Completely strong track explaining who the fuck I am and what the fuck a fucking fucked-up goth kid is for me. Architecture, black, blood and decadence is what we love. Be positive and love what you naturally love. Turn the volume up on this track and be part of it.
Written, Composed, Produced and Mixed by BlackWing

Go†h Kid

Composed by Fredvik
Produced by BlackWing

2019 NEBULA and the wandering souls 

INSTRUMENTAL

NEBULA I

Fog's Never Been So Thick

Written and Produced by BlackWing
Composed by Fredvik

2019 NEBULA and the wandering souls

Lyrics:

truth lies between their lips
and I just have to trust their words
when they say that I'm a freak
I cheer because at least I'm not in their world

they say I'm sad, but do they know what sad means? 
I'm sure that they don't know
when I'm not here I meet happiness
when I'm around here I see their faces
and that's when I understand the meaning of sadness
when they are near me
I'm sad when they are near me

truth lies between their souls
when they make you think that they are bold
but if you get a little closer
you will see that everything is just a blur

they say I'm sad, but do they know what sad means?
I'm sure that they don't know
when I'm not here I meet happiness
when I'm around here I see their faces
and that's when I understand the meaning of sadness
when they are near me
I'm sad when they are near me

I'm Sad When They Are Near Me

Written and Produced by BlackWing
Composed by Fredvik

2019 NEBULA and the wandering souls

Lyrics:

I find something in the wind
bird flies higher than I think
and I start to disbelieve
what they say is all a lie
now I only trust my eyes
and I won't apologize

don't explain who you are
just believe in the stars
on your own you will learn
everything, on your own

they taught me a lot of things
but what if they were wrong, I mean
maybe it's all a dream
I wake up and walk my path
and I won't look behind my past
future is coming fast

don't explain who you are
just believe in the stars
on your own you will learn
everything, on your own
on your own
you will learn everything on your own

I open my eyes and learn
all I have's what I deserve
negative has to burn
I open my mind and think
about all I need to learn, at least
I have some things to see

don't explain who you are
just believe in the stars
on your own you will learn
everything, on your own
on your own
you will learn everything on your own

On Your Own

Written and Produced by BlackWing
Composed by Fredvik

2019 NEBULA and the wandering souls

Lyrics:

you stare at me from head to toe
like you're calculating the square root of four
it's easy, it's two and there is no use
pretending you are looking somewhere else, don't you? 
you start to laugh, I've had enough
you're boring me, the same story
I heard once, twice or thousand times
create another story in which you will die

the most beautiful story
the most entertaining story

you're constantly looking at me
am I your dream? your secret dream
go to the beach and leave me here
among the graves I feel ok
you start to smile, but can you understand?
what there's inside, you'll never understand
my story's mine, you'll criticize
every life, but when you die's

the most beautiful story
the most entertaining story

The Most Entertaining Story

Written and Produced by BlackWing
Composed by Fredvik

2019 NEBULA and the wandering souls

Lyrics:

the way has changed to live our life
and I don't want to criticize
but every thought in my mind
grows more and more, I'm paralyzed 
a new way has come to communicate
and I am not the one who wants to debate
that picture is fake, this picture's the same
I start to believe that we're living the change

don't trust the picture
don't trust my picture
don't trust their picture
just trust the creature
of your own future
don't trust the picture
just be the creature
of your own future

everyone is chasing the fame
or at least something similar to the grace
charm and beauty would be in their brains
but would the people trust what they try to say?
they want to be free, they want to be brave
and still am I the one who wants to debate?
go out, you are free, go out and be brave
that picture's still fake but believe in the day

and do you think you're living free?

don't trust the picture
don't trust my picture
don't trust their picture
just trust the creature
of your own future
don't trust the picture
just be the creature
of your own future

Don't Trust The Picture

Composed and Produced by BlackWing

2019 NEBULA and the wandering souls

INSTRUMENTAL

Fog's Going Underground

MUSIC SELECTION by DJ DISORDER

▪The Agnes Circle - Sister Flux
▪Asylum party - Pure joy in my Heart
▪Hidden house - Hide
▪Depeche Mode - Photographic
▪Daeonia - Alice
▪She Past Away - Disko Anksiyete
▪Sixth June - End of the Time
▪I.R.L. - Liquid Lover
▪ Lebanon Hanover - Petals
▪ Selofan - I'm Addicted
▪ Light Asylum - Dark Allies
▪ Under The Skin - Wave
▪Clan of Xymos - A Day
▪Neon - Dark Age
▪The Cruxshadows - Deception
▪Blutengel - Seelenschmerz

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Last chapter of my upcoming abum "The London Chronicles: A Story by BlackWing". Orchestral, dramatic and decadent but still ultra-electronic and danceable.
A story of a suicide of emotions, the fall and rise of a soul, the fighting to find who I am and the search for the biggest love I have. The love for myself...

raw art to express and exorcise myself.

LYRICS:

I packed my bags
I travelled inside my head 
and now I feel brand new
while I whisper to the moon
the road was so long
I lost and found my control
I took my bravery and rose 
above the hell in my soul

the hell in my soul
I lost and found control

all the stages of my life
brought me to the light
on the surface, breathing again my dreams
Uranus put me here
and it wiped away my tears
on the surface now I'm ready to believe
reinvention is necessary if you suffer again
on the surface you will breathe
my creations are necessary while I suffer inside
on the surface I'm breathing

I am going home alone
but I don't feel sad anymore
I will always miss the ones I loved, I want them all
but the memories will help my soul
to be stronger than before
on the surface I am walking free and I pray I won't fall

let me put this thing straight
love is passion, love's decay
on the surface in the end you'll understand
everything needs to change
love's addiction, love is faith
on the surface trust, believe your inner self
reinvention is necessary if you suffer again
on the surface you will breathe
my creations are necessary while I suffer inside
on the surface I'm breathing

I am going home alone
but I don't feel sad anymore
I will always miss the ones I loved, I want them all
but the memories will help my soul
to be stronger than before
on the surface I am walking free and I pray I won't fall

I'm going home alone
but I don't feel alone
I'm going home alone
but I don't feel sad anymore, anymore

on the surface I'm breathing
I hope I'm not only dreaming
I reached the shore of my beliefs
and now I'm walking home alone

but I'm never really alone
because the moon healed my soul...

I am going home alone
but I don't feel sad anymore
I will always miss the ones I loved, I want them all
but the memories will help my soul
to be stronger than before
on the surface I am walking free and I pray I won't fall

I'm going home alone
but I don't feel alone
I'm going home alone
but I don't feel sad anymore, anymore

because the moon healed my soul...

The London Chronicles: A Story by BlackWing

...On The Surface I'm Breathing

First track I'm releasing since I started producing with LMMS. Quarantine vibes here.

OCEANIA

DECONSTRUCTION

My mind is always singing melodies that I need to write down with my keyboard. My mind is always thinking of words of wisdom, decay, personal life, human rights, LGBT rights, love, family and so on. I was a child when music and songwriting entered inside my cage. I'm locked up in it. My door is closed and if you get inside please be kind and nice to understand everyone's life is different and that everyone's way to see life is different. Music is freedom, trust me.

...On The Surface I'm Breathing

BlackWing

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