I fucking hate myself, im always causing problems with everybody else
and no-one seems to hear when I scream for help
That's why I make these songs, it helps with my health 

I hope my mom doesn't find my music
I sleep to my songs it helps me dream lucid 
I hate myself because I won't do it
I put the .9 to my head and I pull it


Honestly I think im getting kicked out soon
Broke all of my bones cause I jumped right off the roof 
Damn im still alive and idk what to do
Was hoping I would die but too bad that wasn't true

#cursedlust #cl

another dumb song of me venting or whatever #cursedlust #cl

have a good trip, I'll miss you

if u dont like music

Why don't i act like you

remix to "we were gonna get married" by kammanuel.

Whatever I Want

this is a cover not my song. The original is by the goat @luvnoirr 

i swear she was here just a second ago (cover)

prod. shvrs

everything comes down
every face turn into frowns

I wish I got what you want
I do a lot but it's not worth it
you asked for the world, but i never brought
I gave what I had but it feels forgotten.

everything comes down
every face turn into frowns

everything

poppin hella xans to the back face
all these fuckin xans gonna take me to my happy place
1 2 3 up that blade to your spleen
ima get that bag by any fuckin means
bitches hella dumb yeah they needa do they home
bitches ask for rides yeah i aint your fuckin chauffeur 
and i aint your fuckin butler
be careful with that blade you might cut her
yeah this xanny got me trippin yeah this xanny got me itchin 
yeah bitch i pop three more now my head is missing
ah shit yeah i think ima goner
till death do us part yeah i think ima haunt her
yeah this xanny got me trippin yeah this xanny got me itchin 
yeah bitch i pop three more now my head is missing
ah shit yeah i think ima goner
till death do us part yeah i think ima haunt her

So much ice on me you’d think its winter
lookin at the bitch pop her like a splinter
Wanna fuck and I hardly even met her
did me dirty I dont like you any better
you a stupid ass rat go eat some cheddar
You took my soul like a soul eater
and now you built like a 2 liter
So much ice on me you’d think its winter
lookin at the bitch pop her like a splinter
Wanna fuck and I hardly even met her
did me dirty I dont like you any better
you a stupid ass rat go eat some cheddar
You took my soul like a soul eater
and now you built like a 2 liter
So much ice on me you’d think its winter
lookin at the bitch pop her like a splinter
Wanna fuck and I hardly even met her
did me dirty I dont like you any better
you a stupid ass rat go eat some cheddar
You took my soul like a soul eater
and now you built like a 2 liter

#zombikin w/ manikin

honestly L mixing because i was faded when recording it

nobody sticks around and im the last one here

ADDERALL @pawlosiu

special thanks to @reinetwork for the cover art
only using cover art cause rei put work into it she sucks LMAO

lyrics:
so wont you tell your story
everything that you worry about
i been lost since the morning
that you told me your love ran out
so wont you calm my worries
now im fainting my visions blurry
im just hoping that somebody heard me
i would cut off my hands to stop hurting
too many drugs but nothing is working
keep fucking up but im sorry im learning
giving all my trust to people thats not worth it
praying up above but i dont know if he heard me

im waiting for you to come back to me
i swear that your love is my ecstasy
i swear its not right when youre not with me
and nothing feels right when youre not at home
home
at home
youre not at home

and it doesnt seem to matter at all
nothing seems to hinder the fall
youre burning the wound youre pouring the salt
and ive been looking for the one
but nothing is certain
and i hope youll be the one
to pull me along
do i deserve it?
you pulled my heart right through the sword
i hope you want me forevermore
ive been running towards your arms
and ive been running through the door so

do
you
want
to
want to have my life
so will it suffice

im waiting for you to come back to me
i swear that your love is my ecstasy
i swear its not right when youre not with me
and nothing feels right when youre not at home
home
at home
youre not at home

home
home
home

if u dont like music

blaz

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