Track from my album Eigengrau. Listen full album here: https://band.link/Ez2Wg

Eigengrau

The Only Place Where I Felt Really Good

Confabulation

I Wish I Were Blind

Under The Northern Sky

The Cage

[Verse 1]
I don't remember
How many days have passed
It's only me here
Searching through my mind

Drifting lost in endless sea
I feel like I am a waste of me

It's all an illusion
Of some broken God.
What can I escape from
When İ fell apart

The world around me is moving on
But I can't keep up anymore

[Chorus 1]
Anymore, once more
Anymore and I can't be sure

[Verse 2]
Ohh,
I reach and I climb,
I'm almost at the top
It feels like I’ve lost
I really need a pit stop

Torn apart by who to be
I feel like I am a waste of me

Can't stop pretending
That everything is gone
No matter what I do
or haven't done.

The world around me is moving on
But I can't keep up anymore

[Chorus 2]
Anymore, once more
Anymore and I can't be sure

Waste of Me

This song is a tender and heartfelt ode to love that brings life back after years of emotional emptiness. Through images of light breaking through darkness, magic in everyday moments, and feelings that defy explanation, the narrator conveys how deep connection and attraction can awaken even the most tired soul. Despite a subtle undercurrent of uncertainty and longing — “you don’t know…” — the song remains luminous, reminding us that love has the power to heal and reignite the fire within.

LYRICS

[Verse 1]
Since you came
You breathed me life
Every breath you’re taking
Turns the dark to light

When you laugh
Clouds disappear
You don’t have to touch me
Just to pull me near

[Pre-chorus]
But you don't know
You don't know

[Chorus]
Let me take you through the night
Where stars are full of light
Your smile sparks up the air
Feels like magic everywhere

Let me gently hold your hand
Let me help you understand
Feeling things I can’t explain 
Like I’m young and free again

Make me feel alive

[Verse 2]
You seem so near
But then disappear
Tell me all your secrets
You keep so deep

Could be a dream
Or it’s true
Holding onto pieces
That lead me to you

[Chorus]
Let me take you through the night
Where stars are full of light
Your smile sparks up the air
Feels like magic everywhere

Let me gently hold your hand
Let me help you understand
Feeling things I can’t explain 
Like I’m young and free again

Make me feel alive

[Pre-chorus]
But you don't know
You don't know

[Chorus]
Let me take you through the night
Where stars are full of light
Your smile sparks up the air
Feels like magic everywhere

After many years of lies
Love breaks through the dark disguise
Feeling things I can’t explain
Like I’m young and free again

[Outro]
Make me feel alive
Make me feel alive

Make Me Feel Alive

“BY MYSELF” is a lively chanson-inspired song that transforms a painful story of betrayal into a spirited statement of freedom. Behind the playful rhythm lies a sharp narrative: years of waiting and devotion shattered by lies and fleeting lust, yet instead of despair the voice rises with determination. It’s a track where irony meets resilience — an energetic, bittersweet anthem about breaking away, regaining dignity, and building a new life on your own terms.

LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
I've been waiting for many years
For this meeting with you
So much hardship in distant lands
Dreams have been dreams for so long

I am alone in the forgotten ice
Excited to return my home
But you don't want to waste your time
Your heart now beats where free winds roam

[Pre-Chorus]
And I have no choice but to say

[Chorus]
I can solve it by myself
I can stand up by myself
I can make it right by myself
I will build it by myself

[Verse 2]
So you don't need me
Why did you lie to me?
Like a selfish, like a coward,
Your desire for lust with him
Stronger than my true love

You are walking down the street
Looking for temptations around
Conscience forgotten at home
A veil before your eyes

[Pre-Chorus]
And I have no choice but to say

[Chorus]
I can solve it by myself
I can stand up by myself
I can make it right by myself
I will build it by myself

[Bridge]
You don't need my love
You don't need my love

[Chorus]
I can solve it by myself
I can stand up by myself
I can make it right by myself
I will build it by myself

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