I'm begging for you to get on spotify. This is too good and I am tired of switching my music apps when I get in the mood for this😭

SOOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL this will be on repeat for weeks

sounds like keshi just without a more  upbeat section

broski please starting posting again ❤️

out on all platforms

the moment felt familiar when we walked to that lake
had my hand grasped to yours tight, in spite of your dismay
the leaves started falling, you averted your gaze
why the face?

why the face

and i'm losing my hair over someone who don't care about me
hiding frustration the emotions fall out of me and i can barely take it
signs clear can't mistake it
it comes to a barrier that i couldn't even break if i tried

just lay down and hide
you never gave a fuck about my health in the first place, the first place
so fuck off with your standards, get outta my face and just
take your
hands off my neck and you'll
learn a bit of some fucking respect, i'm so
nervous, an emotional wreck
not again
not again, not again

if you
say so
i'd just
lay low
take time
die slow
take time
die slow

running round in circles, such a fucking hypocrite, a little liquor, never hurts me as long as i forget about, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

as long as i forget about you

1st Place

1st Place (prod. Pekarot)

moment

at least i know how u see me now ヾ(*´ ∇ `)ﾉ

prod/written by me and @cbrtrsh
twitter.com/cbrtrsh

lyrics:
but you know when you feel it for the first time
such a shame that you can't change who you love
i got caught up and chased down by the city lights
i met you and i knew that you were the one

live your life on the run
you cant change what you've done
you're so paper thin
plastic on your skin
said your dad has a gun
i don't know what i've done
go ahead and burn a bridge
see if i give a shit

at least i know how you see me now
hands on my waist till you bring me down
from my high horse you think i should beg for it
friends think i'm out of my mind

but you know when you feel it for the first time
such a shame that you can't change who you love
i got caught up and chased down by the city lights
i met you and i knew that you were the one

spotify

bridges

spit

feat. @chiefjuno
prod Oh well. & @thrmls

lyrics: 

I just get mad at me
10 thousand hours of regret
I do it masterfully
I'm overloaded but I'm drained 
Just like a battery
And all my problems
They get worse at night like after three

Man I hate this feeling
It's hard to describe
Living in a box
No one can see me like a mime
Nothing I do is good enough 
I'm never satisfied
And the more I think about it
Then the less I wanna try
Man I hate wading
Lost in the ocean with no one to save me
Try to paint a picture but 
I'm too nice so no shading
All give and no take so
My magic is fading
Tried to build a bridge 
But my legs were shaking

I'm so scared of 
Shit that isn't there
It's getting hard to handle
But I can't pretend
We're just friends
It doesn't make sense 
For me to be your man though
Like can we just be honest
Do you really expect me to solve this
I've been up all night
I'm nauseous
It's never gonna work out 
I called it
She feels so unseen
Dropped out of school
Low self esteem
Taking different kinda pills all for the dopamine
She's been waiting all her life to take it out on me

Man I hate this feeling
It's hard to describe
Living in a box
No one can see me like a mime
Nothing I do is good enough 
I'm never satisfied
And the more I think about it
Then the less I wanna try
Man I hate wading
Lost in the ocean with no one to save me
Try to paint a picture but 
I'm too nice so no shading
All give and no take so
My magic is fading
Tried to build a bridge 
But my legs were shaking

I guess this is all that's left of me
Hate to admit it I got jealousy
Cause I don't really have a legacy
I probably need therapy

This feeling is too hard to describe
Living in a box
No one sees you like a mime
That's why I'm always late when I arrive
The more I think about it then the less I wanna
Try

hard2describe (feat. juno)

this one is super special for me, thank u guys for everything
produced by me and cricket of 31sentinel
lyrics: 
fucked around and told u all the things that i loved 
don't u know me better than the person i was 
won't u go around and tell ur friends that i suck
 trying to write it over but u know me better 
and i called, u showed no effort 
swear to god u were in my bedroom
 that night must've been a mirage
 a movie in my head that i stumbled on

but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around
 but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around

around me, baby put it around me
 i could be a billionaire just put up a bounty
 trip to the midwest and california surroundings
 don't want all that shit that come with being a crowned king
 i left all my family and my feelings at home 
staring at a screen pretending i'm in control 
told all of my friends i'm back to being alone 
showing off my endgame it don't got any holes in it

but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart  
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around
 but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart
 there'd be a little more of me and less of u around

been down, i been a little bit down 
 i eat all my feelings so they don't hit the ground 
picture this i'm working on a energy cloud 
shield myself from everything that ur putting out 
all the other kids they don't look just like me 
rounding up my efforts, set it up times three
 counting down the minutes every time i breathe 
wishfully hoping, i don't wanna think about it now

i know that i could do it all better
 i'm burning up a hole in my sweater 
i'm growing up and i been so anxious
 cus what if i can't keep it to(gether)

but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around
 but i don't wanna think about it now 
somebody take my brain and cut it out 
cus honestly if we just stayed apart 
there'd be a little more of me and less of u around

bounty (me + 31sentinel)

yona x @grasior prod @xona

"yona"
spiral through
past the bend
cant see anything with the glare in my lens
to for close
ill make amends
so ill set you aside and take my chance to ascend

step onto the field
WATCH THE GROUND SPLIT IN HALF
twitching in my eye,
HAVENT SLEPT IN DAYS MAN
force myself out of bed,
EVEN WHEN I CANT
muster up the courage,
GHAUL OR STRENGTH

"grasior"
i would lie to cross away with you
how many losses for a blood moon
weeks spent in a lonely hue
wake up i hear your fate is soon

heard you whispers now i cant let go
keep on climbing oh your a coward no?
fall apart the only thing is hope
you keep on talking with nobody home

who do you think you are
talk behind their back like they never go far
seasons change in your head
when you keep talking about
how cold the air is how cold the air is

keep on talking hard like you'd never go far
i've been wondering if you know who you are
you keep on living life in your fantasy world
how true (x2)

ice breaker w/ grasior

produced by xona
guitar by @prod-oc

-lyrics-
you got me alone locked in without sun
breathe in if it’s not home… a new place is to be found

yeah, yeah
I can never get enough of you..
I swear this shit be going on for way too long now
so i second guess myself and ignore my guilts down
i swear it goes down, i swear…
no, I swear it all goes down
the way it goes for me now
where it goes for me now, now

it all gets worse from here, I couldn’t mention my fear
captive, I’m nothing to cheer for; I live not to hurt others near

(hurting the ones that are near…
hurting the ones that are-)

~

yeah I’m by myself now, im by myself yeah
Im tryna make sense of it
yeah it’s nothing about it, I need new outlets
I don’t vent to forget
I know your motives you think you know it
the way it’s coated
no.
you make it all worse
sometimes it does hurt but I don’t seem to learn
-
where i could go on my own, she'd bind my hands down this road
hide at my home when odds are opposed, i could die here and no one would know.

home II

prod by me (dawsin)

lyrics:

@dawsin :
don't care abt what u say
ill take it to my grave
i never thought that you would ever do the same
and i would never let you go

i will try to find,
a piece of myself to finally realize
what you have done
hopefully you get what you deserve

maybe if we broke up
maybe i would stay up
but i could careless
cause i know that we're gonna make up
every single little thing that u ever
did
so ill just leave it here and take my chances to dip

@1m1x :
you thought you could just leave me
left me in the dust now you are my enemy
yea, i could tell you never were a fan of me
all of that for what, cause you wanted to pity me?
𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑-
i- ill break you to your core what fate has in store for you there will be no more
this the end of you, not the end of me
i come back better and im stronger then ill ever be

@dawsin :
i lost my pride,
i've followed death's footsteps
why
why must i suffer
from someone of the likes of you

break me, will you stay for me?
once alone again
stay with me, till the end of times
my friend

pride w/ mix≬

prod. quip

bass by @notdiscxrdia

pass out for your own entertainment 
freaked out on my own i'll explain it
watered down 
don't you slip through my fingertips 
started a sentence but you didn't let me 
finish it 

pass away 
i been stuck in my head since 
yesterday 
you know just what to say 
no panicking 
cuz the pathway is clear now 


i wouldn't pass you up
before i passed away 
ain't seen the light behind those eyes
in the longest time 
we've been apart don't know what to do
you are the one that i cannot lose 

oh i wont budge 
we running out of time now
i dont wanna figure this shit out alone
know you want your freedom that don't sound like home 
you said to me with a grin on your face 


(be the big man)
why do i seem at fault 
(be the big man)
why am i sinking down
like it's quicksand 

(be the big man) 
never gonna live that down
(be the big man) 
i cannot make it out 
like it quicksand 
the struggle makes it worse
oh, wow like it's quick sand 
like it quicksand 

outro

baby just ask what you want from me
i'll do my best 
speak with you chest 
do it confidently 

i'm in attached 
my body's there and im floating free
i cant see forest from trees
i can't swim back if its deep 
just tell me what to do 

on a mission am i 
counting my issues 
giving up 
the numbers getting too high 

you got a way 
you got a way with words 
the way that you talk 
i'm wide awake 
baby you pacing me 
love what i see

quicksand

(prod. blank)
guitar loop: rjpasin
lyrics: 
when i let you in
didnt know id lose my head again
step back see the whole world fall on me
its all my fault not who i wanna be
and i swear
you wanted something else
dont wanna talk about it
just be by myself
and its over now but i cant regret it
things that you said in my head
never left it rent free down in my head
been stuck for a while now
gave up my home and
i stayed home for a while
tried to cope
but it didnt work im all out of hope
when i let you in
didnt know id end up here again
the seasons change up
filled with karma
is my debt all paid up yet?
and have you taken enough?
ive been shaken up
ive been breaking down
its pulling me apart
and ive faken enough
i dont wanna bluff anymore its hard
but i see now
my smile was your touch
i lose breath with no lungs
and these warm summer months
been cold since you gone
woke up new epiphany
i see what you did to me
i was fucked up mentally
but all i needed was amenity oh
when i let you in
didnt know id lose my head again
step back see the whole world fall on me
its all my fault not who i wanna be 
and i swear
you have to find who you are
it's time to let go.
you fell out of reach
summers been passing time through the breeze and
in my head i plead
someone to save me don't wanna end up stuck in a daze
stare at a daw just to feel anything
bring all my hopes up, tearing em down
no one can hear me despite all the sounds
and i can't move on
you said be honest so ill just say it
i hate myself got no replacement
so im here, stuck between these ears
while avoiding every mirror
avoiding all my peers
and i've felt this way for years
and i see it so clearly
i was falling you ain't even talk to me
doesn't matter now
can't regret it now
or make it better now
don't regret it now.

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