@fableforestgreen: no its take a step >:/

Music I find that I think is good v3

produced by saint tomorrow and taylor morgan
tiny backing on the chorus and cool watercolour painting by 8485

RESTORE feat. midwxst (saint tomorrow+taylor morgan)

prod. jody x jkei

lyrics
--------
they said they need me
but they don't believe me
the fans turning greedy bout what i do
reading and weeping
i'm stuck to the ceiling
i write out my feelings
what i've been through
they said they see me
i vanish houdini
yeah i'm falling freely
in solitude
i pick up the pace
& i wipe off my face
i'm all over the place 
at this altitude
x2

i can't see when you cover my eyes
oh what a pleasant surprise
you let the light back inside
and i can't breathe when i'm too scared to try
so i'll just stare at the sky
until the sun starts to rise
and i fear that everything that i've done
up until this point is nothing 
yeah i'm zero to one
i've been tripping over cables that my mind has unspun
but then i plug myself back in before the night doesn't come

yeah the acid ate the casing off my battery pack
left my body on low power mode with panic attacks
found an outlet in the wall but hit the floor for a nap
i don't think i can get up yeah imma call it a wrap
now my visions getting blurry but my eyes are intact
all my memories erased and every movement is tracked
i don't think i am a human just a vessel of tracks
so if you listen to this song please put the volume to max

so i can hear it
i've become a spirit
i'm talking to you through this microphone
i think i've died
now i'm hollow inside
and i'm lost in a world where i'm all alone

music video

altitude (prod. jody x jkei)

old, the mix is shitty af, but i liked it so here it is :)

hate

art by 8485

prod @degenerate69

backing vocals by grandee

SPOTIFY https://open.spotify.com/track/5YlSM6ZWbzCfigJzZdcPNU?si=aEljvQ4nTZud-Au20w8h4Q

take loop (dgen)

produced by delto and angelus

art by oddy

order:
blackwinterwells (hook)
dolly
dylann
chach
angelus
kuru
(hook)
grandee
delto
ways
4am
(hook)
wubz
noki
stef
mental
blxty
(hook)

helix tears - tell me feat. goonncity, noheart, novagang and friends (prod. delto, angelus)

prod by me

lyrics:
close the door in my face
stuck can’t message anyway
twisted up my ends
twisted up my ends

i can’t stop picking up the pieces
life sucks when it doesn’t have a reason 
had no fun picking up the ends
i can’t stop picking up the ends 

last night i was busy talking to myself
i lied now i’m busy talking to the shelves 
i tried but how can u forgive urself
i couldn’t forgive myself

slam my head on the door just for fun
call my friend say wassup and that i’m fine
nobody helps cause our interest don’t align
no plans so i don’t have to go outside

oh well i’m fine laying here all day
4 walls called home that i can’t escape
at night dark thoughts take a funny shape
lights out blinds closed with the windows draped

stream ❄️

ends

@sebseb122
also on matter! https://app.matter.online/tracks/63712

Backdoor

Stream

Backdoor FT. SEBii

ft. @josslockwood
guitar by @kayzelledagum
mixing by me & @nathan_dagum
cover art by @destructionmanual on instagram

time w/ joss lockwood (st jimmy + kayzelle)

guitar by @ayyitsryo
mixed by me & @nathan_dagum
prod & performed by me:p

lyrics:

〔verse〕
recommended on twitter y u follow my friend
every step i take u always end up haunting my head
we can't even have a conversation
leaving me to think in bed this contemplation

stupid little small boy won't suffice
he jus busy thinking over suicide
and he's watched the sun rise too many times and it's about that time that he'd end his life

〔hook〕
10 bars in his mouth and muffled words
couldn't stop him from getting worse
he lifts his body right from this curse i wish he didn't make it hurt
it's all okay

〔verse〕
and she kiss me the next day ignore for the season
and we go back 2 texting ignore all the reasons
but it never ends up in my favor
i really only hope that u would see me later

sunlight gray skies touch on my head
i would rather spend all of today in bed
why u keep buzzing my phone
i'm busy falling asleep
pretend that nobody home
i'm crying under the sheets

dw abt me
i promise u i'm cool
i'm busy picking debris
i'm leaving u & school
i live inside my head
ur pants beside my bed
hold this glock to my head i go ahead n pull the trigger

〔hook〕
10 bars in his mouth and muffled words
couldn't stop him from getting worse
he lifts his body right from this curse i wish he didn't make it hurt
it's all okay

muffled words (st jimmy + ryo)

produced by me and https://soundcloud.com/ogpichu
produced by me @scrufff and https://soundcloud.com/ogpichu
produced by me and https://soundcloud.com/ogpichu

mixed and mastered by me

//LYRICS:

didn't care about it in the first place
how do you look so good on your worst day
it's not fair at all, how I feel great
ion gotta care at all, how you antagonize me

i'm, so, done wit it all
gotta life, imma throw it away overall
it's like week, after week, i'm so done get it off
but eventually... you know we all go fall away
(that again)

nevermind, imma stop talking bout my time
got so much ice up on my wrist I can't get caught between the lines
i don't know you anymore so i don't know why you just try
it's cool, but i don't really even wanna die

it's cool, but i don't really even wanna try
are you ok, I don't really even wanna lie
stop acting, like it's not ok to cry
it doesn't really have to be ok to say goodbye
(that again)

thank you for listening!!!!

i'm so done

spotify

wow look another sonG
this 1 is OFF da ep 
shoutout da homiez https://soundcloud.com/sanriorose 
N https://soundcloud.com/guamii + https://soundcloud.com/m2k3x 4 DA PRODD
lyrics: 

"hahahaha! idk wat da fuck we doin but its good vibez only!(its twinem!) 
GOOD VIBES ONLY! LETS GOOO" 

woah 
i been feelin sharp 
i can show u how to get these bands i can show u how 2 do it
i jus pull up ina car
push a few buttons ona screen honestly itz rly stupid

U stupid stupid 
keep talkin ima busT
its rly nuthing 2 it 
i guess i just still have my touch 
if i do it do it 
then ima do it outa love 
all this pain acrewin
i think im gonna pack it up 
keep feelin the joy 
nothings promised... 
u might only feel it once 
i keep 2 to 3 toys 
if they talkin.. then ima have to load em up!


shoot shoot shoot 
dont lemme catch U 
she wus talkin all that shit now she like lemme text u
i guess i get bored easily im onto the next view 
im like baby whatever happens i still respect u 
keep naggin Ugh
i think ive had enough 
all this bullshit that ur spittin, it aint addin up 
i keep a raCC or PLUS+++ . its rly cavernous 
im way2 efficient like im fishin, i cant cast enough 

N i dont even ask 4 much 
but when i take the cash im dashin off 
why U talkin tuff??
ima hit ignore on2 another DUB


U stupid stupid 
keep talkin ima busT
its rly nuthing 2 it 
i guess i just still have my touch 
if i do it do it 
then ima do it outa love 
all this pain acrewin
i think im gonna pack it up 
keep feelin the joy 
nothings promised... 
u might only feel it once 
i keep 2 to 3 toys 
if they talkin.. then ima have to load em up!

ur super stupid i do not fw what ur doin
lets get to it u kno i dont like to stall
ur super clueless if u dont think that im a star
nascar dashcar this a fast car
i jus want the bandzzz can u pls shut up
imma leave him extinct like a dodo
ihitrockbottom ;))) like i hit bedrock
n i can do what they do but i do it better
i need u to fess up put ya best up
put ya vest up we aimin fa da neck up
ya bitch gon give me neck now
i need a doctor bitch i need a checkup
u did too much n now i think ur super... 


U stupid stupid 
keep talkin ima busT
its rly nuthing 2 it 
i guess i just still have my touch 
if i do it do it 
then ima do it outa love 
all this pain acrewin
i think im gonna pack it up 
keep feelin the joy 
nothings promised... 
u might only feel it once 
i keep 2 to 3 toys 
if they talkin.. then ima have to load em up!


i been feelin sharp 
i can show u how to get these bands i can show u how 2 do it
i jus pull up ina car
push a few buttons ona screen honestly itz rly stupid

stUpid.stUpid w/ dolly (guami + m2k)

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-
(i don’t love you)
(lemme, lemme book your room [no dad] at a hotel for a [no, dad] couple of nights, why [dad, i] don’t we just go get some food, can you say goodbye at least? bye dad)

i don’t wanna see your texts on my phone anymore
you make me feel shit, that i can’t ignore
it’s not helping me, it’s not helping me at all
(oo yeah, oo yeah) it’s not helping me at all

you make me mad, you make me sad
i can’t stop it, i can’t stop it
you ruin my nights and you ruin my life
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it

and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop, stop, stop
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, stop it, stop
(i don’t love you)
you won’t stop
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, it, it
stop
stop it, it, it, it, it, it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) and you won’t stop it

see me
i wonder how they all see you
you’re not okay, okay me too
what will it take just to be you
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
my mind is racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy
i just hope that you can see me
i wonder how they all see you
you’re not okay, okay me too
what will it take just to be you
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
mom i’m just racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy

and you won’t stop-stop it-it-it-it
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop, stop, stop
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, stop it
stop, stop, stop
help me 
(help me)
stop it, it, it
stop
stop it, it, it, it, it, it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) and you won’t stop it

every road is a dead end and i can’t get out
cause i don’t want you to hurt yourself
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
my mind is racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy
(oo yeah, oo yeah) it’s not helping me at all

stop it, stop it-it

(can say goodbye at least? 
bye dad)

Help Me w/ Osquinn

vocals by me and osquinn
prod me and fish narc
art by 8485

https://open.spotify.com/track/0zxwa7iR72c5m1v7G1lU8j?si=Bb1N4xVLRqqKj6cEVdwV-Q

STRENGTH BONUS w/ osquinn & fish narc

off saint dominique EP

virtual reality

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

//
my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

dumb

spotify <3

inspired by labubu amd wet cement and cottage cheese
@helixtears
@doeb0yz

https://open.spotify.com/prerelease/1xmvJYF5vDyz10OkF6lOyF

RESTORE feat. midwxst (saint tomorrow+taylor morgan)

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