locking myself in my room
dont care what others say
just wanna be myself
and lock myself away
making myself a socio
is what the others say
just wanna be myself
and lock myself away

prod sickboi

social

dont say that youre gonna be alright
fucking hate when you tell me those stupid lies
dont make me feel like a fucking dump i cry
dont say that youre gonna be alright

this time its about you

prod bowsa

ima cut myself just cus ure talking to some guys
and i wont forgive you if you come back and say i misunderstood
and i just wanted to make sure that youre going to be with me
but i wish i wasnt so selfish cus now im stuck in my thoughts
now you think im a schizo but i cannnot prove that im not
but honestly i give up and you can do whatever u want


rejection is the worst honestly

dont mean any of this btw pls dont report me

prod sickboi

shed thought shed get away  
i put her head away  
stabbed her fully now shes unable to fool me  
tried to steal my heart  
i protect my heart  
i protect my heart  
you dont get my heart  

and i took her away  
and i stole her away  
to an unknown place  
where i cant see her face  
she was so beautiful  
it was unbearable  
i cant stand it  
i cant stand it  

but now shes gone  
i got her heart  
wish it was beating but i guess im not the one  
shes so dismangled  
wish i could have her  
wish i could have her  
i really have her  

shes all to me  
all mine cant you see  
cant run away from me  
cant run away from me  

so motionless  
emotionless  
i cant stand it  
i cant stand it  

gotta throw her away  
as quickly as i can  
dont want them to see  
how much fun i had  

i really got her heart
i really got her heart
i really got her heart
i really got her heart

what u deserve for trying

prod. sickboi

@byearchie
everyday is always just the same
im just praying that i can go home and decay
i just see wanna my skin go away
my brain being eaten by the insects all the way
kill me already ive suffered enough
cuts on me ive already had enough
cutting off my skin just out for the fun

@schizodrawings
my reflections filled with despise
i gotta tear out both my eyes
failing after so many tries
lay on my floor until i die
i cant believe my own self portrait is the thing that makes me cry
looking at myself one last time
knife to my face and say goodbye

reflection w/ ribgore

thats just the way i feel bout you
you left me without a clue
and now im left to rot inside this bed of super glue
clowning on my is all you do
even in my own bedroom
you trick me to come close and then you kick me with your shoe
why am i still around if im just your puppet

its like i never knew you (prod. sickboi)

instrumental of around the bend cover by cheesyhfj

it’s raining come inside
get us both a blanket let’s hide from the sky
can’t believe you told me it’s alright
i believed you every single time you lied to me
we both know that’s not where ur supposed to be

protect me

all the hurtful things i said you’d think that i drink booze
you’re my favorite person but i can’t show that to you
im so fucking stupid i can’t speak my sentence through
in my eyes you’re perfect yeah but what am i to you
i am not the victim here it’s just another song
cut off both of my legs so i cannot dance along
i don’t want forgiveness i know what i did was wrong
but i can tell you this my correction won’t be long

pity on the dance floor (prod. sickboi)

theres a 50% chance i delete this
if it sounds wonky tell me what i need to change please thx

lyrics:
moved into town, looked all around
pretty new space, saw a new face
oh i was in space, all i wanted was to embrace
playing my bass and talking about this case

tying your lacessss, smiling with ur braces
looked into my eyes and i hated ur goodbyes

was too good to be true, was too dumb for u
was such a fool for u, i knew it was too good to be true

hi yes weve met once before i think

give you all my faith
the lighthouse leads me straight back to the shore
i can’t talk today
my mind is static and i can’t feel my brain
now i feel so lame
i can’t believe what’s mine is now all yours
now i’m not the same
oooooo i’ll come back again one day
now i’m in this pit
i’m stuck down here forever that’s for sure
i can’t believe
i fell for it
again

nothing but mush (prod. sickboi)

oooo he’s coming back for you
you can’t explain over the phone the things he made you do
oooo he’s coming back for me
i can’t express on just paper the things he made me see
oooo i’m tired all the time
i’m tired of shutting my mouth when someone asks me why
oooo there’s cuts inside my eyes
i’m driven to insanity so i just wanna die

911 what is your emergency? 911? hello? (prod. fez)

idk what to think (prod. Bowsa)

i’ve been redirected. sent into the woods
drawing creepy pictures because no one understood
i’m a creepy geek but i never got into books
you’d think i’m a witch but i don’t think i ever could
frothing out the mouth. bleeding from my wrists
i would be just fine if someone actually gave a shit
it’s been 20 years but im still living with this cyst
there’s no type of bottle that’ll make me get a grip

no one believes me (prod. Bowsa)

there’s a cat on my fencepost
it’s strange animals don’t have souls
i swear that they can see me
i don’t care what the truth is think it’s creepy
there’s coyotes in the backyard
but i can’t just tell them fuck off
it’s not like they have a conscience
but if they did would we do stuff to stop it
overthink is all that i do now
i don’t wanna think about it
someone come and kill me slowly

hi

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