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Written/Recorded/Engineered/Prod by blankxeros
Mixed and Mastered by Brandon Lopez of Digital Ghost Audio

MISANTHROPE

//MESSAGE FROM THE UNDERGROUND//

I originally planned to release this in December of 2021, but my SSD died and i'd not backed up this particular session. I'd thought i'd completely lost this until mid 2022 when i found the multitracks on a hard drive, at that point it felt too much time had passed since the release and it wouldn't be wise to make a new rendition of my last song my next release. It's just been sitting on my hard drive so I decided to celebrate 2 years since I dropped Misanthrope i'd finally put it out. I hope you enjoy and welcome to the new era.

Anyway thank you for listening to Misanthrope, thank you for supporting me and I hope you enjoy the next wave of music that comes from me because there is a lot of it.

MISANTHROPE (The Otherworld Sessions)

original rendition of depeche modes "nothings impossible"



youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kvjPtiDl-iA
bandcamp: https://blankxeros.bandcamp.com/releases

blankxeros - nothings impossible (Depeche Mode Cover)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Edahf1ZSuSU
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6rAk8B1fPMKtekc2VQzDzX?si=_M5_3KizSYCEIfYb-3lcNQ

MAYBE I DESERVE THIS

you know he doesn’t love you
it’s a control thing
deep inside your veins
it’s your conscious he rapes
there’s nothing you can do now
he always knows what to say
to make you scared to leave to make you stay
deep inside your head whispering those words again
but this time they don’t mean a thing

this isn’t love, it’s a place that i don’t feel safe in
i’m fucking numb and i wish i could detach from this
am i just a possession built for blame and your hateful antics?
i slipped again and i can’t help thinking maybe i deserve this

a false sense of love that deeply cuts
you know to play on my fear of abandonment
you promise to me that you love me so
but to you it’s just possession and a sense of control

don’t blame this on us 
it’s you and your lust
for making yourself feel bigger than someone
so i’ll bite my tongue till i’m tasting blood
cause i’m trapped by threats of suicidal ideation

this isn’t love, it’s a place that i don’t feel safe in
i’m fucking numb and i wish i could detach from this
am i just a possession built for blame and your hateful antics?
i slipped again and i can’t help thinking maybe i deserve this

i try to think i’m more than this
but i can’t detach from what once was bliss
i long the day i can finally break
you only make me hurt
so just stay the fuck away

i’ll become something that you cannot break
i’ll become something that you cannot break
i’ll become something that you cannot break
i’ll become something that you cannot break

i’ll become something that you cannot break (this isn’t love)
i’ll become something that you cannot break (this isn’t love)
i’ll become something that you cannot break (this isn’t love)
i’ll become something that you cannot break (this isn’t love)

Maybe I Deserve This

Maybe I Deserve This [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

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also available on spotify

LYRICS
well i guess it’s over for both of us
i’m not speaking 
hardly holding up
maybe it’s time i just give in
maybe it’s time i just use again

straight to the face
a shot to the mouth
i’m in too deep and i can’t get out
drink till i’m numb
smoke myself out
caught in the mess and the drugs don’t help

well i guess it’s better i leave like this
with a fistful of pills and no regrets
maybe it’s time i just call it quits
loosen my grip and escape from this hell

straight to the face
a shot to the mouth
i’m in too deep and i can’t get out
drink till i’m numb
smoke myself out
caught in the mess and the drugs don’t help
cut through the vein
no thought for myself
i’m not sure that there’s anyway out
pushed to the edge
i’m about to derail
stuck in the mess and the drugs don’t help

now i’ll admit that i'm deep in love
with a tendency to self destruct
infatuated with the thought of the fall
i’m headed deeper down the rabbit hole

i’m aching and vibrating at the thought of being distant this long
i’m staring at my stitches thinking maybe i should open this wound
i’ve fallen deeper down the rabbit hole

i just keep falling deeper
i want out
the only way is down

straight to the face
a shot to the mouth
i’m in too deep and i can’t get out
drink till i’m numb
smoke myself out
caught in the mess and the drugs don’t help
cut through the vein
no thought for myself
i’m not sure that there’s anyway out
pushed to the edge
i’m about to derail
stuck in the mess and the drugs don’t help

Down The Rabbit Hole

downtherabbithole

King Yosef - Pity Case (blankxeros mix)

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