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An exclusive track i made for forlxrn's ep back in 2019

LXXIV - FVCK THE OPPOSITION [PROD. FORLXRN & SMOKERAW] (2019)

@ssjcxrpse
@ghostieantiworld

A karmic cycle is a repetitious pattern of events, emotions, or realizations that occur in your life. It appears in your life as an opportunity to break negative cycles and subsequently reap great wisdom.

do you realize what you just did? (ft. CXRPSE) (prod. Ghostie)

chicago

infinity

prince of my own castle
kinda lonely in the throne though
lock the doors and shut you out love
lock the doors and let the ghosts in

creepin through the shadows
the light will never find me 
lost all of my senses
completely isolated
bury me deep in the kingdom i created
  
built up my walls
i kicked ya out
nobody left, but me in this house

i think the walls are talkin
baby now im screamin
think im paralyzed
so i close my eyes

nothin feel right
im runnin out of time

stare at my reflection said im dancing with the devil
but im dancing with myself, fuck prescriptions dont need help
wanna run but im trapped, in my past, let me free

bury me deep

baby i dont got much time left
kiss me on the lips instead of fightin
seal my tomb with some lipstick  
forget that i existed

take me to my grave
(i cant feel a thing)

take me to my grave
(my kingdom of nothing)

ʇɐɥʇ ǝǝs noʎ ʇuɐɔ ʎɥʍ ǝᴉp ɐuuɐʍ ʇsnɾ I

KingdomOfNothing (prod. TundraBeats)

SinceYouLeft (prod. Thorne)

LYRICS:

(WELCOME TO THE INTERNATIONAL BATTLE OF THE BANDS
THIS SONG IS CALLED ANTI-LOVE.)

IM SICK AND TIRED OF FEELING LIKE IM FUCKIN NOTHING TO YOU 
IM SICK OF WAKING UP WITH COLD SWEAT DOWN MY BACK
IM SICK OF FEELING LIKE HUMAN FUCKING WASTE TO YOU 

AND THROUGH ALL THE CHOICES WE MADE
YOU SAID THAT I WAS WRONG 
BUT LOOK WHOS FALLIN NOW 
ITS LIKE YOU NEVER EVEN LOVED ME
YOU NEVER LOVED ME, LOVED ME IN THE FIRST PLACE

TOLD YA TO LEAVE ME ALONE
BUT YA KEPT ON PUSHIN 
KEPT ON PUSHIN

I WAS THERE WHEN YOUR BOYFRIEND WASNT
SO, GUESS ILL TAKE A FUCKIN SEAT IN THE BACKGROUND
TAKE A SEAT WITH MYSELF

LEAD ON MISUSED
FUCKED UP ABUSED
SO TELL THE TRUTH
DID YA SHED A LITTLE TEAR WHEN YOU FIGURED OUT I REALLY DIDNT GIVE A FUCK
FEELS LIKE I NEVER KNEW YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE

PLAY THE VICTIM BUT YOURE PLAYIN WITH MY FEELINS
HOW THE FUCK DO YOU WORK IM TRYNA FUCKIN FIGURE IT OUT
THE FUCK YOU CRYIN ABOUT
YOU DID THIS ALL BY YOURSELF
TRYNA CRY FOR SOME HELP

AND I DONT WANNA DIE
YOU PUSH ME TO THE EDGE
I GOTTA CUT YOU OFF
FORE' I DO SOMETHING I REGRET

ANTI-LOVE (PROD. IMOTAPE)

FUCK MY HEART IMA THROW IT IN THE TRASH
I KNEW I WAS NOTHING WHEN YOU SAID THAT 
ID GO BACK AND I HOPE THAT I GET HUNG CAUSE ITS
FUCK ME FOR LIFE AND I DONT GIVE A SHIT
IF I HAVE TO FUCKING DIE AY.

MOLLYBITCH!  W/PROBLEMCHILD PROD.KAON (IG:XOLOSTBOY_)

No Evidence

No Evidence W/ LXXIV + TR3 (Prod. Mystxry)

CUSS WORDS (FT. TEENAGE DISASTER) 
(PROD. SHABAFABLYA)
(GUITAR. TEENAGE DISASTER)

*AFOURTEEN*

AYE SHE A MINUTE MADE SLUT 
DRINK THE NUT UP 
SHAWTY CHILLIN TRYNA FUCK WIT US THEY CANNOT TAME US

KEEP THE GLIZZY ON THE HIP
I RUN LIKE CHOPSTICK
TURN AROUND 180 IN THIS BITCH
INTO A POP CHICK

PULL UP FOR MY CASH APP
AND THEN SHE THROW THE CAT BACK OKAY
BODY FLIPPA THE BLACK RAIN DID EM 
MASKED VILLAIN MAN I HIT EM WIT THE BLANKET
MAN IM STEALIN LIKE A FUCKIN BAD DEALER OK

THATS MY ACT OF KINDNESS I GIVE HER MY DICK
PULL UP IN THE FUCKIN WHIP
AND IM BUMPIN TIED LIPS

AYE YOU A TREESH
YOU CANT FUCKIN LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT ILL KNOCK OUT ALL YA TEETH
GOTTA PUT THE MASK UP ON THE HEAD TO GO AND BE DESCREET
BREAKIN BONES AND CLIPPING WINGS GOT BODY BAGS FOR EVERY WEEK
AND YOUR HOE HITTIN MY PHONE 
MIGHT PUSH MY DICK AGAINST HER CHEECK

1 2 3 4
I CANT FUCKING SEE THE THINGS 
YOU WANT ME TO GO SEE
BUT I GUESS THATS NEVER FUCKIN EASY FOR YOU ANYWAY
PULL UP WIT A GUN WITH INTENTION TO GO AWAY
AND IM GONNA SHOOT MYSELF UNTIL YOU FUCKIN SEE MY BRAIN

AND I 
I WALK AND I CANT SEE RIGHT 
FLY 
I FLY BUT MY WINGS DONT WORK

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

WALK AROUND IN THE STORE WITH MY COCK OUT
SWING FIST WITH THE BULLIES ON THE PLAYGROUND
IMA DRAW ON THE BATHROOM STALL
SAID FUCK YALL MY DICK LIKE 8 FEET TALL

ATE BRAINS FOR BREAKFAST TODAY
FUCK CLASS I BE SKIPPIN WITH A CRIMINAL
HOCKEY MASK AND SOME BLOODY BLONDE LOCKS
BURNIN DOWN THE CITY, WITH SOME SMILES ON OUR FACES LIKE

YOU WILL NEVER SHUT ME DOWN
I GOT SOME WORDS AND ILL LET THEM OUT
THEYRE ALL FUCKED UP, AND YOU'LL CENSOR THEM OUT
BUT IMA SAY EM ANYWAY

FUCK SHIT CUNT ASS FUCK CUSS WORDS THEY WONT STOP
FUCK SHIT CUNT ASS FUCK CUSS WORDS THEY WONT STOP 
STOP STOP STOP STOP

CUSS WORDS (FT. TEENAGE DISASTER)

LYRICS:

I TOOK TOO MUCH TIME AWAY FROM THIS
THIS THE ONLY FEELING I COULD MISS
EVERYONE I TOUCH I FUCKING BREAK
ONLY SO MUCH PAIN THAT I CAN TAKE

I BLEED WAY TOO OFTEN
I CAN'T BLEED 'CAUSE I DREAM BOUT A COFFIN
I WANT DEATH BITCH I'M OFF THIS

I WANNA DIE SLOWER
EVERY SONG I GET CLOSER
I JUST WISH IT WAS OVER
I KNOW I'M THE PROBLEM I BEEN HIT THE BOTTOM
I AIN'T FEELING NOT FEELING SHIT
DIG ME DEEPER IN AND BREAK ME BITCH
THIS AIN'T NOTHING THAT YOU WANNA SEE
NEVER TRIED TO HURT YOU HONESTLY

I AIN'T INTO MAKING ENEMIES
BUT I DO THIS FUCKING ENDLESSLY
I LOST TOO MANY PEOPLE TO LEAVE WITH A REASON TO KEEP FUCKING BREATHING AT ALL
AND IT'S MY FAULT
SHOULD'VE LISTENED WHAT EVERYONE TOLD ME
NEVER BEEN LOWER I FUCKING DESERVE THIS I'LL BLEED TILL THEY PUT ME IN DIRT

I WANNA DIE SLOWER
EVERY SONG I GET CLOSER
I JUST WISH IT WAS OVER
I KNOW I'M THE PROBLEM I BEEN HIT THE BOTTOM
I AIN'T FEELING NOT FEELING SHIT
DIG ME DEEPER IN AND BREAK ME BITCH
THIS AIN'T NOTHING THAT YOU WANNA SEE
NEVER TRIED TO HURT YOU HONESTLY

DIRT

LYRICS:

BRUHMANEGOD:

I'M TIRED OF ALL THIS TURNIN' AWAY I WANT SOME ATTENTION
I HATE THE PROCESS
I WANNA KNOW THIS
WHAT YOU THINK YOU TRYNA KEEP FROM ME SO I JUST STICK AROUND?
I DO IT FOR HER BUT SHE ISN'T PROUD
YEAH SHE SOMETHING I AIN'T TRYNA EXIST WITHOUT
I AIN'T GETTIN' OUT
I JUST WANT BETTER DAYS
A LIFE NOT DOING ANYTHING
TIME IS MOVING, CELEBRATE
I'M TRYNA FUCK MY HEALTH AWAY
FEELS SO GOOD I CAN'T TELL IT'S PAIN
I JUST DUG MYSELF A GRAVE
LAY DOWN LIE AROUND

BLCKK:

THIS WHAT YOU MADE ME
LOOK WHAT YOU PUTTIN' ME THROUGH
WHY THE FUCK IT AIN'T MATTER TO YOU

YOU AIN'T A PART OF MY LIFE I,
NEED TO BE FUCKING WITH MY NIGHTS
I BEEN OFF MY SHIT AND YOU A PART OF IT I HOPE YOU AIN'T ABOUT TO

FUCK WITH ME AGAIN
I COULD BREAK YA NECK AND WORRY BOUT A CHECK
FUCK YA FUCKING FRIENDS
PULL THAT SHIT AGAIN AND SEE WHAT HAPPEN NEXT

COUNT ME OUT OF THIS SHIT IF YOU FUCKIN' WITH ME EVERY WEEK I EXIST
YOU COULD LEAVE IF YOU WANTED THIS SOMETHING YOU STARTED I AIN'T ABOUT IT BITCH

XXX (FEAT. BRUHMANEGOD) [PROD. KILLJAMES]

LYRICS:

GOD, DAMN
IT'S BEEN, HOW, LONG
SINCE I, GAVE, UP
SINCE I, BEEN THIS WAY
GOD, DAMN
IT'S BEEN, HOW, LONG
SINCE I, GAVE, UP
SINCE I, BEEN THIS WAY

YOU DRIVE ME FUCKING INSANE
SHIT I NEEDA GET BACK IN MY LANE
FUCK PLAYING THE GAME IT'S TOO PASSIVE

AND WHEN I SEE YOU IN PERSON THIS SHIT GET ACTIVE
SWITCH THE TOPIC I'M BACK UP ON EVERYTHING
THINK I'M DONE BUT MY BITCH WANT A WEDDING RING
HOW THE FUCK I'M SUPPOSED TO BE PART OF THIS, BITCH YOU KNOW WE AIN'T THE SAME

LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO
LOOK WHAT YOU TURNED ME INTO
LOOK WHAT YOU PUT ME THROUGH
BITCH I AIN'T NEVER FORGIVE YOU
BITCH IT'S GOING ONE OF TWO WAYS
AND BITCH I'LL NEVER EVER BE A SLAVE
AND WE COULD TALK ALL DAY
BUT PUSSY AIN'T SHIT CHANGED

GOD, DAMN
IT'S BEEN, HOW, LONG
SINCE I, GAVE, UP
SINCE I, BEEN THIS WAY
GOD, DAMN
IT'S BEEN, HOW, LONG
SINCE I, GAVE, UP
SINCE I, BEEN THIS WAY

I DID SOME SHIT I AIN'T PROUD OF
LEAST I AIN'T YOU
IF I PULLED THE SHIT THAT YOU DOIN'
GUESS WHO HATES WHO
OH Y'ALL THINK YOU KNOW ME NOW
THINK YOU GOT THIS SHIT FIGURED OUT
HOW THE FUCK Y'ALL 'GON CLAIM YOU GOT SHIT FIGURED OUT 'BOUT ME BITCH I DON'T KNOW MYSELF

ACTIVE [PROD. 6IX FEET]

LYRICS:

IT'S BEEN HOW LONG
SINCE I SEEN YOU LAST
I MAKE ALL THE SAME SONGS
THAT SHIT AIN'T 'GON BRING YOU BACK
IMA TALK WHAT I WANT
IF I'M TRYNA FORGET I NEED ANOTHER SHOT
IT'S 'GON KILL ME BEFORE IT EVER FUCKING STOP
SHE DON'T LOVE YOU SHE ONLY WORRY WHAT YOU BOUGHT

SHIT HOW MANY I HIT BY THIS POINT
AY TURN THAT SHIT DOWN THEY SHOWED UP FOR THE NOISE
WHY YOU TRYNA GET BITCHED MAN I GUESS THAT'S YOUR CHOICE
AIN'T 'GON TELL YOU AGAIN FUCKING LOWER YOUR VOICE

WHY YOU THINK I'M ALWAYS WRITING 'BOUT THE SAME SHIT
IF IT WAS ANYTHING ELSE I WOULDN'T BE DOING THIS

THINK I FUCKED UP LIKE EVERYTHING I EVER HAD
ASK THE SAME FUCKING QUESTIONS BUT NOBODY CARES
AND I'LL NEVER FORGET
THE DAY THAT YOU WISHED I WAS DEAD

ALL BLACK WHEN I WALK IN HIS CRIB
SO MANY PEOPLE HAD LED ME TO THIS
YOU TALK LIKE YOU WASN'T A BITCH
FUCK IT IMA BLOW OUT HIS BRAINS IN THIS BITCH

IT'S BEEN HOW LONG
SINCE I SEEN YOU LAST
I MAKE ALL THE SAME SONGS
THAT SHIT AIN'T 'GON BRING YOU BACK
IMA TALK WHAT I WANT
IF I'M TRYNA FORGET I NEED ANOTHER SHOT
IT'S 'GON KILL ME BEFORE IT EVER FUCKING STOP
SHE DON'T LOVE YOU SHE ONLY WORRY WHAT YOU BOUGHT

ALL BLACK [PROD. CUBENSIS]

LYRICS:

KEEP TO YOURSELF
THAT MONEY 'GON MELT
END OF THE DAY ALL YOU GOT IS YOUR HEALTH
ALREADY FUCKED THAT ONE UP
ALREADY DAMN NEAR GAVE UP
ALREADY TOLD MYSELF ONCE
LOOK WHERE IT GOT ME I'M DYING AGAIN
ALREADY TORE MY SHIT UP
SO MUCH FOR ACTUALLY TRYING FOR THEM

THIS SHIT A JOKE TO THEM ALL
WELL SHIT WHEN YOU TALK YOU 'GON TALK TO A WALL
BETTER THAN ACTING LIKE FRIENDS
DON'T GIVE A FUCK 'BOUT THE MONEY YOU SPENT
BITCH I'M ON GO 'TILL IT ENDS
Y'ALL WANT ME BREAKING MY HEAD
I'M 'BOUT IT ALL 'TILL I'M DEAD
WHEN THEY 'GON KILL ME?

BITCH I'M 'GON WORK FROM THE GRAVE IF I GOTTA I MADE MY DECISION I GET WHAT I WANNA
IMA GET FUCKED UP FOR THE PAIN
I FEEL LIED TO BY THE SAME ONE MADE PROMISES
SAME ONE WASN'T HONEST SHIT
WHO THE FUCK I'M 'SPOSED TO TRUST NOW IF MY REAL FRIENDS GIVE A FUCK NOW

I GAVE MY LIFE FOR THIS SHIT HOW THE FUCK DO YOU THINK IMA QUIT
I WANT MY FUCKING RESPECT WHEN I EARN IT 'CAUSE BITCH I BEEN WORKIN' SHOULD KNOW THAT FOR CERTAIN
SHIT, I'M TRYNA BURN IT
CLOSE ALL THE MOTHERFUCKING CURTAINS
I AIN'T A PERSON I'M 'PROLLY A BURDEN
SHIT BEEN THIS WAY SINCE THE DAY I WAS BORN YOU SHOULD PROLLY- 

KEEP TO YOURSELF
THAT MONEY 'GON MELT
END OF THE DAY ALL YOU GOT IS YOUR HEALTH
ALREADY FUCKED THAT ONE UP
ALREADY DAMN NEAR GAVE UP
ALREADY TOLD MYSELF ONCE
LOOK WHERE IT GOT ME I'M DYING AGAIN
ALREADY TORE MY SHIT UP
SO MUCH FOR ACTUALLY TRYING FOR THEM

GRAVE [PROD. 6IX FEET]

@blckk

(hxstage)

I tried to drown it out but every night it stays the same and it’s still there 
Back in the darkest corner of my mind it sits 
I want to get away from this 
Take me out of my frame 
I want to find me again 
Can’t remember my name 
I stopped trying gave up there can’t be something more 
I spend every night just posted on a frozen floor 
I have been breaking down
I never wanted this but I brought it all on myself

fuck it don’t call I don’t need another let down 
Double back if ever need someone 
Break my teeth on lies you told 
Disappointment's getting old 


(blckk) 

it’s getting old
i’m trying harder now to hurt you if you hit my phone
I fucking drank so I couldn’t remember anymore
it’s all I see if i’m sober your clothes are on my floor
I guess it hurts when it’s over cause he could help you more
I never got any closure 
I let you try to ignore me again 
like you always did

like u always did

hxstage x blckk - like u always did(prod. hxstage)(instagram:@_hxstage)(lyrics in desc.)

@cult-international

produced by me if not otherwise stated

DIRT

BLCKK

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