if you can hear this it's already too late ...

BLACK MATH: MESSY WITH A LISP

Minus one and the sun rising
Trying to get a message to you
I wonder do you receive them
Am I getting through to you

I am awoken, I'm seeing all of your symbols
All the signals that you've left for me
So animal, picking up scent,
I can't even articulate what it is I see

And you say "I got you outta this
Now whaddya got for me?
I got you outta this
Now whaddya got whaddya got?"

Drowning in the sun babe, sun babe, and frost
Drowning in the sun babe,
and the sense of something lost
Drowning in the sun babe, sun babe, and frost, 
And you've stopped reading my eyes too 
You've stopped reading my eyes 

Now I've dug up the treasure 
I can take back what's mine 
Give me every music and pleasure 
I am the truest ever lie 

I am awoken, I'm seeing all of your symbols
All the signals that you've left for me
I haven't yet stepped wrong but I keep losing my keys 
Am I losing my way too? 

And you say... (chorus) 

I don't want to do any damage
Not every fire has to ravage
No fuel you burn can keep you at my pace
Just sit back and watch me blaze 

I am awoken... (chorus) 

Now just when I should be mild
I find myself all aflame 
Now I find myself to be wild
Just when I thought that I was tamed.. 

Minus One

The Field Between: Music and Anti-Music

This artistic manifesto explores sound in the liminal space between music and anti-music—a generative field where the "unheard" insists on being felt rather than understood.
Music as Architecture: Music is framed as humanity's system for creating order and meaning from sonic chaos. It organizes, names, and classifies sound, offering maps and directions through auditory experience. Music builds bridges of meaning, structures time into comprehensible sequences, and domesticates temporal flow so it "makes sense." Fundamentally, music expresses gratitude for the recognizable, providing belonging and comfort through shared patterns and familiar structures.

Anti-Music as Invitation: Contrary to negation or rupture, anti-music is a profound expansion of sonic possibility. It doesn't destroy—it invites. This is an invitation to perceive differently, to embrace the unmapped and un-coded as valid artistic territory. Anti-music offers "foreignness not as exile, but as adventure"—a chance to be a stranger in one's own sensory experience. It presents the sublime: beauty in what escapes comprehension, abysses that aren't empty but full of strange possibilities "without baptism." Where music domesticates time, anti-music offers time without domestication. It expresses gratitude for mystery itself.

The Fertile In-Between: The work's core focus is the vibrant field existing between these poles—not a void but a charged space of becoming where the "inaudito" (unheard) insists, overflows, conspires, and expands. This recognition acknowledges that understanding is also limitation; every definition closes secret doors. Each act of comprehension loses infinite other readings.
Intuitive Reconnection: The practice seeks to reconnect with pre-lingual perception—sensing vibrations the body intuits without understanding. "In this not-understanding, I reconnect." This return to the un-codified is the core artistic act.

Unified Philosophy: Music and anti-music aren't opposing forces but symbiotic partners coexisting in the same sonic space. The work celebrates both the understood and its beyond, residing in what anti-music reveals: a "fenda linda"—a beautiful fissure in the fabric of the known, from which new ways of hearing and being emerge.

Ignoto (140 BPM)

The 60's were a good era for 'psychedelic' music - at least, this is what's said. Allow me some visual clanging and flip that 6 to a 9 and talk about the Seattle 90's, also effluent in the 'psychedelic':

"I’ve been listening to old Nirvana bootlegs. I can say my music is influenced by the smashing of instruments at the end of their gigs. Each one is a unique orchestration but within a structure until it exhausts itself. It’s not random or just noise. There is a timing and build of tension. It is even more dramatic to only hear it rather than to watch it.

Kurt Cobain used to make music by surfing the radio and piecing it together with no editing, like early musique concrete collages. He had an old cassette recorder where you have to push the record and play buttons together and then push pause. You can hear the clicks, the getting up to speed..."*

...the tape warbles, and the shitilly timed stops.

*excerpted from the conversation with Tom Moody (www.tommoody.us/archives/2020/12/04/on-breaking-the-square-a-conversation-between-john-parker-and-tom-moody/)

Always live and improvised: Step.4D™ by St Celfer™.

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BLACK MATH - [EVP]

Just distracted by the time I got home from outer space in the attic and the girls got a new bed for the last few lines of the videos of the things that I have been doing with benji left his cock even though he's not coming back to me just to make it to the doctor today and I was just like it is going out to get the ball and chain and he was a rough sex drive and the boys will love to be able and Benji came to the funeral and they said that he will call me when he needs some time but the only one that has to go out for dinner with you to be happy with you or do it for you guys and hope that need and I have been in touch my hands are so beautiful girl in the same thing but it was like I have to get my attention like a good idea to get a new man that sounds fun but for you and the family I am willing to work with them on a related note I am back with the other time I didn't know that was in a rush to pull out his name is Ben and I don't want you getting close enough to be the next visit to see if I am a little confused I am a little confused and Benji is still in the hospital for the next hour or so it sounded like I was just a joke to you about this but it all feels like a replacement for the time being I am willing to swap out the door for the rest of my drastic change the name on my way back from my expertise in hiding what I did with Kev on my way back from my trip to see my dad is not a valid extradimensional laceration to the thread of the fates and I knocked that motherfucker out of the shower when I saw the way he looks at your leisure and your little sister is in love with the shape of the things that I made him go back to sleep with the new guy but oh me too she humped his leg last night and then he told My MAN BUT HE IS DELIBERATELY off the phone with my man and he said that he was a little confused about the sex we had with him but I am not the same as last time I was here and Benji is the fucking cunt who was in charge of their sex cult ritual magic die waiting for the day you finally flip-the-script hitch-a-ride switch to flirt with that monster and see what happens when you talk to the devil whilst drinking a cup of Coke, zero.

[STARKITE] feat. Sister Scarlett Succubine

Thanks to Rasping Boy (@novpko) for allowing me to rework his track :)

Tephomab did it again.

Rasping Boy - Uncultivated (Tephomab's UnRedux)

Moon shines, dance to the trees
Where she may live

Unreachable House

After All This Rain

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Hope in Earth at Gasteiz

Curvaceous saxophone courtesy of Jonathan Ogara (https://soundcloud.com/allopenelectrics)
Video: https://youtu.be/vNYwDHQgydM

You wake, with senses opaque, to the fuse of your muse, confused by the shape of things that have gone, departed, confined, but with saccharine grief left behind, and the certainty that you find in the memory banks of the past, you contrast with the doubts and the fear of what horrors are yet to appear, but the now and the here is a shape that you cannot control, and it shifts and it squirms as you grasp to try and make sense of the present tense

And it takes all your nerve to flatten the area under the curve
And it takes all your nerve to flatten the area under the curve

The Curve

When the Truth is labelled a conspiracy while Hollywood continues to Dumb us Down and the Faceless Manipulators of Power allow corrupt men with no morals or real compassion to stay in power, Dangerous Delusions abound.

Dangerous Delusions

Will (September 2020)

b-sides, rejects, and other odd snippets from the various recording projects and live acts of benji lais and co. a snuff flick casting couch.

featuring lunaCanceria, paul whyte, nick deluca, kc fresh, koala rae, jim conner, chekka rios, native dave, sister scarlett succubine, heidi gusts, scoth johnson, path annu, and others to be announced.

Sermons, Prayers and Confessionals brought to you by the Clergy and Congregants of Bayou Love Ministries.

Written By: Rev. B. Love
The Hi! Priestess Koala Rae
Sister Scarlett Succubine

with Special Guest appearances by:

E. Damn Lie
Anomaly Jones
Sven Severin
Ilsa Vade

. . .and many, MANY more!

[STARKITE] feat. Sister Scarlett Succubine

BLACK MATH (MESSY WITH A LISP)

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