“Multiple Mourning”

I spoke to you again after nine cold months,
you said “you’re forgiven, don’t carry that weight alone.”
But when I said the part I tried to hide
that I still love you
you vanished like you always do.
And I guess that silence says enough.

I’m still grieving pieces I can’t name,
all the versions of me that never made it out.
I guess that silence says enough.

It’s a multiple mourning,
I’m losing you, losing me.
Someone stole my innocence
or maybe it just slipped through the cracks.
Every plan I dreamed of got buried,
every door I needed closed.
Yeah… it’s a multiple mourning,
and I can’t tell which ghost is me.

I keep failing tests I’ve studied for my life,
math and physics beat me like I’m built wrong inside.
People say “some things just come easy,”
but nothing’s easy here
not even trying hard.
Was I born with half the tools missing?
Or did the world take something I never learned to guard?

I drink, I smoke, but nothing hits,
like I’m immune to any kind of happiness.

It’s a multiple mourning,
I’m losing you, losing me.
Someone stole my innocence
or maybe it just slipped through the cracks.
Every chance that mattered taken,
every road I needed washed away.
Yeah… it’s a multiple mourning,
and I can’t tell which ghost is me.

There’s a blur where childhood should be,
just shadows and a trembling light.
I don’t know if something happened
or if my mind is building stories
just to explain why...

It’s a multiple mourning,
I’m losing you, losing me.
Someone stole my innocence
or maybe it just slipped through the cracks.
Every chance that mattered taken,
every road I needed washed away.
Yeah… it’s a multiple mourning,
and I can’t tell which ghost is me.

Multiple Mourning

just turned 16| Drummer & storyteller | Soundtrack to growing pains.
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Multiple Mourning

Static & Silence