NÄCHTLICH "Satanas Solum Initium Est" LP/CD

Cover art by me

Lyrics:
Waking up, I drag myself out of bed
I can’t escape this overwhelming sense of dread
When it finally feels like I can spend
My life like I want
I’ve got a new thing, but im down the same hole again

Try my best at writing
Some meaning into whining 
Rhyme hypnotize with nacho fries
Like it means anything
All the kids around my age
Are planning out their dreams
Im still trying to figure out
Why I’m so bad at everything

Riding in a bus at dawn,
to go back to the place I hate, 
everything is hanging onto,
another one of my mistakes
There’s someone I knew in highschool sitting right across the aisle
I knew she wouldn’t recognize me
She’s got a gun inside her Bible

My thoughts betray my conscience 
Feel like I’m lying to myself
What difference would it make
Its what I do with everyone else
No one’s called me in 6 months
No one cares if I need help
But yet they come to me with problems
That they could have fixed themselves

Can’t help over thinking
(Ive got a new thing but I’m down the same hole again)
I feel like I’m sinking
(Ive got a new thing but I’m down the same hole again)
Can’t help over thinking
(Ive got a new thing but I’m down the same hole again)
I feel like I’m shrinking 
(Ive got a new thing but I’m down the same hole again)

New Thing

pain overload- ratrace (repost)

I cant seem to remember
the way that I lost my fire
Now I'm trying to
rekindle the embers

I could handwrite a letter
pick a pretty paper with a floral design
What a waste of time that would be

but sometimes its fine
to waste a little time
and I'll waste my time with you
if you waste your time with me

I could go on a long drive
admire the sunrise
from an interstate view
any time that I wanted to

I could sit down for hours
On a couch with you staring at the CRT
What a waste of time that would be

don't you talk to me like that
like you're all the things I lack
i've been wasting all my time
but i'm never looking back

till my voice it fades to dust
and my skin begins to crack
it was never really lust
i just don't know how to act

but sometimes it's fine
to waste a little time
but sometimes it's fine
to waste a little time

but sometimes its fine
to waste a little time
but sometimes its fine
to waste a little time
and I'll waste my time with you
if you waste your time with me

Wasted Time (c9k x fwuppy)

heart perceive voided cavity 
do you feel my gravity
draw within my energy 
as absorb 
while spit out
endure how 
much i maintain me 
suffer sight through 
boths own eyes deep into
saw the hand as it wrote 
everything to be
thats how i know all 
like only
fate destined 
within flow of causality 
i do not require anything at all
not even substance 
to end my physical 
i just leave my body 
when felt needed be 
Mahasamadhi
i will live immortally 
because 
can will grow root forever
and i desire to 
glimpse you all 
fragile and expire
or no less up till 
i interdiction want  
nonetheless 
im all time progress 
impulse to 


i pay no attention 
regarding the time 
that will come 
watch it preparatory to happening
so knowledge of 
when its going to
the past this far ensue 
uncontrollable in the moment
so null regards of to 
and i really be deprive negligent everyone 
 i will not 
waste time and energy on any of you
one above a lil ant to me 
the devil he none to me 
would sign his deal
but its precisely 
me signing me 
destined to be 
engraved in stone 
charged escorted 
dried blood
i observe my agony
out possession 
of life times before 
i endure my suffering 
from universe's before 
never tell me 
how to live 
long breath 
draw died 
too real 
until the day im dead and die 
even longing after
will to shatter away 
out once again 
of everybody else's 
temporal earthly concerns 
if you mess with every side
constraint eternally featureless cogitate to talk me
as if you ever think anyhow
###SHRYNE ###666HOULTR4P ###MSK ###GST

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silly Filk Song that kept repeating in my head when I was playing Helldivers, might finish it... I also wrote my own Helldivers song but Idk if I wanna drop that now

NÄCHTLICH "Satanas Solum Initium Est" LP/CD

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