IM CAUSIN WAY MORE PAIN THAN I EVER COULD HAPPINESS

i feel so small and miniscule i want to call. to anyone

Fr NEED THIS SONG ON APPLE MUSIC RN BEEN LISTENING TO THIS SONG FOR YEARS AND I STILL CANT FIND IT ANYWHERE ELSE 😩😩😩

I wanna commit so bad but I don’t want my sister to think that she is the reason why

lyrics:

take me take me
back  to the roof top 
jump
i got a lot
i got a lot
left to do

and maybe maybe
one day i’ll bump
when im walking down the street
into you

and i would regret not being there
cuz i was depressed and unaware

they dont wanna see me for my voice
wanna see me for my body parts
black lung in my chest why i hardly cough
black skin on the goddess kali ma!

if you got that one up then i'll probably cop one
if you got a blotter then i'll probably drop one
lately i been fiending for 
emotion for a feeling 
if you had two pills then i would pop one

bitch i been on go
like a green light
street signs telling me to stop
that dont seem right

street signs telling me slow down
i can feel my
heart pump blood
too the rest of my mind

take me take me
back  to the roof top 
jump 
i got a lot
i got a lot
left to do

and maybe maybe
one day i’ll bump
when im walking down the street
into you

and i would regret not being there
cuz i was depressed and unaware
that there was someone who cared
and that nothing is ever fair

this place is not for people anymore (prod. bmg)

Brahman - Found It For Ya

just a little bit longer (PROD. WENDIGO)

half of song recorded before Dark Army Tour 2023
finished on tour using live audio captured at the Atlanta show 2/11/23

is there anyone home? (finished In Atlanta 2023)

Vocals & Production By Lund.
Art: @apelure_art on Instagram

Lyrics:

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

look me In the eyes
tell me you don’t love me anymore
something missing girl its different 
every day we drift apart 
felt the distance tried to ask you 
all the questions of my heart
ain’t the same inside your arms 
now I’m walking through the 
darkest place I’ve been
was reaching out to you
heart shattered within 
nothing left to do

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

box full of letters 
filled with promises broke
baby you’re the one that changed
no more x’s & o’s
hard to find a way
when your shoulders so cold
heart to fragile gotta let you go

I’m done 
playing all these games with you
It’s all lies same shit different day no use
I’m gone you were a piece of me 
something to lose so easily

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

Torn

LETTERS

take a moment to breathe! we love you!
gettin people thru psychedelic experiences since 2018'
LYRICS:

SHOULD HAVE FUCKED AROUND AND THREW IT IN THE BAG 
CHRONIC
THROW SOME NEW TAGS ON IT 
RACE A BLUE JAG SONIC

I BE SMELLING IN PUBLIC
IN MY HOODIE WALKING SILENT
MEET MY GAZE AND I DOUBLE IT

I GOT PROBLEM
I GOT PROBLEM WITH STATE OF THINGS
PROBLEM WITH THE SHAME THAT NIGGAS KNOW
AND THE WEIGHT IT BRINGS
HMM
SIT AND TALK ABOUT FADED THINGS

I GOT NO MORE TIME FOR BULLSHIT

NORTH ON LAKEWOOD MAKE A LEFT TURN WHEN I HIT DEL AMO
WIT THE FELLOWS POP MODELOS LIKE SOME REAL CHICANOS
HELL IF I KNOW WHEN I’M STOPPING NOTHING’S EVER FINAL
I WILL DROP HIM IF HE NOT BEEN WATCHING FOR HIS SPINAL

6 O CLOCK
KNOW YOU REALLY IN THE SHIT
WHEN YOU LOOKING FOR PISS TO COP
WITH THE SWISHERS
PISTOL POP AND THEN IT’S WHISPERS

SHHH

SWITCH TO BACKWOODS 
I NEED IT TO SMACK GOOD
SLEEPING THROUGH THE STREET TALKING
AT NIGHT REFUSE TO GO TO THAT HOOD

YOU WONT CATCH ME TRIPPING 
PAY ATTENTION WHERE I WALK
“YOU WONT CATCH ME SLIPPING”
NIGGAS SAY IT BUT IT’S TALK
IF I COME TO GETCHA YOU’LL 
BE SLEEPING, GRIP NO GLOCK
I BE DOUBLE DIPPING BITCH I
GOTTA GET THAT GUAP

I BE IN THE KITCHEN DRINKING TILL
MY WORRY HUNG 
SORROW IM EMITTING YOU CAN
TASTE IT ON YOUR TONGUE
FEELING LIKE IM EVIL
I BE CREEPING DOWN THE HALLS
I LIKE KILLING PEOPLE IN THE 
STEEPLES AND THE MALLS

I SMOKE THAT ILLEGAL
TO POSSES IN EVERY STATE
FEELING GREAT
AS I CAN HOLD MY HATE INSIDE MY HANDS
WATCH IT DANCE

LIKE IM RUNNING YO FADE
OR CONFRONTING MY FATE
HOPE IM NONE IN YO WAY

I KEEP THE GUN ON MY WAIST….

FOR THE PRESSURE
YESSIR
TOUCH YOUR HEAD AND BLESS YA
NOW YOU AINT A STRESSOR…..

GIVE HER D LIKE A PROFESSOR

IT'LL BE OKAY (FT. BLCKK) (PROD. HEAL)

The Lovely Things That Should Happen To You....  (FT. AFOURTEEN)(PROD. JOELIOUS)

lyrics:

If all we are is what I’ve seen 
then far I’ll go it’s not for me 
Were falling burning crumbling turning down 
We can’t get up 
I️m Sorry all these people want you to forget of love 
Find a way to love this world and now I️m truly hated 
tell me all the worst and not a thing you do  could change I️t 
I see everybody running round with empty faces
this could all change 
Instead they tend to keep I️t the same

What a dam lie
That the world would give for you 
If you had hands open 
Wonder why you were to lose 
cause there heart left broken 
Blank face drops needs help 
Im still waiting there for you 
Safe space rots to hell 
heart filled waiting there for you

This depression 
Kinda deep I️ hide quietly 
I️ don’t let no nigga see the side of me 
where I️m truly hurting all the fight is really tiring an honestly I️m thinking imma turn out to be dead


1st  prod fony wallace

2nd prod fony wallace and scumbagshaggy

3rd prod fony wallace and killjames

slob hammer jack

ALFREDO (PROD. CXRPSE)

ALL PLATS NOW

YAUX LYRICS:

I CAN FEEL MY BRAIN ROT
THINK LAST NIGHT WAS ROUGH
KEEP HAVING THE SAME THOUGHT
CANT SHUT THE FUCK UP

I JUST NEED TO THINK FOR A MINUTE
STANDING UP AND THEN IM TRIPPING
TRYNNA FOCUS ON THE CEILING NOW

I CAN FEEL THE BURN IN MY EYES
WHEN I STARE
WORLD STOPPED TO TURN, BUT I DONT
FUCKING CARE

I DONT LIKE THIS MOTHERFUCKING SLIPPING
WISH MY PERSPECTIVE WAS DIFFERENT
I JUST WANNA CHANGE MY MISSION NOW

PUT THE POTION IN MY CHEST
IT IS POTENT, IM IN MOTION
CAUSE COMMOTION
I AINT SLOWING
I KEEP GOING
I KEEP ROLLING
IN THE DUMPS
NOW IM SLUMPED
WHAT THE FUCK

WHAT THE FUCK

ROUGH NIGHT W/ FL.VCO (PROD. FONY WALLACE X INTERNETBOY) *OUT ON ALL PLATS NOW*

@cult-international

produced by me if not otherwise stated

NY

LETTERS

BLCKK

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