sad! (prod. proxen + nefa)

@joshuasageart
@kojowav
Artwork source:
https://godenteredmybody.tumblr.com/post/663915347200655360

Lyrics:
(Intro)
whatever...
I haven't forgotten how good we are together.
(JoshuaSageArt)
I’ve been dealing with enough things going on
I’ve been searching for a way to right my wrongs
It’s the only thing I want, it’s all I want
With you I cannot take a loss, it’s like you’re all I got

Searching, I’m searching for an answer
So broken & so shattered
Hold the keys I am the master
My heart rate moving faster 


Deep inside the lightsss
I feel so satasfiiieed
Open up youuuur eyyyyes
You could save a liiifee


I just feel so attached
I just cannot relax
Never want to subtract
You from how I stay awake
I don’t know where you’re at
Baby don’t you come back?
I can feel you inside of my own brain

And I feel like
It’s all in my head
And it’s so bright
I feel lost in it
(a voice)
ya know and something tells me...
maybe you haven't either.

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JoshuaSageArt - divine 9 [+kojo]

bella lugxsi & tim lake - satan(god wrapped up in a flag) p. taylor morgan+4evr

Prod. @02ashes

Lyrics:
don't know how i ended up in this place
where am i, i don't know my name
everything has changed
(x2)

the skies are grey we are running from the light
striving for the sky where my body's full of life
striving for the place everything will be alright
but ik that the future is not full of light
not full of light, everything will be alright
callin' my name and i'll join you in the fight
callin' my name and i'll be right by your side
callin' your name everything will be alright
everything will be alright (x4)

don't know how i ended up in this place
where am i, i don't know my name
everything has changed

all fallin' down
tearin apart
tearin' my heart, now i'm fallin apart
please come back to see
then you'll see
all of the lies you've been told about me

not full of light, everything will be alright
callin' my name and i'll join you in the fight
callin' my name and i'll be right by your side
callin' your name everything will be alright
(x2)

everything will be alright
join you in the fight
be right by your side
everything will be alright

wishes [02ashes]

@1tcyxo
@prodjoshbae

when i touch da sky y does it rain down?  
so much hurt im feelin ur pain now 
when i touch da sky y does it rain down?  
i was touchin a cloud den it turn into rain cloud
tired of dis all ovr again
listen when it rain dwn
jus listen when its ovr agn
talked 2 a cloud den turned into a rain cloud

when its ovr

ik the truth now u jst listen
when i touch da sky y does it rain down?  
i touchin a cloud den it turn to rain cloud

i like it loud lets turn up the bass now !!
scrap dat im tearing a page out
one more drink jus 1 more :s
mayb evrything wld b better ?
depends on the eye which u measure
the heroes a burdenous trait
get stuck in my ways
the sword met with bludd
i seek the escape

long nights i dont miss
flashbacks i was a kid
hours they turn into minutes 
leading a life full of sinning
fearful afraid 2 live
broken drms
brkn glass
evrywhere

touchdasky(＞﹏＜)(pr. tracyxo + joshbae)

@55depths
@bleedteam
prod. offsen1 + nihil
mix: deathy and friends

𝔰𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔡𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔲𝔡 𝔢𝔵𝔠𝔩𝔲𝔰𝔦𝔳𝔢

feats in order:
@dthxrgt
@bleakboi
@softbite666
@1anesthesia
@etaiso
@slaughter-tone-records
@demon-dog7
@nickp3tro
@dzodigital
@nokerbforever
@ayeokah
@ri4h
@ose1y
@traxee
@kidpesto
@aurasrevenge
@silentcxbin

F4ST P4SS!! 55depths x bleed team & friends (offsen1 + nihil)

prod me 
outro = sace

lyrics:
do you even care for me? 
i wish that you did (i wish that you did)
would you crawl out your skin for me? (for me)
just know that i did (just know that i did)

just know that i did
just know that i did

do you even care?
i wish that you did (oh)
would you crawl out your skin for me?
just know that i did 
just know that i did 

just know that i did

crawl

@benjithemachine
prod me

@stellathepixie
i remember when that house burned
deciding i love her
she’s picking me herbs
im forgetting to how to say words

i can tell that ur awake
u tilt your head to say
some treasure chest of thought
but u keep it locked away

i remember when he stabbed u
lit up by the stadium
trying 2 sink ur teeth
it didn’t hurt but now it does

broken body, black eye
within an inch of ur life
i promised 2 nurse you
this is what it feels like

i live 4 the straps on ur skin
and u told me 2 never tell lies
i live 4 the straps on ur skin
n 2 stare in those puppy dog eyes

@benjithemachine
it’s the poison on ur lips it’ll tear me apart
i only hear the brake lights of passing cars
im running out of blood now my brain wont start
you have this broken part of you
that lives in the dark

this what it feels like
stuck here on the outside
bb i can’t take it
nothings coming back 2 life
cause u never love
thinking what it took
to get me off the floor
and home with someone else who would

@stellathepixie
there’s geometry in you
hexagonal, u play
i know something that u don’t
and i’d like to keep it that way

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this is what it feels like w/ benjithemachine (pixie)

on tha floor (dgtl)

a rare self prod <3 shout out petal supply for the sick splice loop :P

lyrics:

there are days where im content that this is finally over
im done obsessing over you
if its not meant to be
you just have to let it go

cuz im chronically online
i cant seem to find time
for me or for you
i been acting so distant 
cuz i get submissive
when im with you

just hold my fucking hand
just one more time
im tryna get it all out (x2)

id always let you walk over, i let you walk over me
i let you talk down
i let you talk down to me
cuz youd go behind my back again
cuz i gave you way too many chances
to hurt my feelings
im always dealing with so much shit
cant keep running back to you (x2)
i cant do this shit again (x2)

cuz im still a minute away
but lately im in your way
maybe we can delay
these memories will erase
feel the rain touch my face
feel like we're stuck in the grey
wither and we decay
i guess thats all that we get

there are days that im content that this is finally over
im done obsessing over you
if its not meant to be
you just have to let it go

cuz im chronically online
and i cant seem to find time
for me or for you
i been acting so distant 
cuz i get submissive
when im with you

just hold my fucking hand
just one more time
im tryna get it all out (x2)

parting ways

uploaded from pinkperc's house
ft @rit_hk
prod me
mixed by me, rit, @pinkperc
cover by pinkperc

it happens +rit

booking / send me beats : bleakboi4ev@gmail.com 
@bleaky2
@55depths
@bleedteam

on tha floor (dgtl)

bleaky

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