Prod By: JesseMelancholy & cultclassic
Written By: Jesse James Pontt
Mixed By: JesseMelancholy
Mastered By: cultclassic

Watch The Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CAX-Pdeqpp8

Lyrics👇🏼

When we talked for a second I couldn’t even breathe
Conversing with you means more then you’d ever believe
‘Cause you’re everything i’m not
I still accessorise my flesh and hope that you notice
And spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself I probably would

I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would
I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would

(If you-)

I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would
I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would

Tighten up the grip that you’ve got me in
Face is flushing up, need to hide my skin
Playing with my rings keep me occupied
Stumbled on the bus when I got so high
Looked me in the eyes, can you tell i’m not there?
I wanted to kiss you but I got so scared
Playing with my rings keep me occupied
Stumbled on the bus when I got so high

‘Cause we talked for a second I couldn’t even breathe
Conversing with you means more then you’d ever believe
‘Cause you’re everything i’m not
I still accessorise my flesh and hope that you notice
And spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself I probably would

I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would
I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would

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if u asked me to

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Lyrics :

Tell me things
I take care for your diamond rings
I let you know when I came back when angel sings
But I still refuse to be your king

And then I put them to the side
Bye, bye
Some old things don't last long
Pointin' up your finger to the sky
You decide with your choices to let them go

Cause, your so beautiful, it's miracle
The world's so cynical, it's difficult
To find somebody that will heal the cold
And travel the world around to feel the globe

Spinning roudabout
I just wanna be your only one for now
Callin' out my name when you scream and shout
I tell you everything, so I'ma let it out
Say it loud

Closed door, waiting for two months
Got a couple little things you could tell me
On vacation, you can move on
You can do anything you wished for by yourself

Run away baby, we escape from hell
It's a tragic story that I'll never tell
Lost all my powers, I won't cast a spell
You're doing so well
 
I know when they get close to ya
And I ain't following the things they tryna' speak to ya
And I don't trust any advice they tryna give it up
They gon' listen up when you shouted in the crowded room
They really want you mind
You don't pay any attention
Baby, don't listen to them
You're my hidden gem, only one I ever find
The diamond in the rough shining bright

But I'm still trying all my best just to be a better guy
You said "I'm okay" but I know that was a lie
Do you feel different when we fell into the sky
I don't side with them tonight
Deep down I hope that you will be alright
I hate it when you're gone
I've been tryna catch a flight
I can't be alone I need you in my life
They don't save me I cut them off baby

And then I put them to the side
Bye, bye
Some old things don't last long
Pointin' up your finger to the sky
You decide with your choices to let them go

Cause, your so beautiful, it's miracle
The world's so cynical, it's difficult
To find somebody that will heal the cold
And travel the world around to feel the globe

Spinning roudabout
I just wanna be your only one for now
Callin' out my name when you scream and shout
I tell you everything, so I'ma let it out
Say it loud

Forget the tour
They always say that less is more
You've been the best I been looking for
I'm bleeding out from the blood you pour
Put everything on to rest
Leave' em alone and my life starts to set
Those are the things that I did and regret
It doesn't matter since I won my bet

And then I put them to the side
Bye, bye
Some old things don't last long
Pointin' up your finger to the sky
You decide with your choices to let them go

Cause, your so beautiful, it's miracle
The world's so cynical, it's difficult
To find somebody that will heal the cold
And travel the world around to feel the globe

Spinning roudabout
I just wanna be your only one for now
Callin' out my name when you scream and shout
I tell you everything, so I'ma let it out
I say it loud

Bad Apple

prod me

i'm so passive aggressive 

i'm duckin every time she try to ask me a question 

it's halfway impressive 

it's a method to her madness 



x2

i swear she out of my league 

id give anything to see you try to try me

she won't let me catch my breath 

cuz she a dimepice 

and it's likely 

when the time comes

you know just where to find me 





baby so obsessed with cameras 

the way she look 

i'm forgetting all my manners 

matter of time 

til she tell me what she plan to do 

i'm like baby im the man for you



at it so long 

im losing track of time 

act out

you were singing all damn night 

baby you ain't jsut another one 

you the one 



baby you gotta understand that



it's on the tip of my tongue like a xanax 

playin like you dumb

acting innocent 

baby you gotta understand

baby you gotta understand that

man4u

cover art: @alexksmh
lyrics:

@tonch-t:
we aint talk last night
feelin some way but we dont wanna say nothing
and you know its all right

you would lead me astray
fucking up my brain too much
no i dont care
staring at the sun
wont bring you here
talk to me you’re calling forward
no we cant talk now im not sober
you would lead me astray
ive been drinking way too much
i dont care
staring at the sun wont bring you here
i dont wanna feel no more
i hate the way were keeping score like

@ivanparadiis:
stay back
i dont want shit, please just lay back
still not sure why youd say that
leading me astray, way into the shade
(you need to find a way to)
talk your shit
ive been up all night, imma go insane
every second counts and youre trying to complain
wasted our days, i hope youre okay though

@tonch-t:
you would lead me astray
fucking up my brain too much
no i dont care
staring at the sun
wont bring you here
talk to me you’re calling forward
no we cant talk now im not sober
you would lead me astray
ive been drinking way too much
i dont care
staring at the sun wont bring you here
i dont wanna feel no more
i hate the way were keeping score like

@whotfisclxver:
like why do we play these games
when it all ends the same
well was it worth the pain
like is it worth it
sacrificing everything we had
pour the gas and then you light the match
believed your every lie
cant help but wonder why

@tonch-t:
you would lead me astray
fucking up my brain too much
no i dont care
staring at the sun
wont bring you here
talk to me you’re calling forward
no we cant talk now im not sober
you would lead me astray
ive been drinking way too much
i dont care
staring at the sun wont bring you here
i dont wanna feel no more
i hate the way were keeping score like

current collective members:
NØ_ØNE
tonch
onlywoke
LUCARI
stein
alexk
Cløver
sero
xamu
outxr
paradiis
terraine
Ajstbh

LEAD ME ASTRAY (prod. tonch, stein, xamu)

big shout to cedar man @cedarredd-mgmt

lyrics:

baby don't waste my time 

cuz im about to change my life

we only get one try  

you said you only gonna stay one night 

quite familiar no

i can't even close my eyes

train crashin out and

you've been wastin all your time 

but it's instrumental 

such a silly little life

when you think about it 



but baby when it's 


lights out

i swear you only wanna see me when it's lights out 

baby this ain't no make 

belive me til i found out 

i couldn't stomach what you mean

when it's lights out 

lights out 

no 

when it's lights out 

i think it's pretty clear to see

another lie now

baby i'm begging on my knees 

when it's lights out 

lights out no

*cedar*

i know im the right guy

for you

baby i could make the time fly

with you 

ill be the life line 

and we can do it all again another night 

it's past the point

but in a vacuum 

i really thought i had it

wouldn't put it past you

she hit the matador 

and know i'm that fool

but baby all im askin for is that you



 don't

waste my time 

cuz i can change your life

baby you know we only get one try 

you know you could always stay the night 

quite familiar no

i can't even close my eyes

train crashin out and

you've been wastin all your time 

but it's instrumental 

such a silly little life

when you think about it 



but baby when it's 


lights out

i swear you only wanna see me when it's lights out 

baby this ain't no make 

belive me til i found out 

i couldn't stomach what you mean

when it's lights out 

lights out 

no 

when it's lights out 

i think it's pretty clear to see

another lie now

baby i'm begging on my knees 

when it's lights out 

lights out no

lights out w/ cedar redd

i'm back

composition, instrumentation, production all by me and @brakence

[Verse 1]
brakence
It's oversaturated
Lock in adrenaline
I'm so detached and jaded
This shit'll spread me thin

Colliding With Mars
I'm unsteady
Bypassing a firewall
I think I'm running out of options
What I'd give to say I'm not involved
Whatever changes, I remain a target

brakence & Colliding With Mars
And they're telling me "boy, you just gotta let go"
But I just stick to the ceiling like mental velcro
Cause what I thought was an answer was just an echo
I did the deed but my spirit's still in the escrow

Colliding With Mars
El problema siempre es el dinero
Yo quiero sexo en exceso
I want to shed this
Constant, unvaried
Looping hell

[Chorus]
brakence & Colliding With Mars
Fucked up, no luck
I'm in a rut
Stuck, disgusted and I'm

[Verse 2]
Colliding With Mars
I never thought to try (go, go, go-go)
Something to kiss the sky (go, go, go-go)
I'm in a thought loop using dream logic
To solve a math equation in the dark
I'm in the dark
I can't find my way

brakence
You're not my enemy
And from my head to my heart
I just can't hold it back
In the cathedral, torn and imbibed
I'm begging for stretching hands
I had the faith you'll swim through the depths
And pull me from mud to land

Colliding With Mars
Requiem æternam dona ei
Domine, amén

[Chorus]
brakence & Colliding With Mars
Fucked up, no luck
I'm in a rut
Stuck, disgusted and I'm

Brightness of Vega (feat. brakence)

Vocals: 

Yazida: https://on.soundcloud.com/B63xy
angelus: https://on.soundcloud.com/Yy1No
4cf: https://on.soundcloud.com/ZzmM2
mental: https://on.soundcloud.com/3VZG5

Produced, composed and arranged by Simon m.

malibu (onyourlips) [feat. Yazida, angelus, 4cf and mental]

i dont like to wait, on go
cut off my- I
cut off my phone
just leave me- damn
just leave me alone
i thought too much into that, ig, thats what im told
that shit getting old
just go
cut off my- I
cut off my phone
just leave me- why cant you
just leave me alone
i thought too much into that, ig, thats what im told
thats what im ₜₒₗ𝒹

tell you i dont mind it, but i do
that i aint trying, when i do
cant be crying, about you

(nOoOo)

cant just say you changed it up
gotta be all new
lie too much, dont break your tooth
i changed my whole damn time for you
and i

dont like to wait, on go
cut off my- I
cut off my phone
just leave me- damn
just leave me alone
i thought too much into that, ig, thats what im told
that shit getting old
just go
cut off my- I
cut off my phone
just leave me- why cant you
just leave me alone
i thought too much into that, ig, thats what im told
thats what im told

i can-i cant help that my mouth too slick
i just wanna talk my-
i just love to talk my shit
imma keep throwing this stuff at the wall
one day its gon stick
its gon keep ringing whenever u call
i aint picking up shit

FUNK BREAKKKKKK

i dont like to wait, on go
cut off my- I
cut off my phone
just leave me- damn
just leave me alone
i thought too much into that, ig, thats what im told
that shit getting old
just go
cut off my- I
cut off my phone
just leave me- why cant you
just leave me alone
i thought too much into that, ig, thats what im told
thats what im told

what im told [p. okayjml]

prod. blank & scro

lyrics: too afraid to let inside
from a gaze you caught my eye
from the seams you know i'm trying to give in
t-too afraid afraid
to let 
to let through a g-gaze
t-too afraid afraid
to let 
to let through a g-gaze
lay my head down to rest
but i can't sleep 
cause the words that you said 
still haunt my dreams
and i've been holding onto something
time don't have the time for anymore
and my heads been to war 
watched him shape into yours
thought i found my cure
but you said and you swore that you wanted no more
than to be mine for good, just a lie that you wore
and it wears me down just to know i'm crazy
you were my comfort inside of the pain
and you were my cover when it was raining
never recovered and i
waste time in your eyes i gave in
and i realized got no time to reminisce
cause sometime i'll be fine just sit tight
leave me alone until i feel right
too afraid to let inside 
wanna save myself this time
through the seams you know i'm trying 
to let you in. 
(blank) 
too afraid to let inside
too afraid
and you know i'm trying
watch the seasons change
blood running cold and i start to feel deranged
thought i found the gold 
i just found another space 
that i can lay holed in and let my body age
no one else knows but 
i've been so fucked up
tryna find another reason to say that i'm done 
pick apart all my decisions to see i got none
never winning always telling myself that i'm gone.

covert

prod. blank 

lyrics: everything went blank
when i gave all that i gave 
when i remember your name 
all your friends and your foes
i go a bit insane
and i've never been the same 
little fucked up in my brain
and i want you to know
that as the weather gets colder 
my heart does the same
all the light but not the flame
and if your shoulder never came 
i'd admit and take the blame
take pills i'm yet to find me another way
pain kills and sends me into another place
no thrill in letting my body sit still
the rush to my head just tells me i'm real
i'll lie and say that i'm fine 
to please your mind cause i'm just too kind
and i'm so blind i got one eye 
but i still thrive through all of my life
everything went blank
when i gave all that i gave 
when i remember your name 
all your friends and your foes
i go a bit insane
and i've never been the same 
little fucked up in my brain
and i want you to know
that as the weather gets colder 
my heart does the same
all the light but not the flame
and if your shoulder never came 
i'd admit and take the blame

covert

blank

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