these are the lyrics 🖤. 

Pick up the phone ain’t nobody there 
They say that they love you but don’t show that they care 
I was alone for to many years 
Filled with this hate and I became what I fear 
Lost & alone not shedding a tear 



Seen death so many times 
Still question if I’m even here 
Started losing feelings , with no hope That’s not fair 
I was just a kid when they broke me 
Laying on the floor 
Thinking what have I become 
This isn’t who I am 
But the pain has just begun 
So I stared at the moon 
Asking “is this enough ?”
Will all of my pain disappear if I grow up ? 
“Well of course you’re not , your sinner the cursed burden . The only question is how long will it be ? & that’s for certain “
Man i fuckin tell you they knew that my heart was hurting 
If my mind was a painted picture i know it’ll be disturbing 
My heart ran away & will not be returning 
If only they cared but I’m a kid so it’s deserving 
I gave up many times so I know it’s concerning 
I lost myself to regret 
Hoping I could forget 
Counting days of neglect 
Saying that I was one to protect 
I was left all alone 
Feeding blood to express 
So many scars & sins to confess 
Why does god hate me ? 
Well I was one to correct 
They shattered my soul 
& watched it affect 
Told me everything that I seen was a nightmare 
So then I can awake ? 
how much more can I take ? 
When am I gonna break ? 
As I start to reflect & these thoughts to collect 
My feelings went minuscule as I try to progress 
But that was their intentions to burden me in distress 
So why am I here ? 
Who should I fear ? 
Why was I alone all through the years ? 
I was just a kid did you forget ? 
I’ll never be the same & that’s such a shame 
All they wanted really was fuckin fame 



pick up the phone aint nobody there 
They say that they love you but don’t show that they care 
I was alone for to many years 
Filled with this hate so I became what I fear 
Lost & alone not shedding a tear

the cursed burden

THEMICKYMOUSECLUBHOUSE

All alone
In my home
Behind closed
Doors
time is slow
call my phone
Come in close
For more
Of my soul
Please don’t go
Can we grow
Some more?
Baby throw shade like trees
Girl we unfold like fuckin leaves

I don’t get the feelin that I need somebody
All i need is me
But I promise that I’ll fucking love you forever
for eternity
Understanding that not everybody is perfect
They not feelin me
Umbrellas over your- or-or head girl
I got whatchu need

WE WILL GROW TOGETHER

TWILIGHT (P. YAN)

First track recorded with the new pre-amp

Thank you to Sopp! https://soundcloud.com/sopperior

HIGHSCHOOL DxD (Feat. Sopperior)

@KAMITHEHWHORE FT VALLEY (odd future P remix)

LETTER (PRODUCED BY RIZI)

(Introduction)
Thank you all, before you listen to this album I want y’all to come into this with your head open… ready to feel my raw emotions and feelings put into music.
I’ve spent what feels like an endless amount of time working on this project. So many songs scrapped off and remade just to make this as perfect as possible… for you guys. :)

oh woah, are you satisfied?
oh woah, the way you satisfy me
and do you like me kissing your lips
Just how I hold your hips
just how I hold you hips
I just wanna take care of you
baby can I please just cater you
there’s nothing to lose
bae when i’m with you
bae when i’m with you
put you first
even when there ain’t shit to gain
even when there ain’t a winning way
Imma put you first
 

(Interlude)
…
shorty

Redamancy (Intro/Interlude)

IM NEXT

Aspen

I GOT 2 MOOD$

Aim for the stars who knows uu might make it🦋

@KAMITHEHWHORE FT VALLEY (odd future P remix)

blameitonkami

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