Prod lavendr

My mind hurts from fucking myself up
I wanna cry all night but the tears wont fall away
Wanna slit my wrist i forgot what cutting feels like
And rot forever in my wonderful pain
Maybe i just need a razor on my arm
This darkness crawls so deep in my head
Maybe that shotgun can blow my skull someday

Centipedes crawl through my corpse every night
You’ll see im so fcking morbid in my bed
Find me filled with bugs infecting my brain
I want to tear them off but they wont go away
They crawl inside my spine so i can’t feel my body
End this fcking suffering inside my guts
Cant you fcking see im bleeding out

Cant you fcking see im such a fcking mess?
Cant you fcking see i dont wanna stay alive?
Did you know that i wanna kms?
Cant you hear the centipedes crawling in my chest?
Cant you feel my cold blood through my veins?
Cant you see im not alive?
Let the centipedes eat what’s left of my mind

Reflections (lavendr)

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