I feel like ive heard this before did they re-upload this?

purgatory

purgatory +oakscreen (oakscreen)

production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

come pick me up i'll pay for gas
there's nowhere that i want to be
and you'll drive fast and i won't ask
to pick the music or the street
and we can talk about whatever and pretend that we won't tell
even pretending to ourselves

u think it's easy where it's darker 
and i like to feel my heart
speed up with my eyes shut
and feel we're doing something we should not
so for a time i spend my life just trying to find out when to stop
just trying to guess when we'll get caught

this place is suffocating
i'll still be here in five years
like i promise i won't through the wind in your ears
but nothing feels as urgent
and these nights are still important
and there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

every time i feel alive it will feel just like this
i'll get the things u did 
forget the boy i kissed
by the hangar and you'll both be strangers to me

tonight it matters how i'm not a person who u want to see
cause i like to talk about the hospital and go when i don't need it
just to show the world i feel it
i only ever did it once
and it was selfish it was dumb
but i can't bring myself to

hate me for wanting a break
i'll still be here in five years
where i made every mistake
sixteen trying to disappear
for one week and a half
you know it's all an act
cause there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

hangar

hangar (blackwinterwells)

prod written by vocals by Me
art by 8 4 8 5

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OMEN

engineered by me
produced by me, waifu, and malikai 
featuring miraie
art by @cryinggsilence


[Hook: kuru]
You know I woke up and got me some cash
Now I'm headed back to sleep
Nah, I ain't really tryna clash
I'm just really tryna geek
Nah, I ain't even gotta try
I'm up and you broke and you cheap
And you know I almost died
But you know that this ain't Angel Beats
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we on go, we gon shine forever
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we finna glow, we gon shine forever

[Verse: kuru]
You know that I'm bored so I'm taking like trip to trip to state to state 
I don't really wanna hear you speak 'cause I got too much on my plate
I don't wanna speak to you no I won't conversate
I don't like to talk to clones I swear you're all the same
I swear you're all the same but I still got too much to say 
I go 180 on the freeway I might have to pray
Got my heart broke like Otonashi now I stay astray
No matter what the fuck they on I'll always stay the same

[Verse: miraie]
I'll stay the same, stay the same, but will my fate change anyway?
I can't say, that my future stay the same, lame
Think twice before you act cause life is not a game
It's a shame, I can't seem to remember yet I miss your name
I need an angel just like Tachibana Kanade
I lost my heart and kissed a girl who looks like Sanae
I still regret about it, feel like it was yesterday
Just to find out that you're just another bird of prey
[Bridge: kuru & miraie]
I'm way too tired can't fix my mistakes
But I can't give into the hate yet
They always tell me to go take break
But I ain't even choose own my fate yet
Losing my sanity, trapped in this world, I'm lost on real and fake
I own my destiny, no shit no lame no coffee break

[Hook: kuru]
You know I woke up and got me some cash
Now I'm headed back to sleep
Nah, I ain't really tryna clash
I'm just really tryna geek
Nah, I ain't even gotta try
I'm up and you broke and you cheap
And you know I almost died
But you know that this ain't Angel Beats
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we on go, we gon shine forever
But you know, we on go, we on go forever
But you know, we finna glow, we gon shine forever

[Verse: kuru]
I swear you're all the same but I still got too much to say 
I go 180 on the freeway I might have to pray
Got my heart broke like Otonashi now I stay astray
No matter what the fuck they on I'll always stay the same

[Outro: miraie & kuru]
I swear you're all sum fake can you please get the fuck away
Devils are in my head I lost counts on the days I pray
Hell or heaven when I die this shit gon stay the same
Run your mouth like all you want but you gon have to pay

shine forever +miraie (ku sense malikai)

OLM ##NUKETEARS (VILE+KRAVE) HOSTED BY DJ SMOKEYYY

with @pincode8485
art by 8485 as well
prod meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

sweet dreams +8485

tracing paths

circles

weathered

micro-edits done by blackwinterwells @blackwinterwells
https://open.spotify.com/album/7dzXv9t8Y3sxxIvRFMuNsP
@pincode8485
prod @blackwinterwells

Spotify

sour w/ 8485

produced by rosesleeves

lyrics-
(i don’t love you)
(lemme, lemme book your room [no dad] at a hotel for a [no, dad] couple of nights, why [dad, i] don’t we just go get some food, can you say goodbye at least? bye dad)

i don’t wanna see your texts on my phone anymore
you make me feel shit, that i can’t ignore
it’s not helping me, it’s not helping me at all
(oo yeah, oo yeah) it’s not helping me at all

you make me mad, you make me sad
i can’t stop it, i can’t stop it
you ruin my nights and you ruin my life
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it

and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop, stop, stop
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, stop it, stop
(i don’t love you)
you won’t stop
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, it, it
stop
stop it, it, it, it, it, it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) and you won’t stop it

see me
i wonder how they all see you
you’re not okay, okay me too
what will it take just to be you
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
my mind is racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy
i just hope that you can see me
i wonder how they all see you
you’re not okay, okay me too
what will it take just to be you
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
mom i’m just racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy

and you won’t stop-stop it-it-it-it
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop, stop, stop
and you won’t stop it, and you won’t stop it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) stop it, stop it
stop, stop, stop
help me 
(help me)
stop it, it, it
stop
stop it, it, it, it, it, it
(oo yeah, oo yeah) and you won’t stop it

every road is a dead end and i can’t get out
cause i don’t want you to hurt yourself
i don’t want no one to help me
the way that i’m living’s not healthy
my mind is racing at max speed
i do it all to feel healthy
(oo yeah, oo yeah) it’s not helping me at all

stop it, stop it-it

(can say goodbye at least? 
bye dad)

Help Me w/ Osquinn

leave, dont try to bring me down
oh will you please?
cant wrap my head around
from what it seems
oh i dont even know if its a dream
it aint what it seems, seems...

and i 
dont need any bullshit
tonight
just leave me alone
inside
i try to keep it going all the time
should i even try?
try...

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is.

 - dont tell me what to do, ill try to let it go -
 - you tell me everything but i know, i know... -
 - i wonder bout my worth, if everythings absurd -
 - i know that everything will be gone -

be gone.

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is..

leave, dont try to bring me down,
oh will you please.
cant wrap my head around from what it seems.
oh i dont even know if its a dream.
it aint what it seems.

seems...

give yourself a hug

@goodbyex2002
@linguistxx
mixing by @blackwinterwells

gen 2 (goodbyex2002 + linguist)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wjaCJyjlyvM

wells + 8485 - weathered (tmorave) [video in description]

vocals by me and osquinn
prod me and fish narc
art by 8485

https://open.spotify.com/track/0zxwa7iR72c5m1v7G1lU8j?si=Bb1N4xVLRqqKj6cEVdwV-Q

STRENGTH BONUS w/ osquinn & fish narc

come on, stacy by wido

come on, @stacy by @0wido

come on stacy

inspired by labubu amd wet cement and cottage cheese
@helixtears
@doeb0yz

https://open.spotify.com/prerelease/1xmvJYF5vDyz10OkF6lOyF

weathered

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