drain u

bday boy

and over and over and over and …deleting later

interlude demo from my album "dear, love.", coming soon

Maia (demo)

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innocence

lyrics:
feeling suicidal I cant even function 
abusing bad habits to feel enough bitch
I leave your body in a ditch thats some fuck shit
these razor blades cut deep on my fucking wrist
im tired of living life every fucking day
I chopped that girls body up cz I know I'm insane
I hate being sober im always in fucking pain
I knew I killed u and I threw my fucking life away

I killed her

Quit Sneak Dissing In Calls Furry Femboy.

I Hate Furry Niggas *Prod+Mix Lovemade

there’s a cat on my fencepost
it’s strange animals don’t have souls
i swear that they can see me
i don’t care what the truth is think it’s creepy
there’s coyotes in the backyard
but i can’t just tell them fuck off
it’s not like they have a conscience
but if they did would we do stuff to stop it
overthink is all that i do now
i don’t wanna think about it
someone come and kill me slowly

look away please (prod. sickboi)

may 2025 throwawaylol

where the fuck did all the time go
sick of everything that i know
like im runnin wit a blindfold
try to change my mind like vitiligo
im jus tryna let you know what i know
baby we don't need a title
baby love is suicidal
im sayin i cant let u die, no
i don't think we fit for survival

if we walk alone
i can take the long way here
you can take the short way home
i can walk you all upstairs
promise me that you'll stay home
tell me what i mean to you, i been tryna stay strong
girl, you all on my mindddd
everyday
everytime
girl, i need you alive
i need you by my side 
there ain no other chance
i can't meet your demands
go from london to france
but i can't buy a chance to talk to you

where the fuck did all the time go
sick of everything that i know
like im runnin wit a blindfold
try to change my mind like vitiligo
im jus tryna let you know what i know
baby we don't need a title
baby love is suicidal
im sayin i cant let u die, no
i don't think we fit for survival

if you walk w me
lemme make it clear
i just wanna say this to you
i just wanna say this to you
bbg we got history
lemme jus leave it a mystery
just listen to me closely
i don't wanna lie so to speak

take a minute
i just want attention that im givin 
i just wanna see you for a living
ion even wanna know if i be trippin
can you jus tell the truth
im a fool
i believe
in your lies,
in you
in you
in you
in you
in you

where the fuck did all the time go
sick of everything that i know
like im runnin wit a blindfold
try to change my mind like vitiligo
im jus tryna let you know what i know
baby we don't need a title
baby love is suicidal
im sayin i cant let u die, no
i don't think we fit for survival
sick of everything that i know
like im runnin wit a blindfold
try to change my mind like vitiligo
im jus tryna let you know what i know
baby we don't need a title
baby love is suicidal
im sayin i cant let u die, no
i don't think we fit for survival

vitiligo

prod and mix friday :0

i dont really wanna live i wanna die
i get so jealous that it hurts inside
tell me how u feel baby make up ur mind
know i fucking suck i can see it when u cry
you fell outta love imma mess
think imma od i shoulda took less
baby look so damn pretty in that dress
typa girl to make u obsess :)

drain u

blaz

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