d-_-b vol. 1

serialkilled

i hate it here

coping mechanism

(@prodnomu)
comic art by https://www.instagram.com/jigglytofu.art/
sample is 'adventure spirit' by yvette young 

always love u guys for all da support
//
Ill admit it im a little jealous 
When were together  
theres no problem no not whatsoever
But when im texting 
u i feel a stupid fucking pressure
My fucking head hurts 
Desperate times just call for desperate measures
Were both depressed and
Lately it feels like a lack of effort
In our affection
Lately it feels like there's been a sever
in our connection
Wish that you and me dint have this distance
So we’d feel better
cuz it all comes back when were together
Like hell to heaven 

dam hate how im selfish and full of myself
Manipulation’s not good for your health
I keep my mind off this sht but its always right there when im wishing that im someone else
someone that always jus knew how u felt
That way id take care of u by myself
I hate the feeling of helplessness tired of being a burden thats useless as hell
Stay by ur side
You say ur good but i still see u crying
You say its fine
Break out a smile
But i see through it i see that ur dying inside every time
But “its o kayyyy”
Thats what u say
But the fact that i know that ur hurting
Is the worst thing
Please jus go away
Cuz this feeling of familiar heartaches
It destroys me
But its okay
Buts its okay
Tell me its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay

yvette

spotify

everything by me

ima come back better than before
i try my best to restore
you wanted less but i wanted more
i sided with the bitch who hurt my core
fuck it i don't want her anymore
got me feeling things i cant describe 
in my head; i keep inside
now i just want you to die
got me feeling like im insane
plant evil thoughts inside my brain
you dragged me through the rain
i'll put the pain inside your head
i don't want your love anymore
throw out my heart onto the floor
dagger blade cutting out my sores
i don't love you anymore

i bleed blue but my blood red i'll stay that way 
faith fades along with the passing days
they try to stop me they always hate
i walk the path inside a broken brain

far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
far from home (i cannot feel anymore)
i would know
i need your trust
i need your trust
i need your trust
i need your trust

stream

restore

produced by yours truly
w @blxty @mental
art by @ihateshota
<3

doll feat. blxty, mental

i've been angry about the constant homophobia, transphobia, racism, etc that goes on around me, so i decided to pour it all out. here you go.

im fucking pissed off lol (in the style of 1:00 AM by p4rkr) (blackwinterwells)

micro-edits done by blackwinterwells @blackwinterwells
https://open.spotify.com/album/7dzXv9t8Y3sxxIvRFMuNsP
@pincode8485
prod @blackwinterwells

Spotify

sour w/ 8485

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3wGuOZiFXDZlwD3gMYI0rt
production/backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

agony

art by 8485
prod @69845 @januaryyy

spotifyeeeeee
https://open.spotify.com/track/7IFqcJvqi9uf2GX8RxuZJC?si=q73q7b32SEeuFp2OtjoW3Q

SLUG SLUG SLUG SLUG SLUG (mandy+jxlyy)

(prodheavn)
@blackwinterwells
https://app.matter.online/tracks/67750

Stream

end it +blackwinterwells

follow @careinq

try and stop me you can't
no one will no one has
come on, dont look so sad
i'm still weak! you know that
x2

[hook]
time flies by still
i get stronger every day
so long sucker
you'll be dead sooner than late
tendrils writhing
eldritch presence here to stay
i'll come back soon
close your eyes and wait

turn the heat up to 10
burn my eyes burn my skin
don't back out, it's your sin
think you lack commitment
wounded gut shallow breath
not a shred of fear left
turn your eyes to the sky
i can't live, i can't die

[hook]

SUCKERRR!! :P (maple)

https://open.spotify.com/album/1XWjuVYPyTieFN4M4y0Us3

art by @n9kki on ig

featuring
@p4rkr
@wido123456789

prod
@blackwinterwells

cruel w/ wido & quinn

cover by @ais_irl on ig

verses in order:
mental - @mental
sonuzi - @sonuzi
blxty - @blxty
twikipedia - @twikipedia
yurms - @yurmsauce
quikksand - @quikksand
afternoon - @afternoon
st jimmy - @jimmydagum
juno - @chiefjuno
chris blair - @yoshi
raegun - @raegun240

sample - https://soundcloud.com/disciple/virtualriot-lunar

2021 CYPHER [+mental, uzi, blxty, delta, yurms, quikk, afternoon, st jimmy, juno, christian, rae]

vocals by me and osquinn
prod me and fish narc
art by 8485

https://open.spotify.com/track/0zxwa7iR72c5m1v7G1lU8j?si=Bb1N4xVLRqqKj6cEVdwV-Q

STRENGTH BONUS w/ osquinn & fish narc

BEAR NOTHING BEAR NOTHING BEAR NOTHING BEAR NOTHING BEAR NOTHING BEAR NOTHING BEAR NOTHING BEAR NOTHING BEAR NOTHING BEAR NOTHING BEAR NOTHING BEAR NOTHING BEAR NOTHING BEAR NOTHING BEAR NOTHING

https://open.spotify.com/prerelease/1xmvJYF5vDyz10OkF6lOyF

STRENGTH BONUS w/ osquinn & fish narc

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