Double R/Teen Suicide

LYRICS

Laughs)
It's funny
Looking at the moments I was going through the motions
I really couldn't tell you why
But what I do know

Is I was in my head

Paint the scene 
Que the window pane
Tut, tut
Yeah, it looks like rain
Que the thoughts
Let them run 
untamed
Crying tears
For a world
Unchanged 
See the viewpoint
On this new joint
been treading down this track
For the check point
Did my eyes squint?
Is it too tint
Need a guide
Let pain be my blueprint
Murky waters
Song is for the sons
Here without a father
Independent moms
Trying to raise a daughter
Children feeling life 
As it teeter totter
Taking all the stress
As it starts to clotter
Your falling farther
Your peace of mind
Completely bothered
Intrusive thoughts
That start to harbour
Inside the void
you  begin to charter
The grief
And all the anguish 
Negativity 
Begins to shift
The language 
Cultivated from the
Times of being vanquish
Concentrated on the 
Climbs that left me damaged
Consecrated in depression 
Left unmanaged 
There's a hunger in your soul
That's feeling famished 
Darkness eating up the light
Until it's vanished 
Losing all the will to fight
With no advantage
I can level with you
Cause I know
When the devils got a hold 
And you've lost control
When evils in this world 
Have begun to mold
Got you feeling like your dragged
Through the rabbit hole
In a path really dark
Where it's dry and cold
Everything your told
Truly undersold
That to reach a goal
There's an obstacle 
if you try to climb 
It's impossible 
But it's in your

It's all up in my head
It's all up in myx2
In my head nowx7
In my head(drag)

Turn the page 
Now it's chapter two
Clean slate 
We begin a new
Face the you 
that you thought
You knew
Seperate 
From the traits
You brew
Just stay devoted 
There's nothing that's sugarcoated
The world is 
Littered with people 
Whose evil nature
forbode it
If your potential 
Exploded
essential seeds
Are corroded
Lock the key
To your destiny
Presently 
Have it coded
Nothing bout this
Is miniscule 
Trying to fight 
Then it's physical 
Constantly hacking your pyshce 
Til the only battle is spiritual 
 heed 
This final warning
If you've ignored
What I've said
Another body were mourning
 Left for dead in your head
lying everyday dormant 
Then your making your bed
We either endure the torment 
Or finally perish instead
It's survival 
Who'll be the fittest
That crazy talk 
Leads to grimace
Seperating your inner god
Till the power diminish 
You giving in 
Then your finish
Take your strength 
And replenish 
I'll keep on 
Kicking and scratching 
I'm putting everything 
In this cause

It's all up in my head
It's all up in myx2
In my head nowx7
In my head(drag)


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