[So you remember the days we would hold each other under the sheets, and dream of a life to foolish to believe in? I loved you… and I still do]

I’m to old for petty mistakes
Cussing out me and my name
You can talk all you please
But you’ll get no sympathy from me
She’ll just find another way
To ask you to stay

No I won’t go I won’t retreat 
Sober looks good on you, and me
You denied it when you said goodbye
So let’s deny this and go to sleep
I’m so helpless I can’t breath
So let’s deny this and go to sleep 
I’m so helpless I can’t breath 

[Whats this? That’s stupid.
I told you never to do it again
I told you.
I told you!
Get out of here.]

Go To Sleep

Step back till reality hits me
I felt it was in my discretion 
Couldn’t tell if you thought I was speaking
It’s the whiskey or the drugs I'm taking 
All I know is I’ve been lying 
Even here, right here by side you 
All these songs were written
About a ghost 
Who’s never stood right beside me
Let alone, never held me
A fake, a fraud 
Or maybe just make believe 
From a screen shot sent to me in desperation 
For just some  
Passionate inspiration 
She’s doesn’t even know me 
I’m a fake, a fraud, a lair burnt at the waist

I’ve Been living though a box of comics 
Trying to tell myself that I’d be honest 
So why lie this relationship is all made up 
Like the mirror on your wall
It’s all film strips 
Painted in ink 
Replaced when your choice the best 
Outcome, Holly I’m so sorry 
But this fake relationship is done now
Shake my head, knowing screens Got not feelings
Funny how the story can 
cause so much pain 
Find yourself the enemy within the binding gaze 
You inspired everything within these 6 tracks 
You hold top spot 
Till the fall when I’ll be backing down 

And I’vvv beeeeeenn jumping 
To conclusions and self-made superstitions
Sat down on all my ambitions 
Head the bottle so tight it left impressions
So, Tell me something 
are your art or do you just look good in dark bars
Cause I’ve been wondering 
These streets for hours and all I've seen are cars

Holly

Catch Twenty-Two

Holding hands to tight feeling you were somewhat distracted 
Felt a sudden push and suddenly reacted
Make a smile happen out of nowhere to match it
Remember what you wore that day 
Red dress, no, gray
Everybody and their family is goanna die some day
Darkest words I’ve heard you say 

Breath into this 
I can’t resist 
you 
Knocking the down barriers 
To rethink this through
Never wanted something more then I want you 
And all you did was distract me with your good looks 
Breath into this
I can’t resist
You 

Let’s play dress up
Black mirror in the scene
Bare lips Shining 
what a dream
Almond eyes Wide
I’ve seen a thousand sights 
None as perfect as these 
You reacted and I stared back 
Thousand dresses in white and black
Couldn’t tell wither or not I was starring to long 

[[[staring too long to empty bottles living on phone
Call you, no-one responses 
Can’t Believe your alone 
Knock on your front door
See the pills on the floor 
know nothing, till it drops in focus]]]

Last know photograph 
Described in a song
Red roses on a dress two sizes too long 
In that light your eyes look hazel  
Feeling out of place 
In a chair 
On a patio 
The crowds all disassemble 
Left you in a red dress to openly confess 
Am I losing my mind
Swore you opened your eyes
Spoke to me in a langue I’ve never heard before 
Just left your photographs 
Save inside a screen 
Is this dream 
Please say you're coming back 
Or your happy there
Not living with your fears 
Never scared 

Breath into this 
I can’t resist 
you 
Knocking the down barriers 
To rethink this through
Never wanted something more then I want you 
And all you did was distract me with your good looks 
Breath into this
I can’t resist
You

Breath

Holly told me I was too comfortable 
Stuck into my ways I was too predicable 
What happen to spark
When did it just stop
This city is too uncomfortable 
She’s wants to move away & find a better one
But I don’t have the nerve to break things off
No, I don’t have the strength to stay on top
And every bar in this town knows my name
I’ve spit up on a few grounds cursed by my name 

Tell me is it to predicable 
Set into my ways
I was unforgivable
Find me in a daze
Lost & confused
But when I look at you 
In those baby blue
Everything I chose to do 
Just melts away 
It just melts away

There’s something in the way you move 
There’s something in the I can’t have You’s

There’s something in the way you move 
There’s something in the I can’t have You’s

And every memory I have of you 
Leads to these bars in this town
Passed out & drugged up 
My memory fades 
I’m I so predicable now 
All I see in my dazed-out haze
Are those baby blues
Shining through 
Shining through

There’s something in the way you move 
There’s something in the I can’t have You’s

Black Dress

Life’s a beach and you're laying in the sand
The mirror is inspiring 
As you sip though skirt 
Almond eyes wide
As you move toward me 
Lips ruby red
Pressed up against me
While you pinned me down 
red roses on a black top
All you have left On 
Should’ve just taken it off 

Press your hands against your hips
Till you feel like one 
Say everything you need 
with just your tongue
Hope he calls you back when all these 
feeling are gone 
No one ever tells you this 
You're never the one 

In a city that’s always asleep
Where Country n wine are the scene
You’ve got your tung out me
Those boots look good 
Lying on the ground 

Raise a glass 
Take a silent toast
Dressed in all black 
Bangs cut in a curve
She cheers your glass
Asks Why you put yourself through it
They’re all just fuck boys 
down on your luck boys
You take a hard sip
Never wanna feel the same way 
your mom did
Left you when you were just a kid
Silent 
You look at her
My dime my precious girl
What has this city done to you
You could’ve been someone 
Couldn’t you 
I should’ve said something sooner
Held on to you more 
Told you it all be okay 

In a city that’s always asleep
Where Country n wine are the scene
You’ve got your tung out me
Those boots look good 
Lying on the ground 

With The cosplay you wore
The dresses that I adore 
There’s always more to say 

Just lay right beside 
Let me saver this moment 
Knowing in the morning it’s going away

Always Awake

So, you're living a pine box 
A thousand way you can get lost 
Took a photo while your sleeping
Swear to God I wasn’t creeping
Just needed it for holding on too
Losing sleep here without you
Sip another glass bottle 
Save yourself his just like your father 

Go dumb go stupid
Hit the notes till it’s cute
But in your head, you’ve done it all, the same thing 
I can’t understand why you put up with a man
Who
Doesn’t want you 

Black skirts capping dark boots
White cats, rock bands and horror movies 
Screaming out for the attention 
Monotone for the resistance 
You look great when you wake up
I can’t stand it when your shaken up
Beautiful baby girl they way you hold that gun 
Make feel like where in a movie and bad guy is us 

Go dumb go stupid
Hit the notes till it’s cute
But in your head, you’ve done it all, the same thing 
I can’t understand why you put up with a man
Who
Doesn’t want you 

Go dumb go stupid
Hit the notes till it’s cute
But in your head, you’ve done it all, the same thing 
I can’t understand why you put up with a man
Who
Doesn’t want you

Going Dumb

Skin white as porcelain
The red ruby lip stick has ran thin
You been a thousand place
Seen so many loving faces 
But what’s with his
Is he a drug your taking
A reminder of 
A scene in a movie 
You once loved

[I'm not perfect]

I saved you from going under 
Knelt down in front of the mirror 
Haunted houses and carvings oh it’s just darling 
The way you look 
Creep show freaks 
You're not alone 
Your swimsuits tight
Should have stayed at home 

[Come on baby just keep creeping
Say all of those bad things While in your daydream
Falling in out of love through a glass screen 
They won’t stay dead 
Your feelings
She’s got me 
They got me
Tales from the Crypt kinda surprise 
Night of the living dead kinda vibes 
Going crazy, It ain’t me, 
Axing this whole thing
Or maybe 
she was just ghosting]

But tonight’s your sister's birthday 
Still won’t call her out of fear
Hung up the phone, right before it dials 
Back on to the drugs like comfort food
Accessing this all while we’re lying
Drugs thrown across, the table 
Head on my shoulder
Shaking you not to fall asleep
But they were the last words you said to me 
That keep me here and stable
The loss of you, I'll never do 
Your eyes slowly close and I feel you let go 
If only I was sooner
If only I was sooner 



[Come on baby just keep creeping
Say all of those bad things While in your daydream
Falling in out of love through a glass screen 
They won’t stay dead 
Your feelings
She’s got me 
They got me
Tales from the Crypt kinda surprise 
Night of the living dead kinda vibes 
Going crazy, It ain’t me, 
Axing this whole thing
Or maybe 
she was just ghosting]

So far so empty 
Been sticking these posing of body’s 
Yet I still can’t just hold you 
The dresses look loving 
The Wording means nothing, yet I am the one you console to


[Come on baby just keep creepyin
Say all of those bad things While in your day dream
Falling in out of love through a glass screen 
They won’t stay dead 
Your feelings
They get me 
Shes got me]

Ghosting

Dear holly 
I’ve been trying to get my head space right 
But I can’t 
Sugarcoating postcards 
This road, is death 
You like so good with that red dress on
Touch of your fingertips on my bare bones 
Black hair cut to shape
Save yourself 
This mistake takes time 
And I’ve got, all the time for you 
Dear holly 

[Save the world one pet at a time 
Scare the film till it’s just as horrifyingly delicious as you 
In dresses two times your size
You look so good with no make up on 
You look so good when you wake up on]

Still driving 
been trying to get these words out right 
But I can’t 
Post a message, catch a flight, eye to eye 
Say something that we would both regret 
You like so good knelt down next to the mirror
Sight of you had me asking just for chance 
Couldn’t tell if I was in the clear or 
If you had caught me staring 
All I know, I’m just so scared I’m the one who’s lying  

[Save the world one pet at a time 
Scare the film till it’s just as horrifyingly delicious as you 
In dresses two times your size
You look so good with no make up on 
You look so good when you wake up on]

I can’t help but stare at you 
Dear holly 
Oh, dear holly
Dear holly

I give myself very good advice
But I very seldom follow it
That explains the trouble that I'm always in

Be patient, is very good advice
But the waiting makes me curious
And I'd love the change
Should something strange begin

Well I went along my merry way
And I never stopped to reason
I should have know there'd be a price to pay
Someday, someday

I give myself very good advice
But I very seldom follow it
Will I ever learn to do the things I should
Will I ever learn to do the things I should


Alice In Wonderland - Very Good Advice (Dark Cover)

[ Hey Zack
I just wanted to let you know that
I love you 
And every moment I spent with you was, has been everything to me...
But I can’t do this anymore ]

You held out your hand
Hoping for offerings standing on pools of your sins
They look to you like your in old skin 
Never again 
Never again
(Never again)
She can tell you
She can tell you
(Anything)
(She can tell you anything)

It all about how you been making the muscles bend smile to catch up  
And muster the strength to catch her
Have just caught her
Did you just catch her

(Catch her 
Catch her
Can you just catch her)
Please 
( Catch her please, please)

The windows are tinted 
The glass has been lifted
Can you even look into the eyes of the one your 
Choking out 
Get out 
Get out quickly and swiftly 
Hands on your trigger now
Just get out
Get out
Get out

Everyone pays the same price 
(Here you pay with your life)
Here you pay with your life 
(Everyone pays the same price)
Everyone pays the same price
(Here you pay with her life )
Here you pay with her life 
Life

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- catch her

[You know, there are times that I really hate him
Like I don’t even matter anymore
You know how much that sucks 
After everything I gave him
I mean all I ever did was think of him
Text him, call him
I didn’t even really get a reply 
You know how mad that makes me?
Yay well I guess that’s what happens when you have a guy with a band.
After all, all he really cares about is his band, there was never any room for me

So why didn’t he at least tell me that he didn’t like me anymore
Is it that hard to say 
You know what this isn’t working out 
It’s not like I would have, you know, flipped out or anything
It’s not like, you know, he would never be able to play again
You know I wasn’t ThAt KiNdA person
So
Why didn’t he tell me
I mean 
Come on
Do I really look that kinda person
Do I really sound like that kinda person
Well I guess it can’t be helped
Since your band is more important then me
I guess this is the end 
For both of us ]

Took on all your worst intentions 
Made it so you couldn’t yell
Hands tired behind your back now
No ones gonna find you  home

I’ve got the best intentions 
Wrote them inside the book
Someone is gonna find you lifeless
A reason to give them hope

Your gonna read the headlines 
Loves tangled in deaths eyes 
Broken dreams and promises
A story best kept in secrets 

Darkness and letters
You gave up on everything that made you who you once were
Almond eyes wide
Haircut to to angles 
It’s better if you stayed a stranger 

[I’m begging you
I’m begging you 
I’m begging you 
Unlock the door
Unlock the door
Unlock the door
Unlock the door 
Please]






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