Love Will Find Me

I want it rough.
I want it hot.
I want it drunk,
And I want it fake.

So, gimme and I'll take.
It's genuine to hate,
So, show me love.

I just wanna fuck,
Mercilessly fuck,
Without an ounce of love.

I wanna smoke and drink.
I don't wanna think.
I don't want to have fun.

I'll take you down
And bring you under with me,
Because lord knows they love me ugly.

I'll have nails for breakfast
And tacks for snacks;
Drink this coffee black as midnight
In a dose of heart attack.

I'll be your nightmare lover
And obliterate my health.
It sure as hell won't be that fun,
But I can't control myself.

I always said before:
"I never wanted more,
"But you're so beautiful!"
(I just wanna score)

I will play the ghost,
And you, the willing host.
A whisper at the most:
"I'll be your..."

I bet you think you're such hot shit with that devil-may-care attitude and cigarette on your lips, but I see right through that hollow and loveless shell of yours.

I can't control myself...

Blackout Summer