i love her so much but feelings change n i gots to be ight wit dat

it's fuck human beings forever, i respect each n ere blckk lyric. onna break but I got time to bump ereday

Dude this song is drenched in gasoline ready to burn the fucking house down. Good shit!!!! Gives me the chills

LYRICS:

I'M ON EMPTY
I BEEN DYIN' IN THE BACK SEAT
SAID IT NEVER GOT BETTER 'CAUSE IT'S ON ME
I NEVER TRUST MYSELF
I SHOULD DO WHAT I'M TOLD 'FOR I KILL MYSELF
WANNA WASTE MY TIME
TELL 'EM I'M FINE
I WASN'T READY FOR YOU TO FUCK UP MY LIFE
TALK 'BOUT ME CAUSE I'M ALL SHE SEE
WELL TELL 'EM I'M FINE

YOU ACT LIKE EITHER OF US MEANT THAT
IT'S NOT MY FAULT YOU COULDN'T ACT RIGHT
IT'S NOT LIKE
I TRIED TO
'CAUSE BABY YOU'D BE DEAD IF I HURT YOU

OH MY GOD
I DON'T WANNA TAKE MY TIME
TELL ME THAT I'M RIGHT
I DON'T THINK THAT YOU GET IT 'CAUSE I MIGHT
'CAUSE YOU WENT OVER MY HEAD
'CAUSE EVERY MESSAGE I SENT
IT MEANT LIKE, I'M IN THE WRONG PLACE BUT DON'T REALLY MIND SPACE
TELL ME HOW IT WENT SO WELL 'CAUSE I'LL STAY

FIGURE IT OUT CAUSE IT'S ALL NOT PERFECT
GIVE IT A YEAR AND I'LL MAKE ME WORTH IT

COME MEET MY ONLY FRIEND
HE'S NOT REAL BUT I'LL PRETEND
HE HATES ME SO MUCH MORE
BUT NONE OF THAT HURTS 'CAUSE IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD
I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING
AND I STILL WATCH YOU TEXTING HIM
I HATE YOU I CAN'T MAKE YOU FEEL THIS WAY FUCKING WHAT DO I SAY

BACK SEAT [PROD. YUNGSPOILER]

LIGHTS OUT

i dont like when people
dictate over my happiness
bout 6 months now,
with my friends fuck dapping it
yeah im still rapping 
fuck but im living so dapper and
im sober its whatever
niggas aint never graspin it
niggas never would listen
when you try to be better
no more givin into vices
selling happy for pleasure
wish i never grew up
idolizing the cheddar
love so many people
but ill never be better
for em
im self centered
thinking that its all about me
thats a problem
i could never wish away when i breathe
leave
my presence in the venue
every time that we leave
think i love it but
im crying every night in my sheets
then i bleed
self harm
scars
blood in the tea
suicidal thoughts
linger
in the presence i bring
the only present that i think is
me
dead in the breeze
summer sunlight
beating down my head 
with the trees

i call my mother
im asking if she proud
i lied to her the other day
saying i was down
so she could say she love

or i could maybe frown
or feel something
other than right now
the liquor too strong
yeah i relapsed
i dont give a fuck about me
tell em run it back 
cuz every single day im smiling 
holding back an attack
of panic cuz my nerves
is getting frantic in the chat

i would get it if you left
i dont fuck about me 
or a check
the money fucked me over
made me think i was the best
my ego got big 
now im sitting here depressed
wanna kill myself
but i dont wanna hurt you next
i hate every word
that comes with my breath
all i ever brought to this world
was stress
insecure, maybe thats my test
ill never be better
so i aint checkin my texts

i got a bottle in one hand
my life in the other
if it was up to me id throw it all
away in the gutter
i know you care
but my heart sliced
through like some butter
feel like nobody understands
what its like to be under
ground
not my with my music but with my heart
when it all goes down
whos there with me in the dark
like im not sitting suffering
dying with all the art
like this arc dont suck
this shit is just getting hard
and harder

Listen

RELAPSE ARC(PROD.WENDIGO)

WAIT [PROD. KILLJAMES]

SPOTIFY

BLOOD ROT [PROD. LAST ATLANTIS]

guitar by nate thomas

lyrics:

im afraid of being everything you thought id be and
when you look back at me i wish i knew the things youd see
and all i remember
out of december i came drinking more than i ever had
reason being you took me there

and i,
i dont feel
like i used to
i could use you
but it all come down when it ain't no reason left

and i know that im not perfect
but id argue who deserves it
i wasnt trying
i wasnt trying to fuck us up
and what do i say
to you

id rather not fight today
drinking my life away
staying up way too late
im telling you that you cant stay
but you dont wanna listen to the person that i was last week
im tryna show you how it end but you aint tryna see
cause we both 'gon burn

and i dont mind
cause i dont see you anymore
im killing time behind my door
i know i hurt myself in the worst way
hurt myself in the worst way
again

RECORDED OCTOBER 2020

LYRICS:

NEVER BEEN THE ONE THEY WANNA TALK ABOUT
HOPE I'M GETTING RICH SO WHEN THEY SHOW UP I CAN WALK 'EM OUT
AIN'T NO CONVERSATION I COULD LET THE PISTOL TALK 'EM DOWN
SUICIDE, ALL I EVER MOTHERFUCKING THINK ABOUT

OPEN MIC FOR TWO MINUTES
ALL I REALLY NEED TO GET THIS SHIT JUMPING MOVE DIGITS
ALL I EVER DREAM AND GET TO CLIP DUMPING RIGHT OUTSIDE YOUR ADDRESS FACTS BITCH
RIGHT OUTSIDE YOUR ADDRESS

AND THIS MY VERSE I TALK MY SHIT Y'ALL NEEDA
COP YOU A HEARSE OR SUCK MY DICK I'M BREATHING
STRAIGHT METAL AND NICOTINE LIKE I'M TRIPLE SEVEN
STRAIGHT WISHING IT'S LEGEND WHENEVER I GET MENTIONED OH SHIT

BUT I'M BEING HONEST I COULD ROLL WITH
TEENAGE DEATH, I GOT ME A MONTH LEFT
TO MAKE IT POP IN MY SKULL BRAINS FLY TOO TALL BITCH
I'M A STRAIGHT SET BURDEN TO THE FOLKS, SHIT

NEVER BEEN ANYTHING BUT
THE ONE THAT THEY WANTED TO DROP
FUNNY THE WAY THAT IT WORK
THAT'S SOMETHING THAT I WOULD'VE BOUGHT

AND Y'ALL STILL CAN'T PICK IT UP
I FUCKING SUFFER I COULD NEVER GET RICH ENOUGH TO CHANGE THAT

BAD TRIP FOR 19 YEARS I'M TRYNA
DRINK HEAVY AND LACE MY PILLS WHENEVER
MONEY COME IN I HATE LIFE STILL SO FUCK IT
SIX SHOTS THE BATTLES UPHILL WHATEVER

THIS THE SHIT Y'ALL WANNA LISTEN TO
I NEVER BEEN THE TYPE TO LET YOU MOTHERFUCKERS PICK AND CHOOSE
BUT FIGURE SINCE THE WORLD FUCKED ANYWAY
COUNT ROUNDS FOR THE FAGGOT UP IN OFFICE I'M OFF SHIT

I AIN'T TRIPPIN' ON THE POLITICS
I JUST DON'T LIKE STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS ON SOME RACIST SHIT
MATTER FACT I THINK I'M OUTTA SHIT TO DO FOR SIXTY MINUTES
LACE THE FUCKING BOOTS AND FIND A PUSSY I AIN'T FUCKIN' WITH

I'M THINKING 'BOUT KILLING MYSELF AND BRINGING YOU WITH ME
'CAUSE I AIN'T FUCKIN' WITHH ANYBODY BUT NOBODY KILL ME
I BEEN AN IDIOT SINCE I JUMPED IN THE PLANET
SO TAKE THIS SHIT IN ADVANCE WHEN YOU TRY TO CANCEL ME

I STILL DON'T GIVE A FUCK AND 'TILL THE DAY THAT I'M DEAD
I'M STAYING ON THE SAME SHIT I CAME WITH
AND I AIN'T TRYNA FUCK UNLESS SHE GIVING ME HEAD
OFF TOPIC BUT FUCK IT MAN WHILE I'M SAYIN' SHIT

LOOK IT'S A GOOD CHANCE
ALL THIS SHIT'LL BE OVER BEFORE I'M MAKIN HITS
SO ALL THE IMAGE BRAND BULLSHIT I'M DEALING WITH
NEVER REALLY MATTERED SMOKE A CIGARETTE AND DRINK A BIT

FOR 19 YEARS I'M TRYNA'
DRINK HEAVY AND LACE MY PILLS WHENEVER
MONEY COME IN I HATE LIFE STILL SO FUCK IT
SIX SHOTS THE BATTLES UPHILL WHATEVER

TENT CITY REMIX [PROD. CUBENSIS]

ASH [PROD. OTWLJUPITER]

(blckk)

don’t count days
it’ll never go away

more static fucking everything up
that addict pouring blood in his cup
I never felt the way that you did
don’t act like no one told you that shit
I wonder what I’ll say to my kids
how bad they’ll hurt just reading that shit
I play with fire staying alive
but I’ll make it happen counting to five

if I count the people I trust on both of my hands my fists will start bleeding
if I’m one to overreact then everyone else should see what you're feeding

(hxstage) 

I can’t fuckin stand to see my face no more 
Get pissed passed out up on the fuckin floor 
And I keep it all inside until it gets too much
I let dust collect in the space you left In my chest 

I was doing fine 'til you hit my phone 
Then the walls came up and the doors stay shut 
Thought I left it all in the past
And I can’t let it back inside again

feeding.wav(feat. blckk)(prod. fony wallace)

SORRY 4 THE LATE UPLOAD :(

LYRICS:

ONE TIME
FOR MY FRIENDS
KEEPING ME ALIVE BUT IT ALL 'GON END EVENTUALLY
AM I MEANT TO BE THIS WAY

I'M OK
BUT IT DON'T LOOK THAT WAY
WHEN I WAKE UP
DON'T KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS
BUT THAT BREAK UP
IT NEVER HURT LIKE THIS

I NEVER PAID FOR THE SHIT THAT I DID
IF I DON'T GET HELP FUCK A BREAK IMA QUIT
I'M ANYONES HELL BUT YOU'RE MAKING ME SICK
AND NOTHING I SELL'S 'BOUTTA PAY FOR THE SHIT
I AIN'T DEAD YET BUT I'M TRYIN' MY BEST
NEVER 'BOUTTA MAKE IT I'M THE ONLY ONE LEFT
YOU AIN'T TRYNA HEAR ABOUT THE SHIT THAT I KEPT
NOTHING MAKES SENSE BUT IT'S BURNING MY CHEST

I'M KILLING MYSELF BUT MY BRAIN ON 10
AND AIN'T NOBODY KNOW HOW AFRAID I AM
IT ALL GET WORSE WHEN THE SUN GO DOWN
AND POUR IT ALL OUT 'TILL MY HEAD 'GON DROWN

AND I'M OVERDUE FOR MY EXPIRATION
YOU HATED ME BUT YOU'D NEVER SAY SHIT

I'M KILLING MYSELF BUT MY BRAIN ON 10
AND AIN'T NOBODY KNOW HOW AFRAID I AM

ON 10

ANYTIME U MISS ME

@cult-international

produced by me if not otherwise stated

NY

ANYTIME U MISS ME

BLCKK

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