so it’s a cover of a cover. but the original cover isn’t really a cover, more of a reimagining, covered by the guy who wrote the very first “swallower of bile”. isn’t that interesting!

Swallower of Bile - Giles Corey cover

I Hate Myself - Demo

grof - guitar, lead vox, drum machines
max - bass, backup vox

everything you’ve ever done is wrong
and you can hold your breath for it but you’re still tempting god
you are a sinner and a thief, and a liar and a cheat
and the only thing for which you can declare
is that hell is real and you’re going there

will you not answer me?
will i still suffer if dogs stay asleep?

you can isolate and sharpen up your knife
and you can wait for god to end your sorry life
but it’ll never be enough
it’ll never be enough
it’ll never be enough
and you will not be spared
because hell is real and you’re going there

will you not answer me?
will i still suffer if dogs stay asleep?

the universe will never answer the thoughts and prayers of anyone

Little Sister - Thoughts//Prayers

Burial Song - Demo

A Doom So Great It Devours The Sun -Demo

Lyrics:

i will piss and i will moan til i am old and fucking sore
in my dreams i’m doing coke with city trash and we’re lying down on the floor
i’ll hold myself accountable for things i did a year ago but never really see
everything i hate about you is seeping into me
when i was young
i was a useless fucking hack
not much has changed since childhood
and i’d really be lying if i said that i had your back
but now i live alone and i don’t know what to do
i wanna go back home
where all i’ll really do is piss and moan
well i’m not really here
and you’ve never seen my face
wipe me from your memory
and wash away my stain
hold me down upon the ground
and kick me like a dog
wipe me from your memory
get rid of all this fog
i’ll hold my breath and then i’ll wait for the applause
in my dreams i’m sniffing keys with the middle class and we joke about finding god
curse about my childhood and blame it on my mother but never really see
everything i hate about her is seeping into me
the other day i wrote myself a note
“how to fail in 20 years”
it would really be funny if i intended it as a joke 
but now im old and terrified and i dont know what to do
i dont have a clue
and ive really got nothing left to lose
well i’m not really here
and you’ve never seen my face
wipe me from your memory
and wash away my stain
hold me down upon the ground
and kick me like a dog
wipe me from your memory
get rid of all this fog
i will piss and i will moan til i am old and fucking sore
and now i’m doing coke with city trash and lying down on the floor
now i’m doing coke with city trash and lying down on the floor

City Trash

LYRICS:

I could wrap my arms around your waist to prove
I am nothing if not subservient to you
And I would carve your name into a stone to keep by my side
In case you don’t feel the same

And you are the only thing that matters to me
And I know that nothing I do could ever mean a thing
I would try to speak but nothing comes to mind
I guess I’ll leave it all behind

You could wrap your hands around my neck to see
I completely agree
I completely agree
Take me down, make my body bleed
I willtell you what I see
I will tell you what I see

And you can tell me what to say
And put me in my place
It’s okay
It’s okay
It’s okay
It’s okay

You could wrap your hands around my neck to see
You’re exactly like me
You’re exactly like me
Take me down, I would not disagree
I can tell you what I’ve seen
I can tell you what I’ve seen

I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

Stranglehold - Demo

demos, unfinished songs, and general oddities from my back catalogue.

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