden ave delto alice, and dylan brad-y

catch a cold (louise + delto + yurms)

Clean Air (lewisgoing + proxen)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by remghost & deadat18
recorded @ goblin haven
art by bedhead
lyrics:
Sweetest saki ever tasted sweetest song he ever penned
Spent the whole night getting wasted use the day after to mend
Spend a bag and don't get paid and do not break and do not bend
I remember what you say and it’s the same until the end
Until the end never was your friend
Was your friend and you thought that I could mend
I never mend and everything I said
I never meant
You act like you don’t know every night where I go
Toward the light I’m psycho I hide behind the lamppost
Try and find me know you can’t though I’m already at the temple
You came running sprained an ankle left you on the floor so painful
Who would do this to an angel I know that I’ve got no halo
I’m not going up to heaven if I rest it must be below

ALL PLATFORMS

i never meant (+ remghost x deadat18)

old song ... (rare..)

Im so scared of it, but it already happened 
i’m so sick of this, think i’ll never be happy 

I’m so stuck and i feel so helpless 
all these drugs but i still feel empty 
I jus wanna shine like my hello kitty necklace 
yea maybe i lied i jus wanna lie in heaven 

im so scared of it, but it already happened 
I’m so sick of this, I think i’ll never be happy 

and im tweaking off the adderall 
they jealous of my swag, understandable 
i don’t check the tags when i’m at the mall 
jus hoping when i die that they’ll dance still 

take a look inside my mind it’s a landfill 
if i take this Percocet will i get cancelled?
in the after life i hit my dance tho 
smoke a blunt b4 i dip? okay then, let’s roll 

im so scared of it 
but it already happened 
i’m so sick of this 
think i’ll never be happy

It already Happened (prod. me)

thank u @sumther + @pw4prez <33

dnt think this a comeback
jst needed to cope

@zixdown

i tried to help u out,
u said that we'd be good :(
i tried to take u out
but u misunderstood
ur tellin evry1 lies
cant look u in the eye
i dnt wanna talk again 
until the day that i die...

i guess its my fault
i shouldn't have tried helpin u out </3
what i fall?
then whose gnna come n help me out :(
gave it all up 
all so u can hear me scream n shout
your name
i dnt wnt u to come back
youve been goin insane

insane,, put a bullet in my brain
to stop the pain i gain...
are u gnna keep tellin me
how u hate me again? :(
then blame me again
i did it for u
didnt want it to end <3

i guess its my fault
i shouldn't have tried helpin u out </3
what i fall?
then whose gnna come n help me out :(
gave it all up 
all so u can hear me scream n shout
your name
i dnt wnt u to come back
youve been goin insane

i cant even dream,,
i cant even think
cus u been on my mind
i had way 2many drinks //:

it went exactly how i thought
ughh
i knw u would leave
but i forgot
uhh
i cannot believe that ur gone

n i lost what i had
i lost you, my behalf,,
my arms cut in halves
n i cnt leave u in the past
ur gone now im sad :((
its ur fault,, not my bad
my eyes goin black,,
my hearts cut in halff

i dnt wnn hear frm u 
or hear frm anythin i do
u dnt wanna hear the truth,,
everything im tellin u
i dnt wanna talk 2u
for everything u put me thru
i cant evn dream at night
all i see is me & you

@sumther

always end up in a fight but i cant let you go
ive been searching for my meaning been trying to grow
i want to be by your side
dont care if it isnt right
risk it just to see you smile
youve gotten cold now, tell me why
i feel useless i cant even recognize the signs
im doing everything i could but u dont even try
got no one else ure my only pride
i need you here please dont leave my side

@zixdown

pls jst stay close
i been waiting on ur text
like “how’d your day go?” :(
if u dnt wanna hear from me
u could jst say so…
i think tht ur too good 4me
i feel like @ddayso
to much regrets in my head
i gotta lay low

i regret :( 
& everything u said 
is just spinning in my head //:
it happens once again 
i’m alone once again,,
& i can’t be surprise
this is always how it ends.

spotify

help me out ft. sumther [prod. sochi]

@0k1ro
Ok she move slow 
<3 happy holidays

Cold like snow [k1ro]

made by @jono_clyde and @emotegi

who's the enemy coming close to my home
getting harder to breathe when I'm going my own
now I'm sinkin' in my feet
crawling up in my bones
it's the heat the itch it's something unforgivable
show me the knife and I'll give you the hatchet
don't you wanna see given how bad we've had it
it's giving way on me but I don't like the answers
can you hear it sing let's beat the bastard

neighbors stare at me cuz I don't speak the language
all I wanna do is make everyone happy
the anguish the pain hits everything that I ain't wish
burdened on a bunch a stupid kids that are blameless
itchin' like an addict paranoided black static
who's that creepin 'round town I think I've had it
baseball bat shit crazy apologetics
who's that creepin 'round the bones in

idunno the extended lyrics plus i cant clean this shit :p

emotegi - something unforgivable (full - live ver.)

lyrics:

Can’t hear myself anymore
Destruction starts at the core 
There’s a god in my heart
w a angelic sword
You broke through my wards 
Supposedly 
Too much pressure to be perfect
I might retreat [x2]

~
I can’t deny
the other me 
Tethering 
Lecturing
To keep in line 
But I won’t die
Without a fight
~

Why are you troubling me  
Spirit just leave me be
My eyes are prone to bleed
The sky is red to me  
~
A withering holy tree
A promise you’ll never keep
~
Phantom lights
You fantasize 
You know I’m dead inside
I’m half alive 
Try to change the scene 
I need a kingdom key
I need surgery
To feel complete  

Can’t hear myself anymore
Destruction starts at the core 
There’s a god in my heart
w a angelic sword
You broke through my wards 
Supposedly 
Too much pressure to be perfect
I might retreat

joyeuse! (HURTWINDS + TAKUORI)

Prod me
With @rit_hk
Lyrics: [51five]
You Coud Be tha 1
Come n Pick me Upp
You Coudd Be tha 1
Ur more Than Enoughg
You Coud Be tha 11
but I Knn,ow that i Suck
i Feel like immma Bug
i Nnever been Enough.

What the fuck, feelLike Crashin Out
Cantt face The feeling Feel like Blackinng Out
i Need2 ask u Whattwas That About
But it Dont matter What Come outtMy Mouth
Money up But Im Sadder nNow
I Dont mattewr I Should CloseMy  Mouth
iDont Matter u Should Close Me Out
iDont matter u Shouldd closeMe outt

You Coud Be tha 1
Come n Pick me Upp
You Coudd Be tha 1
Ur more Than Enoughg
You Coud Be tha 11
but I Knn,ow that i Suck
i Feel like immma Bug
i Nnever been Enough.

[Rit]

You can be the one and u could tell me what from me 
I suck at keeping secrets heard a whisper ur the one for me
I just need a reason nd ur keeping me above it
Hard to stop the bleeding if im honest yea i love it

U cud be the one 
Text me when ur gone
Kiss me when u want
Kill me when ur done

U cud be the one 
U cud be the one 
Wanna take u out but i can never see the sun
I know its wrong

Im Getting butterflies to see u when u get home
And I cud cut my arms off and still find a way to hold u close
But wud u hold me close
Tell me things to fill the hole
Cause ive been living as a half and u could make me whole
Still racking lines and passing time its all i ever know
Just kiss me in the snow
last scene of my favorite show 

And when our lips get pulled apart thats when the curtain close
Thats when i feel alone
U cud be the one thats all ive ever known

<3333333333333333333333333333

til yr dead w/ ebnyrave ☆ prod. benjithemachine + pinkperc

fridvy

Related tracks