i love coming back to random ass songs like this

this song go hard but that boyfriend part it out😂

i dont like when people
dictate over my happiness
bout 6 months now,
with my friends fuck dapping it
yeah im still rapping 
fuck but im living so dapper and
im sober its whatever
niggas aint never graspin it
niggas never would listen
when you try to be better
no more givin into vices
selling happy for pleasure
wish i never grew up
idolizing the cheddar
love so many people
but ill never be better
for em
im self centered
thinking that its all about me
thats a problem
i could never wish away when i breathe
leave
my presence in the venue
every time that we leave
think i love it but
im crying every night in my sheets
then i bleed
self harm
scars
blood in the tea
suicidal thoughts
linger
in the presence i bring
the only present that i think is
me
dead in the breeze
summer sunlight
beating down my head 
with the trees

i call my mother
im asking if she proud
i lied to her the other day
saying i was down
so she could say she love

or i could maybe frown
or feel something
other than right now
the liquor too strong
yeah i relapsed
i dont give a fuck about me
tell em run it back 
cuz every single day im smiling 
holding back an attack
of panic cuz my nerves
is getting frantic in the chat

i would get it if you left
i dont fuck about me 
or a check
the money fucked me over
made me think i was the best
my ego got big 
now im sitting here depressed
wanna kill myself
but i dont wanna hurt you next
i hate every word
that comes with my breath
all i ever brought to this world
was stress
insecure, maybe thats my test
ill never be better
so i aint checkin my texts

i got a bottle in one hand
my life in the other
if it was up to me id throw it all
away in the gutter
i know you care
but my heart sliced
through like some butter
feel like nobody understands
what its like to be under
ground
not my with my music but with my heart
when it all goes down
whos there with me in the dark
like im not sitting suffering
dying with all the art
like this arc dont suck
this shit is just getting hard
and harder

Listen

RELAPSE ARC(PROD.WENDIGO)

LET IT KILL YOU

WHAT IF KENNY BEATS SOLD CRACK? [PROD. ROBO]

I WILL PROBABLY NEVER POST THE LYRICS TO THIS SONG

NOT BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO 

BUT BECAUSE I WILL INEVITABLY FORGET

WHITECLAW [PROD. FLOWR]

THANK YOU NATE THOMAS, JULIA ADDE, JULIAN AUGUST, LIL CUBENSIS, BRUHMANEGOD, BIV, CHECKS, AND LIL DARKIE FOR HELPING MAKE THIS PROJECT WHAT IT IS. 

ENJOY.

OUTRO

I DONT MATTER TO YOU ANYWAY

UPONLORD [FT. BRUHMANEGOD X CXRPSE X DARKIE] [PROD. ESKRY](instagram:_@hxstage)

THANK YOU TO EDDISON, VENTING PALACE, OUTRAGE, DROWNWITHTOGA, PROD NOAH, AND NEZIAH1K FOR WORKING WITH ME ON THIS ALBUM.

SPECIAL THANKS TO JAY, SIMON, AND JOHN.

HAVE FUN.

-KINO.

MICHAEL JACKSON [PROD. NEZIAH1K]

@skotskr

i feel like big smoke
cuz i woke up like i dont give a fuck fuck the whole world
fuck the whole world
fuck the whole world
fuck the whole world 3x

bitch i aint even ask to exist
i aint on rap nigga shit, fuck it

i need to get my life together
i need to wake up and not feel under the weather
you niggas need to get better
or maybe quit and go focus on future endeavors 

if you see me at a function
dont say shit cuz im slapping you right in yo face
fuck you nigga i aint friendly
im playing god im putting niggas right in they place

"cxrpse you so toxic i dont wanna be your friend
but i told you ill be there for you until the fucking end"

none of that cap shit
ima bomb the ship and the captain
niggas dont even know what happened
im not fucking with you or ya faction
nigga fuck this whole rap shit 
SHIT.
im coming for that numba one spot
its not enough room
for everybody at the top
stop
take it all and put it in abox

PT.2 the breakdown

YOU THINK ITS A GAME
ALL YOU NIGGAS LOOK AND SOUND THE SAME
PUSSY BRAINS
STOMP YO ASS OUT 
ILL MAKE YOU WISH YOU NEVER CAME

IM SICK OF BEING FUCKING TIRED
IF I WASNT ME THEN I WOULD JUST RETIRE
IF YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME UR A FUCKING LIAR

BIG SMOKE(PROD.SKOTSKR)

@ssjcxrpse

FIRST THINGS FIRST
YOU NOT MY BROTHER IF YOU NOT JEREMY OR PHOENIX OR AMARU
SPIDER GANG THE LABEL AND THE CLIQUE THAT STAND ATOP YOU
IT'S LIKE EVERY DAY WE'RE FED ANOTHER MESSAGE THAT IS NOT TRUE
SUCK A DICK TO EVERYONE THAT EVER TRIED TO STOP YOU
SOMETIMES I WAKE UP AND I FEEL LIKE THIS LIFE HAS LOST MEANING
SMOKE INTO MY LATER YEARS, ONE DAY I'LL WAKE UP NOT BREATHING
WHEN I PERISH SAVE YOUR TEARS CUZ I JUST WANNA ROT IN PEACE
YOU AIN'T KNOW THE HALF, YOU OUT HERE THINKIN THAT YOU'VE FOUGHT DEMONS
DARKIE AIN'T NO FUCKIN RACIST, BITCH YOU NEEDA STOP REACHING
YALL AINT READY FOR THE TALK ON EVERYTHING YOU NOT PREACHING
I DON'T THINK I'LL EVER WANNA CATER TO YOUR SOFT FEELINGS
I JUST WANNA GIVE YOU LOVE AND PEACE BUT YOU CAN'T CONCEIVE IT
DEDICATE YOUR LIFE TO DOIN IT FOR ALL THE WRONG REASONS
TAKE A LOOK AROUND AT WHAT'S BECOMING OF YOUR MOM'S FETUS
LIFE FINDS WAYS TO MAKE EVERYTHING COLDER IN THE HOT SEASONS
EXPECT NOTHIN AND WHEN IT'S COMING YOU MUST NOT FEAR IT

third world quality (prod. CXRPSE)

Everything clips round these parts a town 🤠
featuring Afourteen from Spider Gang 🕷️

IG: @fivefuutfour
IG: @Afourteen
IG: @prod.vilex
Art by: @rakknid

🕷️VIDEO🕷️

IMGONNARELAPSESOON! FT. AFOURTEEN (PROD. VILEX)

@cult-international

produced by me if not otherwise stated

NY

WHITECLAW [PROD. FLOWR]

BLCKK

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